!!UPDATES COMING JANUARY 2022!! We were instructed to take something that wasn’t our right to take. My family is constantly working to “improve” the world to its full potential, and there’s nothing wrong with that. What’s wrong, however, is their conservative mindset that instead destroys than improves. I no longer want to help them or work on this, but I’m stuck, and there’s no way to get out. However, what I can do is run away. Because it’s starting to feel like it’s time to pay off the debt, hopefully, I can fix everything before they find me again to punish me worse than they did last time... Pray for me, or more importantly, pray for yourselves because humanity can cease to exist if I fail. Books in the series: 1. Big girls don't cry 2. I will be back 3. I'm coming for you 4. Loving the leech 5. The last saint https://pixabay.com/photos/princess-horse-pegasus-wings-grass-5731686/

I currently find myself in solitude. It's a mere statement of fact devoid of any intention to elicit sympathy or exaggeration. However, it wasn't always this way. There was a time when I had companions and individuals who held me dear. Regrettably, I lost those who were meant to cherish and safeguard me somewhere along the way. I transformed into an object of disdain, a failure, a disgrace that even my own parent shunned. My sibling cast me as the villain of our shared history, and suddenly, I became the recipient of her ire. The reason for her animosity remains shrouded in mystery, and I doubt she herself knows why. It appears as though she required an outlet for her pent-up frustration, and I was the perfect target. As if that weren't enough, she took everyone with her on the road to my personal hell, and I fear that this ordeal may never come to an end. Sapphire, a youthful woman, is embarking on a journey toward an unknown destination. Despite being betrayed by people she held dear, she finds herself grappling with the truth and an ominous darkness that eludes her comprehension. Her ultimate fate hangs in the balance as she endeavors to navigate life's challenges and avoid succumbing to the very torment she fought so valiantly to escape. Will she make it, or is she doomed to fail?

On hold until further notice. This is book 2 in the Novak series, Noah's story. You know that feeling when someone has your heart in their hand and decides to squeeze with enough strength that only powder remains? I experienced that in the cruelest way, and I don't know how to get back after that. Darkness took over me and changed who I was until the man I now see in the mirror is someone I don't recognize anymore. I don't trust anyone who belongs to the mythical sex called women, not after the she-devil I shared years with who ruined my life. For years I saw her with someone else and a child in her arms who could have been mine but who ultimately turned out to belong to another. What's left is a longing, a lack of purpose in life, and I don't know how to find it. Pic from: Photo by <a href="h****://unsplash.com/@villxsmil?utm_source=unsplash&utm_medium=referral&utm_content=creditCopyText">Luis Villasmil</a> on <a href="h****://unsplash.com/s/photos/criminal-person?utm_source=unsplash&utm_medium=referral&utm_content=creditCopyText">Unsplash</a>

This is the first book in the Novak series, Darby's story. Have you ever treated a person you love in such a wrong way that it left a trace in you? I have, to my family, but most of all my mother. I ran away because I knew they didn't deserve the shit I gave them, but I didn't expect my whole life to turn around in just a few weeks after that. Now I have a new responsibility that I never even thought about wanting, and I have no idea what to do either, for that matter. No matter how much I wish I wouldn't have to go back to my family for help with the problem I can't handle, I know I no longer have a choice. I have to ask my family for help; I have to fight, for her. Pics from: <a href='https://www.freepik.com/photos/light'>Light photo created by Kireyonok_Yuliya - www.freepik.com</a> <a href='https://www.freepik.com/photos/baby'>Baby photo created by freepic.diller - www.freepik.com</a>

This is a standalone book, but it belongs to the same world as the Aleida series does. You need to read that series first since they connect together, the story continues. ~*~*~ Kaylin Clarkson is a twenty-year-old girl who no one sees. She lives a quiet life in Oregon with a father who drowns himself in a secret depression after Kaylin's mother passes away in childbirth. Her biggest dream has always been working with people and helping them get out of the same dependencies that Kaylin once weighed down by; thankfully, that dream has come true. Unfortunately, it's just one of her two lifelong goals that have come true; the other has to wait until she can afford it; to move away and start over elsewhere. Kaylin's life seems calm, and she's happy with it until she encounters a mysterious man on a dark, ice-cold night in an alley in late November. Kaylin's beauty spellbinds the dark-haired and muscular William Everton; he now realizes as he stands face to face with the beautiful young woman that she's his soul mate, his beloved. If Kaylin only knew that she got into a car with a life-threatening vampire that night, then maybe nothing would have happened... Perhaps she wouldn't be in a divided world between vampires and werewolves who don't get along, not even for her. Pics from: https://pixabay.com/photos/mystical-portrait-of-a-girl-eyes-1344632/ https://pixabay.com/photos/mysterious-man-fantasy-mystical-4830751/

This book is finished and edited. Questions that arise in this book might not get answers until book two or three. "What the hell do you think you're doing?" I hear someone scream when I get dragged along the asphalt. "She has to learn to behave," my alpha screams back. "An alpha is supposed to protect the pack, not abuse them!" His grip around my throat gets weaker, and I take the opportunity to bite his arm with my human teeth hard. "Ahh! Let me go, you filthy creature!" He punch me over and over again. I can feel my head throbbing and blood pouring out on the ground, tears falling down my cheeks while I slowly feel myself dying. "BIG GIRLS DON'T CRY!" After that, everything goes dark... In this story, we will follow Aleida through betrayal, abuse, and slave job to be on the top in the city. She's been looking for her mate since her 11th birthday and gave up hope many years ago. Will her fate change, or is she doomed from the beginning? Guardians of Red Moon city; 1. Big girls don't cry. 2. I will be back. 3. I'm coming for you. 4. Loving the leech.

On hold until further notice. This is the seventh and last book in the Novak series, Oscar's story. Take the absolute worst thing that ever happened to you, multiply that by ten, there you have my pain. I didn't think it was possible to survive with this kind of suffering at all without losing my mind. But in some strange way, I still stand on my own legs, get up on time every morning, go to work, have dinner, fall asleep and repeat. Every day is the same, and I walk in a fog, like a zombie, waiting for life to feel easier again. But it won't because somewhere along the way, I lost my purpose in life. Mom always says that when I don't know where I'm going, I'll find my way home. But how am I supposed to find my way home when it doesn't exist anymore? Pic from: https://pixabay.com/?utm_source=link-attribution&utm_medium=referral&utm_campaign=image&utm_content=1465525

On hold until further notice. This is the sixth book in the Novak series, Will's story. Falling in love with the enemy's son was hardly the best choice I made in life, especially not considering how my family reacted. Now, in retrospect, I can understand what they meant and why they worried, but now it's too late; it has already happened. Being gay in an underworld with gangsters and various mobs that don't get along is something you can get wiped out for. I thank the gods every day for having such an open and understanding family that I have. Marco's family is totally the opposite; there, everything is different, and if his family members find out the truth, he dies. How am I supposed to keep him alive without losing my own? Pics from: https://unsplash.com/s/photos/man-back?utm_source=unsplash&utm_medium=referral&utm_content=credit https://pixabay.com/?utm_source=link-attribution&utm_medium=referral&utm_campaign=image&utm_content=36732 https://unsplash.com/s/photos/man-back?utm_source=unsplash&utm_medium=referral&utm_content=credit

On hold until further notice. This is the fifth book in the Novak series, Fransiscus story. I protected my sister and got six years in prison for my crime. They claim that there are two ways to go after you get out; pray for redemption or continue on the criminal path. The problem for me is that I'm neither really criminal nor intend to ask salvation for what I did. What I did, I did to protect my sister, and I would do it again if required of me. My big sister that I love was hurt, and I wasn't just going to stand by and watch. Now it's time to get released, and I wish someone prepared me for how hated by the community I would become. In the end, though, it doesn't matter because I'm a protector. Pic from: https://www.istockphoto.com/en/photo/handcuffed-prisioner-waiting-for-death-penalty-back-view-gm457485577-30876478

On hold until further notice. This is the fourth book in the Novak series, Fiona's story. There isn't much that provokes me or makes me angry, considering that I belong to a sibling group of seven. But when innocents get hurt or put in danger when they haven't done anything, I get angry. No one should ever have to feel that they aren't enough, it's a horrible feeling to bear, and the guilt you put on yourself causes you to drown in your own darkness. That's why I dream of getting to work with children and teenagers; there, I meet the love of my life. Thomas is an amazing man, and I love him more than anything until he suddenly one day disappears. After that, a monster is born that scares me more than anything else, and the worst thing is that I don't dare to ask for help. I've always believed in love and that there's something good inside everyone; now I know better. Pic from: https://pixabay.com/photos/woman-bruise-abuse-violence-6133582/

On hold until further notice. This is the third book in the Novak series, Caleb's story. "You live solely because I allow it," she growls and looks at me with eyes full of a deadly glow. "Dear sweet baby Jesus, you're the most beautiful chaos," I mumble to myself, and when her fist hits my nose with a crunch, I know I'm in love. If you ever get the opportunity to encounter the kind of chaos that comes into your life, changes everything, and shakes your whole world, then you should be happy. If you didn't know, there's nothing more satisfying than a total storm that removes everything in its path, and even though the mess afterward persists, it's the moment in between that makes it worth going through over and over again. That turmoil is the woman I have in front of me, and I can do nothing more than thank the gods for it and welcome the chaos. Pics from: https://unsplash.com/?utm_source=unsplash&utm_medium=referral&utm_content=credit https://unsplash.com/s/photos/mafia-man?utm_source=unsplash&utm_medium=referral&utm_content=credit https://pixabay.com/?utm_source=link-attribution&utm_medium=referral&utm_campaign=image&utm_content=2891817

On hold until further notice. This can be read as a standalone, but might destroy the first trilogy if you plan on reading it, since this is Brody's story and he's a big part of the baby daddy series. To love someone who doesn't belong to you hurts on so many different levels that I can't even begin to describe the feeling to you. When that person is also married to your brother, then it gets even worse. Over the years, I've seen her give birth to my brother's children and love him in a way that only she can. I'm happy for their happiness; I've always been. But part of me hurts every time I see their declarations of love to each other, mainly because I wish it were me Eleonora loved that way. I have no plans to tell them anything; this is a secret I take with me into the grave. She will never know how much she changed the troublesome man I once was, how much I love her, and how easily I can give my life for her. All the things she doesn't know, which I can't tell her without tearing the family apart and losing them for good. Credit for the cover goes to my wonderful ally: Delano Vader Pics from: https://pixabay.com/illustrations/soldier-weapon-man-military-army-5799881/ https://pixabay.com/photos/ai-generated-woman-soldier-sniper-8204571/

Completed and edited. This is the second book in the Guardians of Red Moon city series; if you haven't read the first one, you won't understand anything. The first one is named "Big girls don't cry" and is published here on dreame. The girl who left everything and everyone behind is now on her own. Well, not really alone since she has her new pack. She knows that everything will turn out fine in the end, but right now, all she can focus on is her alpha role. Funny, isn't it? She was born an alpha, pushed down to be an omega, just to be crowned werewolf queen and alpha over the whole werewolf population. The question is if she's going to use her power for good or evil? The picture is from pixabay.com and is a copyright-free picture; I only own the picture's editing.

*** This book is on hold until further notice *** She is Katerina Mercia, a lonely eighteen-year-old who no longer has anything to fight for. No friends, family, nor boyfriend; in short, she has no one. After a deep depression weighing her down like chains at the bottom of a lake, she suddenly one day gets a job that would change her whole life. The question is whether she will approve everything expected of her, or whether she will return to her darkness where she herself believes that she belongs... Pics from: 1. https://pixabay.com/sv/photos/tiger-flicka-cliff-moln-djur-4710874/ 2. https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1544147170-f855d28c2be0?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&amp;ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMDd9&amp;auto=format&amp;fit=crop&amp;w=750&amp;q=80 3. https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1563241507-5b1b6eb891b0?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&amp;ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMDd9&amp;auto=format&amp;fit=crop&amp;w=334&amp;q=80 4. https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1544211393-7fdc8fca9f4f?ixlib=rb-1.2.1&amp;ixid=eyJhcHBfaWQiOjEyMDd9&amp;auto=format&amp;fit=crop&amp;w=335&amp;q=80

The world has become a dark place where evil creatures sneak around in the shadows. Without their queen alive, how will the werewolf population survive? The power that exists, can it be controlled, or will it lead to the destruction of the Earth? *** Join the journey through Aleida's life beyond control, if you haven't read book one and two yet, I highly recommend doing so. You will not understand what is going on otherwise when the books build on each other. Series in order: 1. Big girls don't cry. 2. I will be back. 3. I'm coming for you. 4. Loving the leech Pic from: h****://unsplash.com/photos/7vMwD4qfSnY

THIS BOOK IS ON HOLD UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE. I have a couple of other projects I need to finish before I begin with this one. The pic of the bear: https://unsplash.com/photos/sI2Dz2dacGI?utm_source=unsplash&utm_medium=referral&utm_content=creditShareLink The pic of the girl is Daniella Toft, and I have her approval to use her picture.

Leila, the daughter of the most disgraced woman in the city. She gets condemned of things her mother does and is expected to take after her habits. It is nothing that Leila intends to accept, she wants to build something better for herself. But it is not until Henrietta Towler, her mother, dies that she gets the opportunity to do what she wants with her life. She meets Hale in her youth who is the president of 'Devil's blood angels' and begins a dangerous life. With involvement in weapons, drugs, beatings, murders and anything you can imagine, she encounters Cameron during a mission. He belongs to a rival motorcycle club. How will their relationship develop? Will their hate-love lead to war between the clubs or can they together maintain peace in the city? Pic from: https://pixabay.com/photos/girl-woman-pistol-gangster-4540270/

This is the third and last book in the baby daddy series, if you haven't read the other two, I recommend you to do so, since you won't understand what's happening otherwise. &quot;You're going to marry him, either you want to or not! This is not something we can control, Wendy! Isn't the security for your children the most important thing for you?&quot; he asks with a sad look. Of course, it is! But how am I going to be able to accept an arranged marriage with a person just to keep the peace in the city? Is it worth it to give up my own happiness in order to save others? Follow the story of Wendy in the very last book, where she will have to decide what's important; her happiness or safety towards others. PIC FROM: https://www.pinterest.se/pin/121175046197030601/

This is book two in the' My Baby Daddy ' series and I recommend that you read the first before you start with this, otherwise you will not understand anything. That book and several others are in my library! Wendy is gone and left the man she loves behind. A few years have passed and she has been on the 'runaway' all along. His betrayal cut her so deep that she was chased out of town. Her father told her the truth about her love, but was it really the truth? Follow the story between Wendy and Damien, a mob boss and a broken girl who never really got anywhere before she got pregnant. BOOK THREE IS OUT, &quot;Mob princess&quot;! Pic from: https://pixabay.com/sv/photos/pengar-g*n-rose-romantik-kontanter-3496963/

This book is on hold until I'm finished with the projects I'm currently working on. Feel free to save this one into your library for future purposes. https://www.freepik.com/free-photo/blonde-woman-with-hands-tied_903009.htm#page=1&amp;query=dark%20girl&amp;position=23

This book is on hold until I'm done with my projects I'm currently working on. Feel free to save this into your library for future purposes if you want. pics from: https://www.freepik.com/free-photo/strong-man-without-t-shirt_6799841.htm#page=1&amp;query=shirtless%20guy&amp;position=11 https://www.freepik.com/free-photo/muscular-man-with-tattoo_6317476.htm#page=2&amp;query=shirtless+guy&amp;position=24 https://www.freepik.com/free-photo/strong-man-without-t-shirt_6799835.htm#page=2&amp;query=shirtless+guy&amp;position=40 https://www.freepik.com/free-photo/beautiful-woman-with-curls-makeup_6023011.htm#page=1&amp;query=dark%20girl&amp;position=25

This book is on hold until I'm done with the other projects I'm working on, feel free to put this one in your library for future reading. Pic from: https://pixabay.com/sv/photos/%C3%B6ga-manipulation-t%C3%A5rar-konst-2274884/

Have you ever met that person you saw as your soul mate, someone to share the rest of your life with, but ultimately was left off to your destiny? To live alone in the dark without the light that will help you continue to move forward? I did, and I have no idea how I survived. Soon college is finished, and I can return to the town, to the place where it all started, home where I once died. Pic from: https://unsplash.com/photos/I8gQVrDcXzY

THIS BOOK IS ON HOLD UNTIL OTHER BOOKS ARE FINISHED, I HOPE ALL OF YOU ARE LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS BOOK AS MUCH AS I AM!! PICS FROM: https://www.freepik.com/free-photo/silhouette-spooky-man-red_1321736.htm#query=devil&amp;position=8 https://www.freepik.com/free-photo/zombie-hand-halloween-theme-concept_1235536.htm#query=devil&amp;position=21 https://pixabay.com/sv/photos/vingar-kvinna-reflektion-fantasy-4514314/

THIS BOOK IS ON HOLD UNTIL I'M DONE WITH MY OTHER WORKS. PUT IT IN YOUR LIBRARIES EITHER WAY IF YOU LIKE MY WORK! PICS FROM: https://pixabay.com/sv/illustrations/aurora-m%C3%A5nen-skottland-beach-norra-2069242/ https://pixabay.com/sv/illustrations/fantasy-portr%C3%A4tt-fantasy-portr%C3%A4tt-4359903/ https://pixabay.com/sv/illustrations/mannen-manliga-guy-portr%C3%A4tt-5256369/ https://pixabay.com/sv/illustrations/wolf-vargar-hund-lupin-canis-3022813/

Never again is based on a true story, my story, where we get to follow Hannas journey through metal illness, betrayal and doubt. Who can she trust? Who is going to be there when everything is falling apart? This is a depiction of how it can be to live as a teenager and is living with mental illness. This book is a contrast between the beautiful and the unattractive, between love and hate, about keep trying to stay alive even though the whole world is falling apart around you, and there is nothing you can do to stop it. BE AWARE, THIS STORY CONTAINS STRONG MATERIAL THAT CAN BE OFFENDING TO READERS. SELFHARM, BULLYING, RAPE ETC. YOU READ ON YOUR OWN RISK. This is the first book in the trilogy about Hanna and all books are based on true story.

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THIS IS ON HOLD UNTIL 'NOT YOUR HONEY' IS FINISHED, THIS IS ALSO BOOK TWO IN THE SERIES. Pic by: &lt;a href=&quot;https://pixabay.com/users/albaroma7-5068232/?utm_source=link-attribution&amp;amp;utm_medium=referral&amp;amp;utm_campaign=image&amp;amp;utm_content=2221960&quot;&gt;Alba Rom&aacute;&lt;/a&gt; from &lt;a href=&quot;https://pixabay.com/?utm_source=link-attribution&amp;amp;utm_medium=referral&amp;amp;utm_campaign=image&amp;amp;utm_content=2221960&quot;&gt;Pixabay&lt;/a&gt;

&quot;How the f**k could you keep this from me?! I didn't even know that you could sink so low...&quot; With those words, I left his office. My rage rushed through my body. If he for one second thinks that I'm going to submit to whatever he wants, he's got another thing coming to him. Just you wait and see Mitchell Brigthon, you will pay. BOOK 2 AND 3 IS OUT ON MY DREAME PAGE! Pic from: https://pixabay.com/sv/photos/graviditet-barriga-bebe-k%C3%A4rlek-2933319/