Big girls don't cry (Guardians of Red Moon city #1)

    Everyone knows that you can't live without your mate when you find him or her. But that's what frightens me the most... The "what-ifs." What if he doesn't want to be with me when he finds out who I am? What if he doesn't love me and treat me like he should?               And the list goes on and on with these questions. When I was a little pup, my biggest dream was to meet my mate; I daydreamed about him and everything we would do together. Those dreams seem somewhat imaginary in some sort of weird way.               No one is out there for me, and if he is, I'm going to reject him before anything else happens. I don't want a mate anymore; it's not worth it. He's just going to drop me and treat me like s**t, exactly like everyone else, and I will fight to the end of time if I have to!           A/N: Hello everyone and welcome to "Big girls don't cry"! I want to tell you already that this book will be confusing at times and raise questions that you won't get answers to until the next book. Please don't give up because it's confusing; hang in there and keep reading. You'll understand later on, book two and three is released already. Please let me know your thoughts since they help me develop in my creative process! Thank you for reading, lots of love.<3 Follow me for updates and other fun things; F/B: Dreame author Linnéa Heikka I/G: author_linneaheikka I advise you to follow my I/G account since it's there. I'm going to host my live streams with other things, and it's also much easier for me to answer your messages. Hope I'll see you there!