Leave Me Alone Alpha

Chapter 6

I place my little mate on her bed and watch as she starts packing her clothes. This little house is just gorgeous and so is hers. Aurora has decorated it beautifully. Every square inch is so her and her touch and her neatness. She loved cleaning and I loved her organizational skills.

"We will leave tomorrow baby",I said, watching her. She just sighed sadly as she folded her clothes. She looked defeated.

" OK",is said as she continues to pack. Her shoulders sag and she looks so sad and frail it kills me and my wolf. Our wild ways ruined our mate and we did nothing to stop it. He whimpers and starts to pace in my head, causing me to growl. She jerks, looking up at me in fear. I put fear in my mate and I can't stand it. Those f*****g vampires and Lisa ruined my relationship with my mate and sitting in my lap is a shell of my former mate. f**k I ruined it by f*****g others when I had this beauty all along.

"Sorry baby I didn't mean to scare you",I said, gathering her close.

She whimpers and I pull her closer and kiss her head.

"How about we order food and watch a movie baby",I suggested as she sat in my arms.

"Sounds good. I can order pizza if you want",she says softly. I grin as she tries to get up, but I don't want to let go just yet. My fingers go through her soft silky hair and she sighs as I massage her scalp. I love holding her but I still feel her hesitation towards me. She doesn't trust me any more. Something I will fix.

"What do we do when we go back to the pack?",she asked, clutching my shirt.

"We get us back",I state, feeling her tense. Aurora is not sure about us, but I'm more than sure about wanting my mate back and I don't care what I have to do to get her. My fingers absently stroke her hair as we sit there. She is not talking or moving.

"Baby we need to eat and rest",I stated, rubbing her back. She really didn't want me touching her either. I felt her revulsion at my touch. She looked sick when I touched her and I only had my stupid ass to blame.

"I'm not really hungry Justin",she says softly. f**k, she is so thin she needs to eat.

"Baby, you need to eat this. It can't be healthy, you're too thin, Aurora. I'm worried",I admitted as she looked into my eyes.

"I do eat Justin, I just watch what I eat and how much I eat. I measure all my portions now because I was fat before. You were right. A fat mate ruins everything",she mumbles, trying to get up. She hates herself all thanks to me. My wolf is on edge as she whimpers sadly. We really f****d up with this little beauty. She yawns and I draw her closer to me. I want to f*****g cry. How could I be so f*****g stupid? I ruined her and i just hope I can fix it now. I kissed her head and rubbed her back, hating how her bones stuck out.

"I mind linked Cole to bring us food and after we eat I'm gonna run you a bath and pamper you",I, kissing her lips. She didn't even want me kissing her and maybe I shouldn't push it, but I couldn't stop. I loved kissing her.

"I don't need to pamper Justin, I just need sleep,'' she says, trying to leave my arms again. I almost growled but held it in. She needs me to be understanding and patient with her. I need to make up for all my stupid s**t and punish those that helped destroy it. I kissed her head and carried her back to the living room to wait for my betta to bring us food. Once I sat her down, a knock had me opening the door. Cole smiles, hands me the food and leaves. We sat eating when I noticed her picking at her stuff. I sigh, knowing getting her to open up and get back on track will be a battle. After our food, I locked up and led her to her room.

"Bath time baby",I said, watching her. She looks so scared at the mention of this and I can tell seeing her naked is going to be sad for us. She looked ready to bolt but I blocked her only exit.

"I can do it Justin, I don't think we should be that close to each other yet",she says, not looking up. She kept her head down and I hated myself. Your a d**k my wolf growled at me, you ruined her for that w***e.

"To f*****g bad Aurora I'm doing this or my wolf will not stop nagging he feels like s**t just like I do. Strip now",I ordered. Her eyes fill with tears as she slowly starts to remove her clothes. I hated making her upset but I had to see the damage I had done.

"I'm not comfortable Justin, we ...I just...I'd rather not",she offers as some tears slip down her pale face. She is a mess thanks to me. I walk up and remove her clothes myself. I adjust her bath water and strip off my clothes. She looks away from my body and I sigh. She won't look at what belongs to her and always have and always will. I will fix this and my f**k up.

I know getting her to trust me will be difficult, but I'm determined to have my mate. I just hope she doesn't put up too much of a fight. Aurora seems so different now and the only one to blame is me because I couldn't keep my d**k in my pants. She is so thin and tiny I feel like s**t. You f*****g should you d**k my wolf hissed.