Leave Me Alone Alpha

Chapter 7

I bathe my mate and I can't help the whimpers my wolf does in my head. She is so thin and sickly I want to cry. You did this f*****g look at the damage you have done, you f*****g fool and over p***y. Look at our mate, look what you have done and you expect her to, what roll over and be submissive. You are the biggest f*****g i***t I have ever seen. I swear I wish I had got another human to wolf in and not you. Dirty f*****g boy, that is what you are, a little boy, and after that he blocked me.

"Almost done baby",I said, holding her close to my naked body. I would really love to be buried in her tight wet p***y but refrain, because she is a mess. I kiss her head often as I wash her body. She hasn't uttered a word the whole time and she won't look at my body. I almost smiled when her eyes widened at feeling my d**k under her bottom. She tries to keep her eyes on the wall, but I know she wants to eye my package. I can sense it. She still wants us. I smile at my wolf but he glares at me.

"I think we need to get out, she says gently, I'm cold". I feel her shivering and my wolf whimpers. He wanted to cry. She needs warmth. Hurry the f**k up, Justin get her warm. Now he growled at me. I know asshole, I have to be careful I could hurt her if I rushed. He shut up but whimpered as we watched her keep shaking from being cold. I kissed her head and sighed sadly.

I quickly get us finished and start drying her. Her skin is cold but her shivering makes me feel like s**t. Aurora was always OK but her lack of nutrients and body weight had her going down hill. She is cold and tired. She keeps shivering and yawning and I know i got to feed her and get her into bed.

"I can get it done, Justin, you don't have to do this. I would rather bathe alone anyway",she says, trying to pull away. She is going to keep pulling away because she feels disgusting because you told her she was my wolf and hissed at me.

"No baby I'm doing this and so much more",I said, drying her hair. She always had beautiful long flowing hair. I brush it and smell the incredible flowery scent. She whimpers as yawns escape and I quickly scoop her up and head to bed. My baby needs sleep and I can't seem to let her go. I dressed her in my shirt and tucked her in. She yawns again then passes out. I watched her sleep and felt my own eyes fill. I was so f*****g stupid, I f****d up my mate over Lisa, who only wanted the status I could give her.

I royally f****d up and I will fix all the s**t I messed up in our relationship. I watch her shift in bed and smile as her shirt rises up. I froze at the huge back tattoo that is on her back. It is utterly breathtaking and I can't look away. Four wolves howl at the moon inside a dream catcher. She got the tattoo we always talked about. I reached out to stroke her soft skin as I took in every detail of this magnificent work. One wolf is mine, the other is hers, but could the other two be our pups? I'm stunned but also curious. Aurora is beautiful and I was lucky she was mine and she would be once I fix this.

I mind linking Cole for updates as I look at her toattoos more. Butterflies and feathers are also there, as well as writing. She got everything we talked about put on her back. I kissed her wolf on her back and settled in beside my mate. I kissed her head, gathered her in my arms and fell asleep. We were warming her because, for some reason, she couldn't keep herself warm. I felt awful as she shivered more and I covered us and heated my body up more to warm our mate.

Aurora pov

I woke up warm and smelled my mate. I want to run but my wolf wants to stay right here in his arms. He was once our safe haven but he ruined it f*****g that w***e. I ease away to get dressed and finish packing. I'm moving back with Justin, but I won't be sucked in like last time. He broke me and I won't fall back on that ever again. He ruined me and the first few months after leaving I had lost our baby and extreme depression. I wanted to kill myself daily till I found kick boxing.

I headed out to find food. I need a distraction from all the s**t that is going on in my life. I just hope I can handle what is coming because one more painful event will kill me. My wolf whimpers as I think of his cheating. He will just do it again and I will be powerless to do anything. I don't want him touching me at all.

Justin was always a ladies' man, but I hope we can move past this, because mates are supposed to be mates for life. We just need time. I wanted to stay separated because the next she wolf that offered him her p***y he would leave me for and I would lose it all again. I could not bare if I lost another pup. I felt more tears fill my eyes and I wiped my cheeks fast. I don't want him to catch me crying. I didn't want him here at all I needed him to go but Justin wouldn't he always gets what he wanted. I didn't want him to want me anymore. All that was ruined by him cheating on me constantly.