Leave Me Alone Alpha

Sitting at the table in a cute but busy restaurant, I waited for my mate, Alpha Justin Blue, to arrive. We have been together since high school, when we found each other. He has been my rock because I lost my family in a rogue attack at sixteen, but I also got incredible adoptive parents, so I gained a lot. He is always late or never shows up. I sigh, knowing deep down he is cheating, but my wolf is saying otherwise. She loves our mate and doesn't think he is cheating. I harshly remind her of the perfume he always comes home smelling like. One I don't use. One that makes me nauseous and he smells like another she wolf and let's not forget the pain of him f*****g another she wolf. I feel it but I still stay. "Can I get lemon water please?",I asked the waiter. I sigh he is late like usual. It has been like this the last year when he shows up late or not at all. I'm sipping water as he strides in looking annoyed. Oh great he is pissed. "Aurora",he said, sitting down across from me. He smells like perfume and not mine. I hold in a growl as he looks at me blankly. I knew it. I growled at my wolf. She whimpers sadly. I wish he loved me like when we first met. He just looks at me and sighs. When did he start hating me? I want to say I'm pregnant, but I stay quiet. He won't give a f**k anyway. I wish it was different but here we are. "I didn't order anything",I said, looking at him. He was so gorgeous and sadly he knew this. "We need to talk to Aurora",he disregarded my food comment. "Ok. Is everything okay?" "No it isn't",he says, watching me before looking around. Once he saw the place wasn't packed, his demeanor changed instantly and my heart started to pound in fear. He looked disgusted as he looked at me. Did something happen to the pack? I start worrying. "Is something happening with the pack?",I asked, getting worried. I always worry about everyone else and not myself. "No",he says, sighing. "Oh",I said softly. "I have to talk about us",he says, looking at me. He looks at me and all I see is annoyance. It's our anniversary but he seems not to care. He does not care about me one bit. I can see it now. I want to hug him so badly. "Oh",I said, waiting. I can feel in my heart something bad is coming, but what comes out of his mouth next rocks me to the core. I'm left a crying mess as others look at me sadly. My mate, my protector, totally destroyed me that night. Aurora Lane went through so much I can hardly handle one more heartbreak. Justin looks at me and sighs. He always looks annoyed with me and it has been a constant thing now. I miss how we first started. The love and the tenderness, but it vanished in an instant. "I Justin Blue of the Blue Moon Pack, rejected you as my mate and Luna Aurora Lane. Your not Luna material and I've been f*****g Lisa daily". My heart literally cracks and my wolf howls in my head. I look at him sadly as he keeps going. What about our pup, my wolf whines? He won't care, I say , wiping my tears away. He only cares about what he wants and it seems his c**k in whores. I just wish i saw this coming. My wolf whimpers to me and I mumble back, I know. She howled in pain and I watched him look at me in utter disgust. Where did our love go? Why is he so hateful now? "You're fat, lazy and the pack hates you as much as me. I only stayed with you out of pity. Lisa wants you banned but I can't because if you leave I will weaken". I looked at him in total disbelief as he smirked at me. He actually smirked at me like he enjoyed tearing my heart to shreds. Tears run down my cheeks as he glares at me. My mate looks at me like he hates me and it hurts beyond words. I f*****g love him but he could careless about me. He won't see us again. I tell my wolf this is the last time we are leaving the pack. "I, Aurora Lane, accept your rejection and reject you Justin Blue, my alpha, as my mate. I hope she gives you what I couldn't",I said, getting up and leaving the restaurant before my sobs could embarrass me further. I head home, pack up all my stuff and load my car. I ignore questions and everything as I load my stuff. My life feels as if it's over. I drive away just as Justin pulls up with his new mate. Tears rushed down my face as I watched him lead her in smiling. I'm gonna try to start a new life for us. I mumble as I drive away. I cry the whole way out of the territory and I don't bother trying to communicate with my adoptive parents either. I need a fresh start somewhere else. Tears fall the whole time and I hate how much my wolf howls in pain as we drive further away. He really f****d me over knowing he was all I had. " Time to move on little one, I said to my belly. I never told him. I figured, he would't care anyway",I say, not caring if he weakens. I don't care if this hurts him, he deserves the pain and I deserve a life of happiness for once. I know here comes the pain. Here comes the start of every sleepless night and the start of every tear I'm gonna cry all because my mate wanted a w***e he should of never been with.