MAFIA'S

HOW

***ANDREW'S P.O.V***

As I saw them kissing I felt nausea I turn around and left if this is what Tatia want then what I can do I am also helpless

I wiped my tears and came back to the bonfire, Tatia the hope that was left is all gone now she will never be mine if I had ever thought of her being mine then it was my mistake she was never mine infact the promise was also fake

As I came back I look at the people I was so upset that everything else was least of my concern I don't care what happens and what not because now everything is crystal clear for me

I wiped my tears and enter my tent I lay down and try to fall asleep.

I just don't want to talk to anyone because that will only hurt me I will not talk to anyone, that will the most insane thing right now she is happy she should

And as she said she wants me to be happy on the stuffs at which she is happy I will do that.

I know how hard it will.be for everyone but they have to understand

How he could do that i just don't jnow about it how that will happen i have just seen it i have seen it and i know about it i just know it and that is clear i just know that very well i just know it very well i just hope that it will be like that i just don't know how i am suppose to act if anything like that will happen or something bad will happen than i don't know how i will be able to handle it and how i am going tolerate it

have seen and with my own eyes are processor Karya and she had not said anything what am I supposed to say in this that she also wanted that why I am overy acting in this because start you also wanted that are loves so the seed me what am I supposed to say I just don't I just have no idea to do anything about it and work about this and things on that that I know one thing very well that this is what I want

I don't want to screw her relationship with Chris and that is ckear that it will not happen and that nothing bad will happen and we will not screw anything

the first order came on the mind was that just I should just go to press and then just hate her there and I just let him die and just let it all the blood go away but then I stop myself because if she wants to be wet and that who am I to do it and more the hell am I to interfere and any of the stuff because of I will do that the network just going to spoilt artist relationship and I just don't want I don't want that artist relationship will get food because of me because this is what what she would have been wanting and if I will do something like that then that is not going to be good and I will not let that happen I took a deep breath and then I turned around and I need my way out of that it I am not going to go then I am not going to beat him to the hell out even if I want to do that because that is not what that you want it need to do I don't want this call her relationship in I don't want that I have happens when I will not let that happen I know how we it is and whatever it is I know one thing that this is how it is and this is how I want I no one can very well that I will not do anything that is going to hotel very bad I will do anything in the class I know one thing very clearly that I am and I have to always true that I just don't know how but I will have to do it I know one thing very well that is not how it will be and how it will just work out and it will go away and i just know about it,

I know one thing pretty well that this is what i want and this is what we deside and we will do that i hope that we will be able to do it and we will be able to handle it all and we will just do it

"Archie hwere qere you tell me huh i just don't understand why you kids don't understand that you all are not allowed to go away or to do anything on your own you are definitely brought here for fun and entertaining but that doesnt mean that you all have to do this i am making things clear you all can't do thsi understand this ckealry ok and let me be ckear about ut that tgus is how it will be."

as I came teacher started to school at me but that was not my concern my only concern was started that was there with him and what she did was that I have never expected and just have never expected her charger will do something like that and share this thought my feeling so badly insure that s**t that I just put that data will understand what she have them but now it is of no use because even if I will go to her and I will tell her that whatever and what is wrong with it because I have to understand they can do anything

I just have to get the straight on my mind i will do that and we will be able to do it and that is clear i know one thing clearly that we just want that, we will do this i just have no idea how to do it and why to do it of we will do it and we will do anything, i just know it very well i have seen ut that it was not healthy

hi where I am acting on herbal I want to add that is not going to do or that is not going to work that is have no another Idea and I just have no another way about it i just have seen it i have not known about it that we will ever to do this I know one thing very well I just want to let that happen and we will do that I took a day that and then need myself understand I am not going to cry over it I just don't know that by I am trying over it because Tata is not even anything of my data made that very clear to meet that whatever the contact we both have signed or whatever it was be both are not promise to each other we both are not now going to be with each other but still my heart was saying that we both are men for each other but that is not to even if I want this that is not going to work out because what I have want from the pasting the life is that if both of you don't want to work on a relationship then that is not going to work and I have learnt that is actually not going to work and taught here is not going to be with me and you just she had decided that with whom you want to spend the rest of her and I am no one to tell her to stop or do anything my Dad because that is not how it will happen I am not going to do that I am not going to stop her from getting her happiness even I am going to support her and this is what I thought that here after I came at I am going to support and I wanted to tell her that but she was not even hearing that only and today I saw it with my own eyes that even if the one person of the chances that was left that we both will be together not that was also gone because now she will not be with me and she will not even give us single bit of chance to me to be with her and if I think that we will be together something like that will happen between us then that will not happen because she is mean that clear to me that we both are not going to be together by any of chance and we will never ever be with each other she just need that clear to me now I have to get the same out of my mind because that is not going to happen that is not going to be with me I will let me all the family and everyone understand very good friends and when the time will come it is in matter world or not the thing that matters is that she is in love with him and that is All That Matters after my sister Alina also take that everyone else supported and why no support I will talk to mom and then she is the one who will let everyone understand it because if you want will have their boobs together and that is going to her them also and I don't want that I don't want that anyone so feelings or anyone hard will get that is not how I won't let I want the things to work out i know that pretty well that i will not let anything go away or i will not do anything i will not make things just all go away in vein and i will not let things effect anyone

I have seen in with my own eyes that whatever the reason it will give it is definitely it just going to affect us and that we will not be able to handle it I have seen at that my own eyes that what she wants and I just don't have to meet myself understand everything of chance to be with each other I know that very clearly that we both are never ever going to be with her anything then that is all going to be based and that is going to be this stupidity and I am not going to do that I am not going to think about it only thing that I am going to think about is that now I am send you both are going to be friends forever I am not going to call your friendship because of the stupid thing had done because it hot that we both are meant for each other now I am not going to school because of it I have decided it I will not let that happen and nothing else like that will happen and I will let it understand I will ever try to be with her something like that and that will not happen because that is not have things will work on and now that has how things will go on so I will just make sure that I am make things workout and I will let everything go in a perfect order I will let that happen I told and then made myself understand that I will take care of everything to address and I know and then very well that is how everything is going to happen I took a deep and then my understood myself that now I am not going to give up and any of the stuff now I am not going to late anything go away and now not I am not going to let us friendship day I am going to be with her at any cost and I am going to be with I am going to make sure that that show also understand it that friendship is comes before everything and the point is that we both be came and that stupid contract and everything that I parent

the fault in which was of not ask was of only of another people and that is there I know this very well that I have to do this and I just no one thing that is not going to be any another I have to be or have to stay there because that is not how things are going to a because inside going to see I just have to be with her and if the topic I know that at this moment I want to be with third and that's why I want to break her relationship with now I will make on the Standard now I don't want yes I actually wanted that but now after saying then kissing together happy understood one thing very well that her happiness lies with Chris and I am also very happy that have p***s life we both will be able to be together because it even if I will have her that even after that I will not have an hot and that is now going to work but and I will not let that happena dn i eill do that i will do that i just know that i just know about it i just know it pretty well and that is clear i know that pretty well and we will do it and then we will do that i have seen it

to worry about anything because now I am going to be weather I will talk to her myself and I will meet her relationship better that is how things are going to because if I will be my attitude and if I'll be angry then our friendship will get rumin and our family people also get affected so that is not what I am going to do actually things have actually true that a little bit when I married to get married if she loves him so badly then we should just let It all happened because are not what is red and what is wrong what is wrong for her and I am or no one else in the family is anyone to tell her that she is wrong but something like that this because she has so someone to be with someone and I am definitely going to be with my friend in that of times and I am not going to let her go away or let her feel that she had anything wrong because she had actually not the anything not it is completely fine to love someone and to fall in love with someone and that is absolutely fine I still remember how I had falling for me teacher for which Arena told me that it is not okay to call for a teacher because not from a Mafia background

we will also make that as an exception it doesn't matter for him to be from a Marshal background if she loves him we will figure it out something as we have done that Alina they had played a part of this family will do the same with her and where will do that I know one thing very well that things will just work out a deep breath and then as mam store that I have to take care of your stress I was just checking it out and I just did that when I realize that I that my boss which I had it is not here then I went to the ma'am and then I ask her that ways my boss then she told me that she is a picture of me and Tata so she thought that it is of Tata so she just give that to her just in a minute I just got farming and this for that how is going to actually with you think that I given this to ma'am so that she will give to her I don't know why I am get this I didn't say anything to her because after that teacher I just could not give from her but she should not at anyone of the stuff and even if she saw something just let it go and leave it there because that is how people do the stress but I don't understand why she have to give this to tie that you don't know what are might be thinking why have given this to her or what is the reason but let it be this forget about it I just have to immediately go to order before mam give her by herself and this is not what I meant and everything and that is it I will just tell her that I mean that you came back from that place and then I went to taught you facing to with my face

"Tatia." I just seed her name I just see tired and I didn't said anything else I said Her name she just don't around look at my husband then she came running to good friend hug me that I he how the her bad because that is the best selling that I have ever got it feels like the old time how we use to be together and everything like that then I felt us from my eyes I want to ask what is the reason and everything but I am scared also that how she is going to at and what she is going to think what is he will not like it and everything like that maybe after seeing this box she is acting like this I took a deal and decided that I am not going to say anything to take my boss and then later on afternoon back to the house I will talk to her so I decided that I will not say anything for which but then she look that she just kept hugging me and then see this was just I don't know what it happened actually desperately want to ask her I don't have the correct to ask her because of whatever happen between us I feel that we don't have or I don't have those ride to ask her about anything because of I will do that then that will call her and that is not what I want I don't want to see here's in our house and I know that I come here he will see this I will come to her and his will make sure that she don't cry so I don't have to work get worry about it because he will come here soon he is not here that is the reason not have come to me but it is completely fine

" hey Tata look at me what happened tell me how why you are acting like this is everything all that I just wanted to talk to you about your teachers and the way you are looking at me I can just feel it the day something wrong that is going on just tell me what is it you know that I will always be with you thought I want to know what is it and if there is something that you want to tell me just tell me quickly I would love to hear it and you know how much I love you and how I badly I want to be with you please just tell me what is that it don't do don't do any of the stuff ok Tatia gell me." I don't want to ask her about anything but I saw her try and everything I just said it forget about it whatever it is not going to wait for pastolar he will comment within a no I'm going to ask her directly that what is the reason why she is crying what everyone else did man said anything because it someone get something then I will not let them be happy they have to pay for letting your try and everything I just don't understand that why she is thanks so much it's makes my heart beat a lot and its just make me feel that this is not what I wanted I want to talk to her I want to see them up I want to tell her that she don't have to cry because I am here but I think anything she just keep on trying and I just don't know the reason of the point is that we both have together and we have been together we have been with each other on that he can say but still we are in the situation and we are doing this I just don't so how when we are going to do this or how things are going to happen that this no one thing that I am not going to let her try for anyone or any single person she is not going to this is not what she deserve and I am not going to let that happen I try to make her from the hug and then try to make her look like me but then I saw that you are when I sleep definitely in a lot I don't know but the pain is it feels like a heart break

I don't think about it don't think that she had water into Heartbeat you will never want your target to get hurt for this is what what you want or this is not what happened and this is not what I am going to ask her because I know that this is not going to be the reason this the most pollutant that I am but then and I am thinking and this is the most stupid thing right now and that is not going to happen and that has not happen and I have to meet that clear on my head I took a d fair and then I try to come for her I just want to know why she is thanks so much very she is not understanding it that it is calling me so much pain to see her like this even if she is fine I am feeling like to my heart is paining and it is not making good and don't understand that what is the reason behind her kind so much and so badly acting like that I know how to exchange the very very strong women and that I will make the point is that she had been grown up like in environment where you had they have never thought as to be free even though I have been big started had always been with me to make phone and to be with me answer all this need sure that I don't do any other stupid decision so that any thing that effects of your work and that is how things work

I have seen it and I know that however it will feel but I just no one thing that I don't want to see her her what is it why she is not saying anything she should just should I ask know if by the something that is something personal between them

as ilt her to see and tell me what is the reason why she is not talking with me even though her eyes are so where she is not held in non telling me but then she got the courage you took a dead under need eye contact with me and then she started talking and just had not expected that's she will apologize to me

" actually I am extremely sorry for whatever happen on for whatever I want I just never wanted to do that I know that I what ever I did was not bit and I should not have done it and I know that I have definitely hurted you will out with I just didn't had any other option of you that I didn't ask not able to see your answer able to recognise that with the time no and I understand everything just do that forgave me i hopw that you will forgive me for whatever I have done I know that I was not fade or whatever decision I just had made was not correct but I just forget your gave me for whatever I have them because I just I know that I don't deserve you forget that I just don't know what to say anything else to you because I just have no another word because I know that you are very hard and you will definitely forget me and just no one thing that it was not easy for me whatever I do and what I did was not correct I just said it to be away from me and I still get that and extremely sorry for that I am extremely sorry for what I have done and just hope that you understand and you will not break our friendship I know that we both will be able to do that and we will be fruedns again i just hope that it will happen which is nearly impossible but still i hope that it happens and we will be able to work it out on this and we will be able to tolerate i am sorry i am extremely sorry for whatever i have done and however i have done i just don't know how and when we will be able to do it i just hope that you will be able to do it and you will make thibgs work oyt."

she is sorry for my devil happen or Harvard happened that I just don't know what to say in this because definitely I am also angry on whatever the reason it is but I was not that much under from heard that I will break my relationship but break my friendship from her but I just don't know why but nothing came from out from an Earth even if she was cleared in so that I will see something I will talk to her I don't want to say anything to her like if I will say something please definitely something definitely something behind it is hiding and I want to know about that even if I am definitely sure that it is related to because the pain and party wear eyes it is clearly showing that is something that this had done with she is lying and she is not telling everyone but I know one thing very well says people even if that a lot of mistake because she had definitely done that with me to

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