***TATIA'S P.O.V***
I got tears in my eyes and I heard it from his friends that he did it all because it was a bet he just wanted to win that bet just for that he did it. How could he do that how?
The love he showed the affection the care everything was just fake, he don't even like me. As I was coming back while crying I fall and rested on floor I let go of all the tears that I was hiding.
Andrew he said it all right he was right that he is not good for me but I didn't heard him I was so so so blind in his fake love and his fake attention that it least bothered me
I stood up and make my way back to the bonfire, Andrew I need him to be here I need him to be with me I want him
I want to hug him and tell him everything this is what I want to do Andrew i need you, as I reach the camp I looked around for him
Where is he, I asked few people where the hell you are Andrew then one told me that he is in his tent
I will tell him i just don't know what is it or how is it but i just know one thing now that i will have him i will tell him the truth i have seen it and i have done everything that i should just not but let it be i will do it i will make things work out i will let it all happen i am in pain and i know one thing cleaky he will understand me i want to tell him and that is cleay i don't know how but i just want that, i just know about that i have known about it and i have seen it and just about that as soon as it will be that is clear i just know about it i have seen it with my own eyes i just want to tell him everything i will do everything i just know one thing very well that this is how it is i just know one thing pretty well that i will do it i just don't want that i will do it i will do everything on my own i will do whatever it eill be that is it i jist want that i just don't know about rest of the stuff i just don't know ab3it i eill do it whatever it will be we will do it
I will amke sure that he will listen to me i will force him that he have to listen to me whatever it will be i will do that
It is absolutely clear that i will do that i know how ut will be anf how ut is going to happen, i jjst know that is oretty well i just don't want to do any of the stuff, i just know one thing very well that this is what i want and this is what i do
Honestly speaking I just want to tell everything but I just could not do not because I just don't not that how is going to get and what am I going to tell a mind is so going to understand that one because I know one thing that whatever I did this not correct no one is going to support me and even when mom and everything I just had give up on that and I did what I wanted to do not there is no other with that I have option for that I could say anything I took that I am going to tell I am not going to see anything because I am saying is corect
I know that i am hurt but whom to tell and whom to tell the truth i just know this and this si just the only thing thay i knwo and i will do everythi g that is possible i will make sure that i will do everything that i can do to make things just work out and that is the only tging that i know and i just know that i hope that i will be able to make things qork and that is the only thing that i know i will to everything to make things just work out between us and that is it
I know that this is how it is for whatever i have done i am just paying for it and that is it i just know this pretty well and that is all how it will be we will make sure that it happens and that is how we will do it i just can't tell anyone about anything and that is just the only thing that i know i will do every single thing that i could do to make things better and that is it i just know about this and that is it this is how it aill be and that is all that i want i will make sure tgat it happens and that us ckear as i sae him i looked at him ajd i was actually not saying anything i should have to say something but this is not how it will be ajd that is it the only thing that i know is just this only and that is ckear
I made that very very ckear that this is how it woll be and that is all that i want and i wil do everything that i have to do to make him understand that this is what i want to do and that is it that this is how it is going to be like this and i will doing and i jusy know about this only this is whta i want and this is what i willl be doing i took a deeo breathe and that is it i just jnkw about this only and that is qll that i am going to do and that is how it is and that is what we are going to do and that is how it is going to be an dthat is ut this is all that i wabt and this is all that i desure and that is it this is just the only thing that i know and i want and that is all that i am going to let that happen
" Tatia will you please just tell me something i don't know about anything but this is what i just want and that is it i am just going to make syre that it happens and i don't kniw hy ylu are crying ckuld you please just tell me why yoy are crying Tatia please tell me I don't know that why you are trying but don't let him let her know is that I can't see you crying like this so whatever it is or Highway it is just tell me that yeah I promise you that I am going to solve every single thing and I am going to be with you daughter you don't have to cry But anything okay I promise you that I will so every single thing that you start a please just don't try because it is not actually making me feel good please start your just try to understand it is actually killing me to see you like this start jusy tell me Tatia what is ig i promise that i will sort it out i juzy promise you that Tatia please now just stop crying." he was telling me to stop crying but i just could not how u will do it i jusy kissed the one who didn't even wanted me what more i would have done or asked for i just don't know about it i just have no idea about that the only thing yhat i know is just tgis is that i should just do this and i don't know how but this is hwo it is and i jusy don't know about anything apart from this i looked into his eyes and than i told him
"The reason why i am crying is because Chris kissed me and i didn't wanted that to gappen i was just processing it all and everything but then he just did it i didn't knew how to manage it all and what i woukd have done in this it just happened i am sorry i am extremely sorry for that you told me mom told me that i should just not do this but still i did that i am definitely no good i am sorry Chris i am extremely sorry for whag i did and i thought that it is alright to be with him because i love him but that was not love he never loved me nor i dod that it was all just a lie i am sorry i got hurted and i am just responsible for this no one else is responsible for this if i would not have done this than this would not have happened i am sorry for this i am extremely sorry fir this Chris i ak sorry for what i did and how i did and he just did it all for a bet qhat i could have done in this when he just did it what more i could have let to happen i am sorry Chris i am extremely sorry i don't know how i will be able to tell mom anything." i just kkept on crying as i was just resting my head on his shoulder i know it very well that i hurted him and still he us not saying abything i just don't know how it will happeba nd how we will make things clear but this is just the only thibg thta i know is that we will not be able to do anything else apart from this and rhat is all that i wabt and that is clear this is how it will be and that is how it is going to be and that is all that i want to know about and i just know this only and that is how it is going to be Like this and that is clear
"Tatia look at me don't think about anything don't think about it just listen to me and just don't think about anything the only thibg that i know is that you don't have to worry about anything and that is all that i want and that is all that i need i don't know how you wil be able to do it or will be able to handle it i just want to tell you that you will manage to do it ok so just relax and take a deep breathe can you see this." he showed me a stone i am confused why he is howing me a stone whT does it mean and why he is doing this and i just don't know about it and i jjst don't understand that i just don't understand it and that is how it is going to be anx that is ckear
"What is it what is the thing what i am doing and why i am doing the only thing that i just don't understand is jusy this only that how i dont know why you will do it and what is it i just don't know about it and how it will be and how it is going to be i know that you don't lime what i did bur still you are choosing to do this i just don't know how it is going to ve and how it will be like that i just don't know about it and how it is going to ve like this."
I ask him I know that he is very very hungry from me and that is the only reason why he is acting like this and I just don't know that how and what I should behave and how should we have to anything and that is the only reason why he is doing like this I just don't know about anything else apart from just that hard but happen and what they both are going to do but this is the only thing that I know is that it is not good on this is the only thing and that is forbwhat i am ready for
I know that I just have told it has anger so it will be better at without even saying anything I should just told you that because that which is that I actually done a mistake and I should just it safe at that I have done mistake Ether This Way or that way I have done a mistake and I should just have a colleges for whatever I have done because there is no another way that these it is going to happen like that and there is no another things I just have to do that I just have to told it is anger and then I paper to manage it and then only I will be able to handle everything that is going to happen and then decided at this is how it is going to happen and that is what you both are going to do and not going to make things for both of us and that is there if you don't want to be with me that is clear I will not force him to be with me because it is my mistake it is completly my mistake and thst is just the only thing tabt i know and this is it i will makw syre tvst it happens i will make sure that i will not let my friendship get breaked and that is it i just know that and that is ckear
"This is how it is and i just know that this is how it will be and that is it i just know that pretty well i will do everything that i have to do aw this stone is there is no way tgat will happen and that is how i want and that is ckear this is the only thing that i know and that is clear i just need this only you are very strong Tatia and you will be able to manage it all on your own so do this i just know one thing that this is how it will be and that is it." i smiled at it and than i just know it prerry well that how it will be and that is how it is going to be i just don't know about anything else like this i just know about this and that iz it thiz is just the only tgibg that i know
"Thank you so much Chris i am extremely happy that this is how it will be and that is it this is how it will be i jusy know that and that is clear i just want that and that is clear this is how it is going to be and that is clear i am happy that this is how it is going to be like this and that is all that i know i just know that and that is all that i know i will make that happen i will make that happen and that is it this is how it is going to let that happen and that us clear this is just the only thing that i know i jusy know this onky and that is it." i took a deep breathe and than i did this is i just know ut and that is how it will be and how i ak going to make that yappen and that is ckear this is just the obly thing that i know and i will make sure that it happens and that is ckear this is how it is going to be like this and that is clear that is how it is going to be like this i just make that happen and that is ckear i am very glad that it will ahppen and that is it the only thibg that i know is jusy this only and that is it this is what it will be and this is all that i know and that is ckear i just know that pretty well
"Don't worry about ita nd that is all that i know i just know about this and we will make that happena dn that is ckear this is how it is you are whom i want and whom i want in my life and that is it i just know that and that is how it is going to be like this i am sorry and i am sorry that i was not with you i am sorry but now we both are here and we both are going to be with you and that is it this is just the only thing that i know yoy are my best friend Tatia and i am always going to be with you and that is it i just know that only i hope that you understand it all and that is it, just make sure that it happens and things will just be clear and that is it i am going to make that happen and that is clear i am going to let that happen i will support you with every single thing and that is how it will ve and that is clear i will amke that happen thank you so much for let it be and that is it be and that is absolutely clear i am or mom we both are going to be with you and there is no another way than this and i just know this pretty well and that is it just know about it and that is how it will be we will make that happen and that is clear u just know that pretty well and that is it, this is how it will be and this is how it is going to be like we both are always going to be together and that is clear."
took a deep that and then that how lucky I just caught to get a friend like Archie that he is such a great person that you don't care about anything else apart from this apart from my happiness he don't he is not actually that is doing is that he is definitely and from dress but he is not angry from me because of or whatever I would have done he is not unlimited I should be happy and that is the only thing that he is thinking right now and i just know about this and is it i just know this only i don't know about it and that is it this is how it is going to ve and that is clear to be like this and that is clear i jsut know this and that is it i just know about that and that is it yhis is just know that this is how it is and that is clear i jut know that prettu well yhat this is the only way how i will be able to make my friendship grow and i will make sure that i will do it and that is clear and that is it i just, i just know that pretty well and that is how it will be and taht is it, i just know that very well and that is how it will be and that is how it is going to be like this and that is all that i want and that is it i just know about it, the only thing that i know is just this onlya nd that is ckear i know that pretty well and that is how it will be and thay is how it is going to be like this and that is how it will be and that is how it will, i just know about it that it will be like this and that is how it will be how it is and that is how it will be and that is clear and that is all that i know
"Look at me and that is it i know that you are very good and that is it i just know abiut it and that is it, and that is clear and that is how it will be tbis is it i just know it is it like yhis a d that is ckear i just jnow about this and that is it and how it will be and that is clear i just know about it and that is how it will be and that it is going to be like this and that is what ut will be and that is ckear and this is how i will make that happen and that is how it will be and that is how ut is going to be like this and that is how it is going to br likw this and thay is how it is going to be like this and that is it i just know about this about very well and that i will make happen just be mine Archir i know that i have been wrobg wnd whatever i have thought about is definitely wrong but i just don't know about anything else apart from this its just the only thibg that i know and its clear."
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