MAFIA'S

I I WON

*** TATIA'S P.O.V***

I was just thinking about Andrew when Chris came and took me with him as the more we were going in I use to get scared the more

What I will say, what is it i don't know I want to tell him that I am not feeling good I don't want to go but I just could not it was like the words I had in my mouth got sealed I took a deep breath and continue going in with him

After a long walk we reach, to a water fall it is wonderful it is so amazing my eyes got glitter as I saw

I looked at him with happiness I smiled at him he smiled back at me, then we both sat down together in the corner and was admiring the view when he suddenly kissed me I didn't knew what to say or how to react I just pushed him a bit as he did it

He looked at me with question, i looked down and then away I just could not do it I don't know why I know I love him

But this kiss will be alot for me, i know one thing very well taht this is not wgat i want i want to be with Chris but not like this i never wanted to be like this and i will never ever stay like this i took a deep breathe and then made myself understand that i will never do something like that and that is clear that i will never do something like that

I was just thinking about it and was just wondering how i will make it all good i should go and talk to Chris he might be hurt the way i acted which was not correct i should not do that i took a deep breathe and then decided that this is what i want and it is clear i just know it that i have to talkto him i just could not let my relationship get ruined this is not what i want and that is clear that this is not what i want and what i desire and that is clear that this is all that i want and this is what i will be doing i took a deep breathe and then i made my way to him as i reached there i saw Chris and his friends and i heard him saying "Yes i won this is what i was telling you all that she will be all mine and there is no chance that i will lose and that is clear this is what i need and that is all that i know and to be honest i don't want any trouble and all and all i faked it and i got her in the end so i won the bet Chris won the bet." i am shocked to hear it all this is not what i wanted to hear but i jusy hear it i just don't know how or what i should do and that is it this is all that i know and that is all that i want and that is clear this is all that because he wanyed to win a bet this is the reason why he did that all why he kissed i was upset that he did it all ajd i acted like this because ut was all just new for me

Without saying anything I just need my way out of that place and then I just went to wear everyone else was i just don't know how to react or what to say but whatever he had done it just broked me i never thought that he will do something like that he just broked my trust the love that i had for him he just broked it all i just never thought that something like this will ever happen but it just happened whatam i suppise to say now or how to react i just don't know but yhis is the only thing that i know is that Andrew told me earlier that Chris will for sure hurt me but still i didn't cared aboht it and this is what happened my life is screwed just because of this only this is the only reason why everything has happened i just don't know how i will face him i did it all wrong

I was just sitting there and thinking when i saw him he came to me and than he hugged me i smiled at hi. and than i hugged him back i just got tears in my eyes as i was just thinking about it but then i controlled my self and than i looked around i saw him i don't know how when and where but this is how it is and that is how it will be

"Hey what happened Tatia why you are crying just look at me and tell me is everything alright or not huh tell me just look at me and let me know about it, Tatia you know that i am here and i will always love to be with you and that is all that i know look at me Love you know how much you mean to me you are my bestfriend now just tell me what is it and what you want jusy let me know ok." i want t9 tell him but at the same time i am afraid how he will react and if he will be ok with it or not i just don't know about it i just have no idea about it but this is just the only thing that i know is just this only that i have to tell him and i just don't have any other option apart from this and i don't know about anything else apart from this i wish that i would have known some way or this way or any way i would have known about it i just wish that

"Andrew i umm i was with Chris and he just he kissed me." as i said it he looked at me with question in his face and than i looked at it i just don't know what he will say or how he will react but i just know that he is not going to act nicely he is actually not going to like iy and that is clear i just know that

"But what do you mean i mean you love him so what is it that's wrong i just don't gst it Tatia what is the matter could you please just tell me what do you mean and what you want to say as i just don't understand anything or any of your words." he just said that what i mean i know that he will be very angry should i tell him or not no i should actually not tell him anything or what he will think about me i just could not let that happen i took a deep breathe and than decided that this is all that i want and will do everything that is possible to do it i have to tell him

Even if he will be very very angry from me i will tell him because that is the only way i can make myself out of the pain a little bit and then i will be able to do what i want to do and that will only be the only way to make things better for me "He didn't kissed me out of love Andrew he kissed me because he wanted to use me and that was the only reason why he did that i am sorry that i didn't listened to you even if you told me this very clearly that i should hear you and i should listen to you i have not done that for which i am extremely sorry for what i dod and how i did i just know about this and that is the only way that i know and i will just do that only if i would have heard you then this would not have happened but as i have not and this si whst happened i am sorry Andrew i am extremely sorry." i told him and that is it i just know aboyt that and that is it i just know about it that he si not going to like it the look just showed it all that he is not ok with all and everything that had happened but who i am and what i can say in this and everything that will happen i just know one thing that i just know i don't know about anything else apart crom this and this is just the only thing that i know and i wanya nd that is clear

I took a deep breathe and then decided that this is all that i will be doing and that is it i just know that only If Andrew decides that he doesn't want to be with me than also i am ok with that because the only thing that i know is just this only that i just that i want to be with him i am regretting everything that i have done and how i have done i am extremely for everything that i have done and how i have done i never thiight yhat i will be doing something like this

"The hell he planned it all i will talk to him myself now and that is clear i just know about it only and that is it i just know about this only." and this is just the only thing that i know and i will do every single thing that i have to do for it i just can't let him be so angry i know that he is upset but wyat it will be i jusy don't know about anything and this is just the only thing that i know

I took a deep breathe and than decided that this is how it is i have Andrew and i don't need anyone not even a single person and ghat is clear this is just the only thing that i know "Andrew let it all be he have not firced me for anything whatever happened or however this all happened doesn't matter at all cause the only thing that matters is just this only that i want uou and i will always want yoh just remember one thing taht there is no way that i will not be with you so just know about it ok jusy know that yoy can't be weak and you just can't anything get screwed up ok the onlu thing that i know is that now i am here and i am perfectly fine and that all that i am going to be i just jope that you understand why i am saying and what was the reason why i said this all ok." i told that to gim with a heavy heart he looked at me and then he kissed me i didn't knew from where it came

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