Chapter 13
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Deafening roar of silence erupted once we entered. I was at Kairo's house. Wala ang kaniyang mga magulang dahil nasa simbahan. Just like yesterday.
He told me his parents were religious. I don't have a say about that. My parents were far from that so I don't relate.
Umakyat kaming hagdan at dumeretso sa kanyang kwarto. Walang kahit ni isa sa amin ang nagsalita.
I don't know, I feel like it's better this way. Hindi parin kasi maalis sa aking isipan ang kanyang sinabi kahapon. At hindi ito nakakatulong sa umiinit kong pakiramdam sa tuwing magtama ang aming mga mata.
Once we're inside, I put my bag on the chair near his study table. Siya naman ay kinuha ang papel na activity naming hindi natapos sagutan kahapon.
We started writing down the answer. He shared his idea when it's his turn. Kaswal lamang akong nagsalita na para bang hindi napapansin ang makapal na emosyong namamayani sa paligid.
I can see he's hard through his pants and I wasn't far from him. To say that I'm turned on is an understatement. I am burning with desire.
I wanted to touch him.
I wanted to skim my palm over every curve of his toned shoulders and biceps and pectorals and explore it using my tongue.
I wonder how he taste like down there.
Hindi!
Kailangan kong mag-focus. May sasagutan pa kami.
"You okay? Namumula ka," he asked that didn't help with my throbbing member.
"Ahh, oo naman. Nauuhaw lang," sagot ko.
I tried to sound normal but I guess my face really give a hint that I'm lying cause he shows me this obnoxious grin on his face.
"Okay, kukuha ako ng tubig kasi nauuhaw ka," he said in a singsong na nagpapula sa aking mukha.
He got out of the room na nakapagpahinga sa akin ng maluwag. Pinaypayan ko ang aking sarili gamit ang kanang kamay at huminga ng malalim.
I didn't know I have this strong desire towards Kairo. Eh, kahapon, hindi naman 'to ganito. Noong mga nakaraang araw ay hindi rin.
Siguro dahil sa sinabi niya kahapon? Hindi ko alam. All I know is that I can't be alone with him longer dahil hindi ko makakaya. I only have this one single string that keeps me sane. Kapag maputol ito ay hindi ko na alam kung anong mangyayari.
Bumalik siyang may dalang bottled water.
"Here, I know you need one," he said extending his hand offering me the water.
I gladly accept it at tinungga ang laman nito.
We only had three more question left before my suffering ends. Kaya nang matapos namin ang lahat ay daglian kung niligpit ang aking gamit at pinasok sa bag.
Kairo is watching my every move, he's sitting on his bed, calm and composed. How could he? Hindi niya ata napapansin ang init na nararamdaman ko.
Kailangan kong makalayo sa kanya. I don't want to explode in my pants without even touching myself. Yeah, that's possible because I am near at losing it.
"Why are you hurrying? May pupuntahan ka ba? Akala ko free ka hanggang gabi, yan yung sabi mo sa'kin kahapon."
Of course he remembered paano ko nakalimutan yun? I mentally kick myself for being stup*d. Naalala kong sinabi ko nga na wala akong ibang gagawin ngayon, kahit pupuntahan ay wala. And it's still 3:00 P.M.
I need to create a possible and believable lie.
"And don't you ever try to lie right in front of my face. We still have something to do and it's still early."
Can he read minds? Paano niya nalaman ang nasa isipan ko?
"Well if it's okay with you. If you're uncomfortable you can go," sabi niya.
Malumanay ang kanyang boses nang sabihin niya ito and I can sense that he's being serious.
I wanted to say that it didn't made me uncomfortable cause it's obviously turning me on.
I am scared.
What if I did something that'll make him uncomfortable? That's what Im worried about.
Because right now, I feel like I am an animal that entered a state of rut.
"Am I making you uncomfortable, Jasper?"
Nakatalikod na ako ngayon sa kanya kaya hindi ko makita ang kanyang bawat galaw ngunit naramdaman kong lumapit siya sa akin dahil sa lapit ng kanyang boses.
Please, stay away from me. I silently plead.
Konti na lang at hindi na ako makapagpigil.
But I guess my prayer wasn't heard when I feel him wrapped his arm around me. Nasa likod ko siya ngayon kaya ramdam ko kung gaano rin siya katigas.
Hinigpitan niya ang kanyang pagkakahawak sa akin.
His lips rain kisses down on my head and neck and shoulder. I shuddered when his lips touches my skin.
"Am I making you uncomfortable?" he asked me again.
His raspy words that tumble out of his sensual lips have me wanting to explode with need. All I can do is shook my head way too eagerly but I guess he wasn't accepting such answer.
"I want to hear you say it," he said.
Paano ko ibubuka ang aking bunganga when it's sealed dahil sa naramdaman kong pagpintig ng kanyang ari sa aking likurang bahagi? I can't talk, afraid that no words will come out but instead an embarrassing moan.
I shook my head again and let out a muffled no. But it seems like he's enjoying making me this weak.
"I want to hear it, Jasper. What is it?"
"N-no. You're not making me uncomfortable," nanginginig kong sambit.
Before I can stop myself, I utter an embarrassing thought that keeps on ringing in my head the entire time.
"Please, I want to feel you."
"f**k!" I heard him cursed.
I almost yelled when he suddenly faced me towards the bed and throw me at my back.
Without hesitation I open my legs to welcome him nang patungan niya ako.
Nagtagpo ang aming mga labi at marahas na nakikipagtagisan ng galing sa paghalik ngunit kalaunan ay bumigay na lamang ako.
Humiwalay siya sa akin at tumitig sa aking mukha. Bigla akong nakaramdam ng hiya kaya ay lumingon ako sa aking gilid upang hindi makasalubong ang kaniyang mainit na tingin ngunit bago ko pa man magawa ay hinawakan niya ang aking mukha at pinanatiling nakaharap sa kanya.
"You're perfect," he said in a whisper that I almost didn't catched but good thing I'm staring at his plump red lips that I be able to read it.
Namula ako sa kanyang sinabi. Minsan ay wala pang nakapagsabi sa akin ng katagang yan.
He run a palm down my chest still looking in my eyes. I'm dazzled on how he looked at me. No one looked at me the way he's looking to me right now.
I suck in a sharp breath when he reaches the button of my jeans. With ease, he unbuttons my pants and draws the zipper down slowly.
"Are you sure you want to do this?" he asked me.
Wala na akong ibang ginawa kundi ay ang tumango.
Dahil ang buong bahay ay tahimik wala akong ibang narinig kung hindi ay ang aming malalalim na hininga at ang tunog ng zipper nang kanya itong binaba.
"You sure?" he asked me again.
I'm now getting frustrated of him keeping asking question in repeat. Siguro ay mababakas ito sa aking mukha dahil bigla siyang tumawa.
"Chill, Jasper. I just wanted to make sure that you're really into this," he said.
My d**k is straining against the material, desperate for his touch.
"Yes so please do it now," pagmamakaawa ko.
Rather than touching me like I want, he pulls my jeans down my thighs to my legs until I was out of it.
Tinanggal din niya ang kanyang suot na pantalon at iniwan lamang ang brief niyang walang nagawa upang takpan ang kanyang pagkatao. Damn, he's huge.
I wanted to hold him there.
I want to stroke him till the only words he know is my name.
I wanted to make him breathless with my touch.
Bumalik siya sa pagkakapatong sa akin. Now that the only thing left on our body was our briefs. Ramdam ko na talaga kung gaano siya kalaki at katigas.
Bumalik kami sa paghahalikan while our hands were skimming at each others body.
The moment I anticipated happen when he get up ang pulled my brief lower, revealing the red crown of my c**k that seeping with pre-c*m.
He pulled it down completely.
I felt ashamed under his scrutiny. My body was far from him. He got this perfect build while I'm this lanky kid that didn't know the word work out.
Napansin niya atang hindi ako komportable sa kaniyang tingin kaya ginawa niya na lamang ang kanina ko pa hinihiling.
He grasp my throbbing d**k and stroke me gently.
I thought I'm gonna last long but embarrassingly I come without warning.
I cry out as c*m jets into my stomach, my balls drawing up tight.
Hindi pa man natatapos ay bigla niyang hinigpitan ang pagkakahawak sa aking ari.
"Hold on," sabi niya. May inabot siya sa kanyang drawer at may narinig akong bagay na nabuksan. I'm closing my eyes so I didn't see what it was.
A felt a hard thing at the tip of my d**k and feel him loosened the tight grip he did to me so the c*m that skimped continued to flow. The hard thing was still on my tip.
I badly wanted to ask him what he's doing but I can't talk.
I am spent.
I can't barely move a single muscle let alone speak.
I closed my eyes and later on drifted to sleep.
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