Dear Journal,
So, last night, somehow, I pulled Aunt Denise’s spirit back from the Moon Goddess’ side and put her back into her own body. Mom and the rest of our family landed shortly after I did this and no one has slept yet. I know Uncle Edward isn’t buying my “she still had brain activity” reason as to why I was able to bring her back, even though Mom can heal those thought dead as long as their minds are still functioning on some level. The damage to her head and brain were so extensive there was no chance she still had even 1 synapsis working. She was completely dead and yet now she sits with the rest of us in the parlor, while Mom and everyone else is asking me millions of questions. See, when I howled, even though they were still in the air, they joined in as well without knowing why. The sun was going to be coming up soon and it would be time for 1st meal to be served but no one was ready to leave the parlor. Mainly, because they were all looking to me to give them answers on what I had done and no matter how many times I told them I don’t know how I did it they keep pushing me for answers. Finally, unable to take it anymore, I freeze everyone, not just those in the room with me, I mean everyone since I extended it to the entire planet. You see, when I am stressed, like right now, I can stop time for a bit until I am calmed down enough to release it and let it start again. And boy, this has a stress-filled night for me, I just need a breather to try to wrap my own mind around what happened before I can explain it to anyone else. There is no way I can tell them one of the artifacts I found spoke of my greatest gift as the “miracle” child of the White Lycan, which is to be able to bring back loved ones for those I love with all my heart. Even though I found the information on my trip I didn’t know how to tap into it until it happened for Aunt Denise, not only do I love her so much, but I love those that love her with all my heart as well. Another gift is that I can see if someone has a second chance mate, and Uncle Edward is like Grandpa, in so far as, he doesn’t. That is why Lynn 2.0 was instinctually able to summon his love and mate back from the other side.
While I was pacing around trying to figure out what to tell them. I noticed a glowing figure moving in the great entry hall. So, of course, my curiosity got the best of me and I left the parlor to see who it was. No one should have been able to move about like she was. Then she turned and smiled at me, she was shining so brightly at first I was blinded, but there she stood, Selene, the Moon Goddess herself. I fell to my knees at her feet asking for her forgiveness. I had no right to bring back the spirit of one she has claimed as her own. She giggled, actually giggled, as she brought me back to my feet to stand in front of her, and she wrapped her arms around me in a comforting way holding me until I stopped crying. Once my tears were spent and she wiped my cheeks dry, she motioned for me to follow her into an empty room. We sat side by side on a small couch in the drawing-room and she began to explain everything that was happening to me. Yes, she told me, I was the only Lycan of my kind ever in existence, my coloring was special and would never be repeated even though my gifts would pass to my children. I was created to hold some of Selene’s own powers. Over 5,000 years ago when she first created her children in Lycan and werewolf forms, she set in motion all the actions that would happen to lead up to my birth. The artifacts that I found spoke of all this in an ancient form of Greek. All of my gifts, especially the biggest one, were bestowed on me by Selene herself. She can control time as she sees fit, restore life back those who were dead, but unlike me she actually creates the “mate” matches giving me the power to see the connections between wolf and mate to help bring them to their happiness. I can see if someone has lost their first mate, who and where their second chance is for when they are ready to try again.