Cayden Frio: Loving Mrs.Guillebeaux

Chapter 9- Ang Taksil Kong Asawa•

Hannah's POV

Isang hapon ay hindi ako mapakali sa kahahanap kung saan ba ako dapat na pumuwesto. I looked for a place inside the villa that can be resembled to our house. I will going to call my husband, that's what I needed to do para hindi niya pagsuspetsahan na wala ako sa bahay.

I sat on the bed since its sheets were also white, just like the ones we always have on our bed. Daxton hates it when our bed sheets and pillowcases have different colors, he prefers them to be plain white all the time.

Huminga muna ako ng malalim habang hinihintay na sagutin niya ang tawag ko. Kinailangan ko pa munang tanggalin ang disguise ko dahil kung hindi ay siguradong mabubuko ako. Daxton prefers video chat. Ang gusto niya ay yung nakikita niya ako habang kinakausap.

Ilang minuto rin bago niya sinagot ang tawag ko. To my surprise, he didn't turn on the camera, he only used a voice call. I couldn't see him, but he could see me on the other line.

I just disregarded it and thought that maybe he was busy with work and had clients to talk to, which is why he didn't bother to open his cam.

"Love, when are you coming home? I miss you already," I said, I pretended to be sad and acted like one but the truth is it's the opposite of everything that I said. I have never missed him, not even once, and I don't want him back. Kung pwede nga lang na doon na lang siya manatili sa lugar kung nasaan siya ngayon ay mas makakabuti para sa akin iyon.

"Four more days and we'll finally be together, baby. You just don't know how much I miss you too... ahhhh!" his response to me on the other line.

I get so confused, it's so strange of him to spoke in such a manner. Something was off in him and it seemed like he was moaning as if somebody pleasuring him.

"Are you okay, Love? What's going on there?" kunot noo na tanong ko.

"Oooh... Nothing, baby!" sagot naman nito na may kasamang pag-ungol. Sa pangalawang pagkakataon ay narinig ko na naman siyang ganu'n kaya naalarma na ako, parang may kakaibang nangyayari. Ayokong mag-isip ng kung ano, pero hindi ko mapigilan lalo pa at may naririnig ako sa background na tila ba malalakas na salpukan ng mga katawan.

"Honey, could you please drop off the phone, and focus on f**k*ng me."

Nanlaki ang mga mata ko ng may marinig akong boses ng babae sa kabilang linya. Ang linaw-linaw ng pagkakasabi niya. Kahit hindi ko nakikita ay nai-imagine ko na ang ginagawa ng magaling kong asawa at ng babaeng iyon.

"Sh*t! I told you to keep your mouth shut. This is my wife on the phone I'm talking." mahina at pigil ang boses na sabi ni Daxton. Iniiwasan nitong marinig ko ang pag uusap nila ng babae, pero malinaw pa sa tubig sa dagat na dumaan sa tenga ko iyon.

"Ooops! Sorry, I have no idea, I didn't heard what you said earlier. Just continue talking, I hope she don't mind me moaning," sabi ng babae sabay mapang akit na humagikhik.

Sa pagkakataon na iyon ay umakyat na ang dugo sa ulo ko.

"Daxton, who is she? Are you cheating on me?" galit na tanong ko.

Narinig ko ang buntong hininga sa kabilang linya. "Of course not, I'm not cheating on you, Baby. I'm just doing this to release my s****l desire. I'm far away from you and I can't f*ck you. Don't worry, this is just purely s*x and there are no feelings involved here," sabi nito na lalong kinainit ng ulo ko.

"How dare you say such a senseless reason to me! It's not a valid excuse to betray me just because I'm not by your side."

Narinig ko ang malakas na paghalakhak nito. "Take it easy, Baby. This is not the first time I've had s*x with other woman.

Why settle for just one when there are plenty of dishes available? It gets boring to eat the same food over and over again." His figurative statement seemed as if he had no conscience or remorse for what he did to me.

"Let's get a divorce, you cheater! I don't want to live with someone like you anymore. You're not just a monster, your a devil, Daxton!" galit na sabi ko.

Hindi ko alam kung saan ako nakakuha ng lakas ng loob para sabihin ang mga bagay na noon ko pa gustong sabihin sa kaniya. Kahit galit ako ay takot pa rin ako sa aking asawa, pero ng mga sandaling iyon ay para bang sinaniban ako ng katapangan.

"Huwag mo akong takutin, Hannah. Bawiin mo ang sinabi mo habang nakakapagtimpi pa ako. Hindi ka pwedeng humiwalay sa akin ng ganun-ganun na lang. I have my money, power and connections. I can make your life miserable. Sa tingin mo ba kapag hiniwalayan mo ako ay magiging maayos pa ang takbo ng buhay mo? Well, baby, you're mistaken. Try to leave me, try to escape from me, and you'll see how angry I can get and what I am capable of doing to you. If you dare to run away from me, I'll make sure your life will never be the same again. I have eyes everywhere, hindi mo ako magagawang takasan naiintindihan mo?" pagbabanta nito sa akin.

"Wait for my return, I'll get back to my business." Pagkasabi nu'n ay pinatayan na ako nito ng telepono.

Galit na galit ako sa ginawa niya sa akin. Pinaghahagis ko ang mga unan sa kama dahil sa sobrang galit ko. Hindi ko mapaniwalaan na sa kabila ng pagtatalo namin ay ginawa pa rin niyang ipagpatuloy ang pakikipag s*x sa babaeng iyon.

Wala akong magawa kung hindi ang mapahagulgol sa sobrang galit, kahit gustuhin ko man na saktan siya at sampalin ng paulit-ulit ay wala akong kakayahan na gawin iyon.

I locked myself in my room all day and didn't go out, I couldn't even eat. I lost my appetite. I don't love Daxton, but that's not enough for me to let him have s*x with someone else. I am still his wife, we are married, he has no right to engage with other women. My self-esteem has diminished even further because of what he did to me.

I woke up to reality, it just doesn't seem right that while my husband is out enjoying himself and indulging with other women, here I am, sulking as if it's the end of the world for me.

Daxton betrayed me. He didn't value my feelings. He didn't love me, he didn't even care for me, he only wants my body. The only thing that matters to him is his reputation as a man. I am just a trophy wife for him.

A decision has formed in my mind. I want to get back at him in a way I know how. If he can make love with someone else, then I can too. I don't care anymore about whoever I end up with, all I want is to seek revenge.

Tinigilan ko na ang pagmumukmok. Lumabas ako ng villa para magsaya. Narito ako para magbakasyon at makalaya kahit man lang panandalian sa halimaw kong asawa. Hindi ko sisirain ang bakasyon ko na ito ng dahil lang sa kaniya. I set no boundaries and limitations tonight, gagawin ko ang lahat ng makakapagpasaya sa akin. Ang El Grande Beach Resort na ito ay may bar, doon ako nagpunta dahil gusto kong magpakalasing para pagbalik ko mamaya sa villa ay madali na akong makakatulog.

I ordered a lot of alcoholic drink as if I were craving it so much. Honestly, I'm not a heavy drinker, I only drink on special occasions and when the situation calls for it. But now, I feel like I can consume all the alcohol in front of me.

I don't care about the people around me. Besides, they don't care about me either. Who would be interested in someone like me, who seems to be wrapped in an extremely out of this world freaking outfit? I, myself can't explain where I got this kind of fashion statement.

I drank as if there's no tomorrow. How many bottles of alcohol have I knocked over? I can't count it no more. I'm extremely dizzy, but I still feel great. I feel so light, like I can do anything. Suddenly, a provocative song blares out of nowhere. Most people stood up and headed to the dance floor to dance. There was a woman on the ledge wearing a very sexy outfit. Her large breasts almost popped out of the low-cut spaghetti crop top, paired with a micro mini skirt that barely reached her hips, revealing a glimpse of heaven with just a slight raise of her hand or a subtle bend. She danced seductively, and the crowd, especially the men, cheered enthusiastically. They were ecstatic, nearly going crazy over that fair and flawless woman.

I felt jealous, I wanted to grab the attention of those men as well. Gusto kong patunayan kay Daxton na hindi lang siya ang lalaki rito sa mundo na magkakagusto sa akin. Marami pang mas higit sa kaniya na kaya kong paibigin at mahibang sa akin.

Carrying a bottle of alcohol with only a little taken from it, I staggered my way towards the dance floor. I can dance as provocatively as that woman. I can also show off my skin and be as seductively as she does.

Lumapit ako sa kinaroroonan ng babae. Tumabi ako sa kaniya at hinamon ko siya ng aking mga tingin. Natawa naman ito pati na rin ang lahat ng taong naroon. Pinagtatawanan nila ang lakas ng loob ko na hamunin sa dance floor ang magandang babae na iyon sa kabila ng pagiging manang ko. Kung ano'ng kinaiksi ng palda niya na halos kita na ang kuyukot at siya namang haba ng palda ko na kulang na lang ay umabot na sa sahig.

Wala akong pakialam kahit patuloy nila akong minamaliit. Sumayaw ako ng sumayaw. Para namang iniinis ako ng babae na 'yon at pinamumukha niya sa akin kung gaano ako kapangit kumpara sa kaniya.

I smirked at her and continue dancing. People are mocking me but it doesn't bother me.

"Take your chlothes off, nerd! Come on,show us what you have!" sigaw ng isang lalaki na sinigundahan naman ng lahat.

"Take it of... take it off!!!" sabay-sabay na chant ng mga ito.

Because alcohol has entered my system, they easily persuade me to do what they want. One by one, I unbuttoned my blouse while accompanying it with a flirtatious and seductive dance.

Nanlaki at halos lumuwa ang mga mata ng lahat ng sumilip ang maputi at nakakasilaw na pisngi na aking dibdib na nababalutan ng suot kong pulang bra.

"More... more... more!!!" sigaw na naman ng mga kalalakihan.

"Take it off completely. Huwag mo kaming bitinin," sigaw ng isa.

Napangiti ako, iyon ang gusto ko ang hinahamon ako.

Nagsimula na namang umindayog ang balakang ko. Mapang akit na tiningnan ko ang mga lalaki sa paligid. Lahat ay naghihintay ng aking susunod na gagawin. Tuluyan ng nahulog sa sahig ang suot kong blusa, kusa itong dumalas sa makinis kong balat.

Panay ang kantiyaw nila sa akin na hubarin ko na rin ang tumatakip sa aking dibdib.

"Remove that f*cking bra of yours, or perhaps you'd like me to take it off for you," sabi ng isang lalaki na malapad ang pagkakangiti, lumalakad ito papalapit sa akin.

Handa na sana akong ipatanggal sa kaniya ang pagkaka-hook ng aking bra kung hindi lang sa mga kamay na pumigil dito na gawin iyon. Pinilipit nito ang kamay ng lalaki, natakot naman agad ito at nabahag ang buntot. Namimilipit sa sakit na nagtatakbo ito palabas ng bar.

Nagulat na lang ako ng may jacket na bumalot sa katawan ko.

"What do you think you're doing? Why are you allowing alcohol to control your mind and lose your proper judgment? Come on, come with me. I will take you to your villa. You're drunk and you need to rest," sabi ng pakialamerong lalaki na walang iba kung hindi si Cayden.

"Ayoko pang umalis, ayokong sumama sa'yo, ngayon pa lang ako nag-eenjoy!" inis na sabi ko, pinalis ko ang kamay nito na tangka sana akong hahawakan para igiya palabas.

"Are you not going with me?" seryosong tanong ni Cayden..

Umiling ako. "No... I'll stay here. Don't interfere in my life as if you care," inis na sabi ko.

Nangunot ang noo niya. Dumilim ang mukha at pinakatitigan ako nang husto. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang nasa isip niya ng mga oras na iyon.

"Ayaw mo talagang sumama sa akin, pwes ito ang sa'yo!"

Napaawang ang bibig ko sa labis na gulat ng bigla na lang ako nitong pasanin na para bang isang sako ng bigas.

Nagpupumiglas ako dahil ayoko namang sumama sa kaniya, ayoko pang umuwi sa villa ko, gusto ko pang magpakasaya at magpakalasing.