Monday part 2
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Violet
I'm outside my friend's house waiting for her to come out with that face that says "I just f*****g woke up, please don't talk to me" but instead she shows up with a face completely different, she was literally glowing of joy like if she had met Jesus or something. When we got to school Abby wasn't there, typical. Even though the morning was freezing I decided to stay and wait for her while my innocent bestie went inside, when I spotted Abby I went inside to look for my friend but I saw something I thought would never happen, she was talking to a boy but not any boy, a HOT one. I immediately approached towards them as fast as I could, I was internally happy for her but I had to act as cold as possible because you never know the intention of a boy. She clearly noticed I was going to be very hard on him so she asked me to go get Abby while she gave that stranger a warning, not that it would change anything. Apparently they started to "get along" after our shitty teacher assigned her to teach him spanish plus he let them stay in a classroom ALONE. If it were up to me that teacher would be dead a long time ago. I still don't trust him, but I guess I can give him a chance, after all my friend does seem to enjoy his company a lot...
I wont even bother telling how math class went, I clearly suck at it so why even try? Things started to get interesting when we got literature and Profesor Brown or should I say Nathan, looked hotter than ever, he was wearing his typical buttoned down shirt and jeans but he had his shirt slightly opened so I could see part of his chest. If I'm honest I understand literature but I decided to play it differently, after the class ended I stayed behind which he showed his enjoyment with a smirk...
"Hello Violet, tell me, what can I do for you?"
"Well Profesor Brown..."
"Nathan" he interrupts me
"Well Nathan" I say smiling " the exams are coming in a week and there are still some things that I don't understand and I was wondering if you could help me..."
"It would be my pleasure to help my favorite student. What do you think about having a daly class for the rest of the week? It would be after classes end for no one to interrupt us of course"
"I like your idea Nathan"
"Then its settled, I'll be waiting for you tomorrow then"
"Yes you will" I say as he starts getting closer to me... I can fell his breath...I wonder what is he going to do... he starts getting nearer...is he going to kiss me?...no, its to soon...I feel his soft warm lips pressed on my cheek, I smile, I knew he was going to take it slow. After he was done tasting my cheek he turned away to look at me, he could clearly see that I had enjoyed it...
"I'll see you tomorrow Nathan" I say with difficulty because I know that if I stay I may not be as strong as I say I am...
After I leave I call Abby to tell her what happened since my other best friend isn't the best in listening in these situations but as I talk to her she barely says anything, she's having some issues, I can feel it
"Would you like to tell me what the hell is wrong with you or do I have to come to your house?"
But apparently that made things worse, shit
"Meet me at the cafe ok?"
"Okay"
Abby
I'm lost... I have nowhere to go and don't know who to tell. My heart is shattered in a million of pieces and have no idea of how to put them together, I need help but I don't know how to ask for it, I've been betrayed and I lost the faith I have towards anyone...
Today I met the boy that gave my best friend his number, he looks nice I guess, but I would like to make sure he means no harm. I'm so broken that I didn't even feel excited and happy for her, that one moment I prayed to happen to her and just when it happens I feel nothing, for the rest of the day I just limit to stay quiet, I feel so useless, I can't even feel happy for my friend. I left the school in a hurry, I don't want anyone see me crying, not yet, I head to that one place that ironically calms me, the train station. Few hours later Violet calls me to tell me how it went with the teacher but I was empty inside, dead. I barely heard her, this was too much, she triggered my sadness when she mentioned my home... which home? I didn't have one... She told me to meet her at our favorite cafe, I could use some company I guess...
When I arrive there she makes me sit and drink a cup of coffee before I had a chance to talk, I have to admit I felt a bit less awful. Then she asked me what was wrong, she could see it in my eyes, they were tired, sad and scared, but I still wasn't ready to tell because if I did it would mean that it actually happened. For a hole hour I quietly cried and she held my hand, patiently waiting, I was finally ready. I told her everything, my despair and my fears, my tears turned into hers as I told her the story that destroyed my life. In the end we were both crying and she hugged me, as she did I collapsed and I cried until I had no more tears to shed. I finally had accepted that I had no family, I was relived to let the pain out but I was still scared, I had nowhere to go, I think she read my mind because she told me that I could stay in her house for as long as I needed. I thanked her but we both knew that I couldn't stay in her house for to long, it wouldn't feel right. I had finally felt peace in my mind, but I was still worried, I hadn't told my best friend, I know she likes to hear these things first but I hope she understands why I didn't tell her...
Confused girl
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