The journal of deep thoughts

Hello stranger, I honestly have no idea why I'm writing this... Maybe its because I feel that more people think like me, maybe because I want to share my thoughts with millions of people that I don't know or maybe its just the simple fact that I'm bored and love writing. The reason doesn't really matter to me, the thing is that I'm here, so hi! Do you ever get that feeling that time goes way to fast and at the same time it feels like an eternity? I get that feeling a lot,  when you're anticipating something its kind of cool when time flies and your really close to get what you wanted but sometimes its completely different... Like when your actually having a great time with your friends for example, we take this moments for granted most of the time and never stop to actually appreciate them and its not until we don't have them when we realize how important they were. But sometimes something almost magical happens... Picture yourself  having a blast with your favorite people in your favorite place, that sacred moment when you realize how much you are enjoying that moment makes it ten times better. You realize how lucky you are of meeting this people and letting them be a part of your life filling it with beautiful memories that you may never repeat again with them but that's ok, you know why? Because even thought you end up apart from each other you'll always have those great memories that you'll treasure forever...  But we also have to learn to be alone, its kind of sad when some people can't bear the idea of being completely alone, in the end the only person that actually matters is you because in order to love someone you first have to love yourself. Sometimes its surprisingly easy but there are days when you can barely look at yourself, self-acceptance is a lifetime story I guess. But sometimes it gets really f*****g frustrating, you talk to your parents and they say that they know what we're going through, but do they? Times have changed, society has changed becoming more superficial than ever, you have to be skinny or  have abs to be considered beautiful , plus social media makes us even more vulnerable  and more dependent to know that we have a certain amount of approval  because if we don't have it, well... We feel like s**t. But I'm here to tell you that you don't need the approval of anyone but yourself, I know its hard but if we become so obsessed in this subject we might as well stop being ourselves and I think that's bullshit. There is not one single persone like you, why change that? You have just one life to live so go live it, get out of your house, meet new people, do some random s**t. Who knows if we'll wake up tomorrow right? So promise me you'll never give up on yourself because I won't ... Live a new adventure everyday, Lost teenager:)