Beautiful Mistake

CHAPTER 2

It was sunny day beautiful afternoon in the sea side of Brighton the beach was full of people, girls with bikinis, man with just clothes down; people who loves the idea of the sea.

Seven years had passed living in here wasn't that bad actually I was so used to the climate changing all the time. That I also forgot what a real summer felt because even it was summer here in UK the temperature is still low. It would never passed the real heat in the tropical countries. I miss being there but I guessed this country is where I belong.

"Hey" I smiled at Veronica she was walking towards me she wave her hand while trying to dry her hair she hold her surf board in the other hand; while she was walking I think every male and female near her look at the way she walk. She's great at that, I get it, she's a super model after all. How many times did she walk in Gucci fashion week anyway? I can't remember.

The only thing I knew is she save me, when I don't know how to live again she was suddenly given to me. I don't know or I just can't remember the exact words she says when we first met but I know that it's all about how I look s**t; I don't eat at that time and I don't sleep well. So instead of being insulted I found myself smiling at her.... And I don't know why. All I have in my mind is that she was my medication. Being with her for almost 5 years now is what exactly a relationship goals for everyone.

"Why are you looking at me like that" her voice was so sweet it's sounded like angel

"Is it bad to look at my woman?" I ask back while she was standing now infront of me

"It's not, but you look whipped for me" and let out a cute laugh

I end up laughing also with her, she always makes my day.

"You're very pretty." She suddenly look bothered at what I just said at her

"We talk about it already right?" She put her surf board near a table and sat beside me in the recliner

"About what?" I know exactly what she means about it.

"I'm not ready yet, I still want to chase my dreams; my career is just starting Al: I don't want to lose the opportunity just for marriage"

The only thing that is bad about this relationship is that even we're both in the right age or late age already to get married she still doesn't want to get tie on to someone not to me or not to anyone; the only thing she wanted to be tied for is her career.

Last year when I proposed to her she said it was still early and every time I look at her and compliment her the same way I did when I proposed to her she will end up reminding me about her long time dream and I don't want to ruin her; I don't want to be the burden for her to achieve something.

"I'm just saying you're beautiful, I'm not asking about the marriage Veronica. I'm supporting you about your dreams, I would marry you when the time that you wanted to"

She smiled at me and mouthed thank you; as much as I wanted to be tied up I don't want my Veronica's dreams will crushed and I don't want to be away from her. She was my savior; I'll forever owe her that.

"Why is my babe getting sweet at the moment for god damn sake Al it's 4 in the afternoon, you horny?" She was teasing me while both of her hands grips my thighs.

"I thought no love making for today" I asked slowly

"I change my mind"

The next thing I new we were hurrying up for our hotel room in the beach, next happens I was on top her... We're both naked.

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As I watched the beach night, parties every where, everyone was in their own world and no one would even care if they kissed.

Western country, they're always been modenarized; people wasn't naive about everyone lust. In the country where I wanted to go I don't think if they accept this idea.

Cold breeze hit my skin I was just wearing my boxer, I was in the balcony staring at the big sea infront of me. In the other part of this world was someone I still think about.

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"So I was invited to model some product in Milan, do you want to come?"

It was end of the month, and I was serving her food. I started business here in London for my sanity sake since cooking is really my hobby and here is we're always stay especially some days that we're both not busy with our works

"I don't think I can come, my twin sister is coming here and we're having some small family reunion, I was planning to introduce you to her personally actually, but since you're busy I guessed there are still some other time" I smiled at her and sit in next to her

"Oh God.. I'm sorry I didn't know you should've told me earlier so I could say no.." she sound bad and felt bad at the same time her lips was starting to bend down

"Don't feel bad about it; it's fine, I guessed it's still not the right time for me to introduce you to her personally, but she knows you already I always talk about you"

She smiled and rest her both hand in my shoulder while looking at me closely

"Why are you so gentleman, you always make me decide for myself"

I smiled at her give her a slight kiss in the lips

"Because I am just your boyfriend, and boyfriend should support his partner not cage her, relationship should be give and take not always take.."

She smiled at me and playfully rolled her eyes before starting to eat the food I serve her

The only thing that could make me smile is her smile I don't want Veronica to be sad, because as of now she was my inspiration and without her I don't know what would happen to me if I would lost her

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"Alfred!!!"

I put down the banner I am holding when I hear Venus; my twin sister shouting my freaking name. A lot of people in the exit area of the airport look at us.

For pete's sake why would mom ask me to fetch this woman anyway she's so loud and so shameless

"Calm down hon, please be ashame even just for a minute" I heard her husband says to her while carrying their last child in his arms while pushing a big luggage cart; their first born that are now in grade 8 is carrying a bag pack and has headphone in his neck beside him is his second brother Miguel who is now in 7th grade and Mathias holding his mother hands while walking and having a lollipop, Mason seems pretty deep at his sleep in his father's arms.

I walk towards them and Help Maverick my sister's husband to push the luggage cart

"Enjoying England?" My sister ask while we're walking towards where I park our family van that I used for today to fetch them, I actually been waiting for them for almost 3 hours now, some delay happens in the airport that's why.

"Kinda, Veronica is from here" I saw how my sister slowly nod her head and smile a bit before going back to his non stop and undying topic about the delay

"I will be the one taking care of the luggages; go inside the car and have some rest." I told Maverick he tap my shoulder and help her wife to get inside the van so was his children before entering

I put all their luggage in the back compartment of the van after I make sure that I didn't left anything i went inside the van

"Uncle Al, why aren't you leaving London, don't you want to go in Vietnam, Philippines, China or even in thailand for our other family member?" Suddenly it was Mathias Question

Miguel and Marcus look curious too while Maverick look outside through the windshield of the van, Venus fake a laugh and smile at Mathias

"Well .. your uncle has some business in here ... And also he ..." Venus look at me to ask for help of what would be the best discription of why didn't I go to asia anymore

"Well let just say that it's for the better Mathias" Marcus my first nephew seems to get that the topic is not for children so he ask randomly to his brother, Miguel look at me for a minute then proceed to help Marcus to distract the curious Mathias

Venus look at me one last time and for the very first time she look ashamed, and I don't know why.

"Thank goodness you arrive safe, how's the flight Ven?" I heard dad ask while I was helping Maverick to settled their luggage in our parents house they are living in our parents house for the mean time

"It's oky dad, oh God you still look handsome even in that age" everyone laugh at what Venus said I also smile a bit but I don't have the urge to laugh with them

"I'm leaving" I said after going down in the staircase from the second floor, we put their luggage in their rooms in this house.

My mother and Venus look at me as if I just told them something weird

"You're leaving already?" Mom said after standing up and walking near me, I step back leaving a gap between us.

I don't know why but seven years ago I found my self super distant on her after what happened seven years ago, after I heard her like that it's like I lost the ability to see her humor

"Yes I am I have something to do" I walk out and ready to open my jaguar when Venus run towards me I face her but not as pleasant as I should be

"Yes?" I ask her

"Are you mad at us?" She asked randomly. Am I?

"Why would I?" I also asked her

"You look mad is it what we did before? Are you still mad because of that young—"

"Shut up!!" Her words was cut off when I shouted at her I let go a deep breath to control my self to snap out and lead to accidentally hurt her, I don't want her to be physically hurt because of me

"Please Ven, it's long overdue let's all move on" I give her a kiss in the forehead before driving my Jaguar away to my parents was

The next thing I knew I was dialing Veronica's number but she's not answering the phone, when I see a club near by I stop and park my car I entered the bar without even thinking what I should do next

"Remy Martin's Premium cognac please" the bartender seems shocks at my order but still smiled and serve my order; after receiving I drink it in the bottle; a freakin 50ml

Thats why I don't want to be stay away from Veronica because something like this would happen, surely this freaking anxiety of being alone would kill me in no time.

"One order of whisky please" I heard someone beside me ordered a whisky but my eyes was glued in the bottle infront of me

"You look drunk, alone?" I clench my jaw when I realize that someone is trying to flirt with me, I smiled and drink again straight up to the bottle this time it's already half and I could feel the kick of the liquor in my system

"Your girlfriend should never left you alone in this kind of place, you might cheat." I laugh without humor and look at her

But the laugh was vanished the music went silent in my ear, it's so quiet that the only thing I could hear is that my heartbeat, it was was beating so fast, and I am sweating for pete's sake; the people around us magically vanished in a snap it was like just the two of us in that place and when smile I knew I was screwed.

"I'm Kim btw, you're ?"