Bittersweet Yearning Of The Past (Zyrus Liam and Altheyah Divina Story)

Chapter 11

His lips were addictive. The kiss was passionate at the same time raw and hungry. A growl escaped his throat as our tongues battled for dominance.

I mean to pull away, but there something about him and something about us that pushes me to him. Whether I like it or not.

"Divina." He moaned before he grabbed my ass and set me on top of my desk. I instinctively wrapped my legs around his waist, pulling him closer to me.

I snaked my arms around his neck as his kisses travelled down my neck, his fingers digging on my waist.

I craned to give him wider access as he trace and nip my skin with his wicked tongue. His left hand moved higher, from my waist to my breast. He started fondling me over my blouse. I bit my lower lip as I felt my nïpples puckering with his every touch.

"Zyrus...sh!t..."

I grabbed his hair as he continued to leave bite size kisses on my jaw until he found his way back to mouth. I untucked his button down shirt and slipped my hands inside, feeling his ripped muscles under my palm.

The heat rose even higher despite the fact that the quarters were airconditioned.

I moved my hands up to his chest, down to his six pack before running my fingers on his V-line that disappears beneath his slacks.

"You're killing me, meine." He murmured against my lips.

I grinned at him before I moved down south and gently rubbed his crotch. He let out a short but sexy moan which channelled my hungry libido.

I was about to unbuckle his fly when we heard the elevator open followed by nearing footsteps.

Biglang bumalik ang tama kong pag-iisip. Mabilis kong itinulak si Zyrus saka bumaba at inayos ang sarili ko. Saka humarap sa pintuan na niluwal ang secretary ni bossing.

"Thea, nandito ka pa?" Tanong niya, wala naman akong ibang nasagot kundi tango lang. Kinakabahan ako na pupwede niyang sabihin gayong kasama ko rin si Zyrus sa opisina.

Ngunit ano na lang ang gulat ko nang wala na siyang ibang binanggit saka siya dumiretso ng pasok sa opisina ni boss.

Nilingon ko ang likuran ko at nakita ko na wala na roon si Zyrus. My eyes started to dart around until I heard someone calling my name. Napalingon ako sa baba at nakita ko si Zyrus na nakaupo sa sahig at nagtatago sa ilalim ng mesa ko, ni hindi ko man lang napansin ang ginawa niyang pagtago.

Pinandilatan ko siya pero nginitian niya lang ako sabay senyas na 'wag akong maingay. Ibinalik ko ang atensyon ko ng biglang nagbukas ang pinto ng office ni Sir Anton.

"Nakalimutan ko kasi 'yong file na pinapasuyo ni Sir Anton sa akin kaya bumalik ako." Pagpapaliwanag niya sabay ngiti.

Sasagot sana ako kaso bigla kong naramdaman ang kamay ni Zyrus na umakyat sa hita ko. I smartly kicked him as I try to remain my composed.

"Ikaw Thea? 'Di ka pa uuwi?"

Umiling ako, "Ummm...m-mag-aayos pa ako. P-pero pauwi na rin ako." Mabilis kong sagot.

Zyrus's hand travelled a little higher and started drawing crazy lines on my inner thigh. Napapikit ako para pigilan ang ungol na puwedeng kumawala sa mga labi ko.

"Ah, ganoon ba? Sige, ingat ka ha. Mauna na ako ulit." Paalam niya muli sabay kaway.

Nang narinig ko ang pagbukas ng elevator, mabilis kong tinanggal ang pagkakahawak ni Zyrus sa hita ko saka ko pinalo-palo sa braso.

"Ang bastos mo!" Iritableng sambit ko saka ko siya tinitigan ng masama.

He grinned at me sexily before he stood up and barrelled his body close to me.

"Don't deny it Vinang, I know you like it. I bet you're already wet down there." He confidently replied.

Biglang nag-init ang mukha ko dahil alam kong tama siya. I can feel na dampness of my panties the moment he crashed his lips on mine. Pero hindi ko paiiralin ang tawag ng katawan!

Mabilis ko siyang itinulak para gumawa ng awang sa pagitan naming dalawa.

"Huwag kang lumapit sa akin!" Tugon ko sabay duro sa kaniya. I suddenly felt sick. I can't believe it I let him do that to me. The prickly feeling of my tears started to reign under my eyelids.

His brows immediately pulled in together when he saw the dreadful look on my face.

Humakbang siya palapit sa akin pero muli ko siyang pinagtulakan. But no matter how hard I try, the more persistent he became until I found myself locked in his warm embrace.

He was consoling me while leaving kisses on top of my head while he whispers his apologies. We stayed like that for a while until I was able to shake my head and break away from his hold.

"Hindi na dapat mangyari ulit ito." Matigas kong tugon sabay punas sa luhang lumandas sa pisngi ko. Hindi siya sumagot.

Lumapit ako sa mesa ko at itinayo ang tinaob niyang litrato ni Warren.

"Mahal ko si Warren at hindi magbabago yon." Saka ko siya hinarap at pinakatitigan.

His jaw was moving as I watch him watch me, he seem to be in deep thoughts until his eyes regained focus.

"I don't care. I can be your little dirty secret, your classified lover, whatever the fück you call it, I don't fücking care Divina. If that's the only way to you then to hell with morals, to hell with everybody! I want you and I'm not gonna stop until I get you."

My heart started to pound hard on my chest when he finished his last words. He was staring at me directly, emotions washing all over his gorgeous face, I don't know what to say, I don't know what to do.

I clutched my chest tight when he made a few steps in front of me. He grabbed the back of my head before he planted a soft smooth kiss on my forehead.

"It's late, we should get home." Pag-iiba niya sa usapan.

Hindi ako nakasagot. Pinanood ko siyang ayusin ang gamit ko. Isa-isa niyang inilagay sa bag ako at sa attaché case ko ang mga gamit kong nakakalat sa mesa.

Napahinto siya nang tumama nanaman ang mga mata niya sa picture ni Warren. I heard him sigh before facing me again.

"Let's go."

He took my hand in his as he pulled me towards the double doors and into the lift. My heart was in a state of shock and frenzy as I try to comprehend what the hell just happened inside our office.

Did he just profess his love for me?

Tahimik lang kaming dalawa sa loob hanggang makarating kami sa parking lot. Inihatid niya ako sa kotse ko, pinagbuksan niya ako ng pinto at pinasakay, siya rin ang naglagay ng seatbelt ko saka niya inabot ang bag at ang mga gamit ko.

"Convoy na tayo para sigurado akong nakauwi ka."

Hindi na niya ako hinintay sumagot, isinara na niya ang pinto ng sasakyan ko saka siya nga-jog papunta sa kotse niya na nakaparada sa harapan ng akin.

I started the engine and manuevered it to exit the car park. Sinundan naman ako ng itim na Ford Ranger ni Zyrus.

Hindi ko alam kung bakit ang lakas ng pintig ko sa tuwing ginagawian ko ng tingin ang sa rear view mirror ang sasakyan ni Zyrus. Iniisip ko kung paano ako makakalusot sa nangyari kanina, alam kong bukas magiging awkward na ang atmosphere naming dalawa, lalo na't magkasama kami sa iisang project.

Dalawang beses siyang bumusina nang nakarating kami sa harapan ng condo ko. Bumusina na rin lang ako saka ko tuluyang pinaakyat sa second floor na parking lot ng kotse ko.

Mabilis akong nagtungo sa unit ko at naghubad para sa hot shower. Hinawakan ko ang labi ko dahil nararamdaman ko pa ang bibig ni Zyrus. How it move in-sync with mine and how delicious his kisses taste.

Mabilis akong umiling para maiwaglit ang mga ideyang iyon sa isipan ko. Tinapos ko ang pag-shower ko at nagtungo sa kuwarto ko. Narinig ko na lang ang pagtunog ng cellphone ko kaya binalikan ko sala.

From: Engr. Zyam Ortega

I can't sleep, I can still feel your lips against mine.

Mabilis kong naramdaman ang pag-iinit ng mukha ko saka ko binura ang mensahe na 'yon.

Napaupo ako sa gilid ng kama ko saka ko binaon ang mukha ko sa palad ko. Paano kung hindi dumating ang secretary ni boss, then we must've done it all the way. I suddenly felt horrible. My chest started to constrict on its own and it made me sick on the pit of my stomach. A lone tear escaped my eyes. It's official, I cheated on Warren.