From Rogues to Green Moon (FREE book 3 of 3)

CH.13

{Wisteria}

I asked Aspen to help me pick something out. We ended up picking out a cute top and a skirt with some sandals to wear for my date with Dayton. I don't know where Dayton is taking me but Aspen said wherever it is, it will be nice. I asked her if there was anything I needed to know about going on a date and she told me not really. All we would do is go eat and maybe go to a movie or something like that. After Aspen finished helping me get ready, she headed back to the packhouse and I sat in my room waiting on Dayton. I was writing in my journal when there was a knock on my door. When I said come in Mama Amanda came and sat down on my bed and asked if I was nervous. I told her I was and she said it is normal for a girl to be nervous on her first date. I asked her what Papa Clay did for them on their first date and she told me that he took her out to his parent's property in the country and he had a table set up on the bank overlooking the lake. I asked her if that was the same property Hardin and Aspen found us at and she nodded. I said I hope my first is as memorable as yours was Mama. She leaned in and hugged me and whispered,

"Just don't do what I did on mine." When she pulled away I stared at her.

she laughed and then said, "You are old enough to hear this, I lost my virginity on my first date. Well, Papa Clay and I both did but we were also both of age."

I said I don't plan on losing my purity until I find my mate Mama. My mom talked to me about the mate bond when I was 13. I want to keep my promise to her that I stay pure until then. Mama Amanda kissed the top of my head and said,

" Your mom was smart to teach at a young age sweetheart. A lot of teenage male wolves can't keep it in their pants and a lot of female wolves lay down for them. I taught Hardin and Annalynn about the mate bond and self-respect and both of them waited for their mates. Hardin's friends, on the other hand, were in the crowd of not able to keep it in their pants. Jakob was bad about sleeping around."

I said don't worry Mama I won't end up like those teens. I have more respect for myself than giving up my purity to someone who isn't my mate. She stood up and as she was leaving my room she turned and said,

"I'm not worried about you sweetheart, It's the boy that worries me."

She closed the door and I sat there thinking about what she said. Dayton didn't seem like he would pressure me into anything. Even if it does come up, I will hold my ground on waiting.

When Dayton knocked on the door, I felt like I was going to throw up. Papa Clay opened the door and he told Dayton to have a seat until I was ready. I took a couple of deep breaths and checked my clothes again before leaving my room. When I got to the living room, Mama and Papa were talking with Dayton. They all stopped talking when I walked in. Papa Clay kissed the top of my head and said to have fun and to behave and Mama Amanda hugged me and whispered to remember what we talked about. Dayton opened the front door and escorted me out to the car. He opened the door and held my hand as I got in. When he got in the car, I asked where we were going and he told me we had reservations at a place called Arwen's. As we left green moon's packlands, I felt very nervous. It took a while to get to the restaurant and when we pulled up, Dayton quickly got out and came around to my side to open the door for me. He held out his hand for me to take as he escorted me inside. After we were seated, I looked over the menu and was surprised to see this place had all kinds of different foods. Dayton asked if I had found something I wanted and I said yeah the whole menu. We both started laughing and he said him too. After we place our order, Dayton asked me about my old pack and I froze. My eyes started to water and Dayton said,

"It's ok we don't have to talk about it, beautiful."

I said thank you because It is a very touchy thing to talk about and I'm sure you don't want your date crying the whole time. He said he didn't and apologized for asking. I told him it was ok but it just wasn't something I wanted to talk about right now. He nodded and he changed the subject.

We both enjoyed our dinner. After we finished dinner, I asked if he was taking me home and he looked at the time and said we still had time to do something else if I wanted to. I said I wanted to go somewhere and just sit and talk. Dayton took my hand and led me to the car and said he knew of somewhere we could go sit and talk. Where he took me wasn't far from the restaurant. When the car stopped, he got out and walked over to open the door for me. I looked around and saw that where we were was overlooking the city. I looked at Dayton and said the view is beautiful. He rubbed the back of his neck and said,

"not as beautiful as the view in front of me."

I blushed and said I'm not that beautiful. He got closer to me and said,

"Wisteria, in my eyes you are more beautiful than the view from up here."

I said you are such a sweet talker. You can keep it up but it won't get you what you want. He looked at me with a confused expression and said,

"What are you talking about?"

I said I won't sleep with you just because you call me beautiful Dayton. He looked at me with shock on his face and said,

"I wasn't trying to get you to sleep with me. I was being sincere, Wisteria. I don't want you to do anything you don't want to do. I didn't ask you out to try and get you sleep with me. I really wanted to take you out and get to know you. Did Aspen tell you about how I used to be? Is that why you think I asked you out?"

I said No, Aspen didn't tell me anything about how you used to be. Mama Amanda warned me about teenage boys and I promised my biological mom I would wait for my mate the night she had a talk with me about the mate bond. I'm sorry for assuming you were just trying to sweet talk me into sleeping with you Dayton. I have never dated anyone and I don't know what I am doing. Dayton sat down on a big rock and patted beside him.

He said, "Let me explain my past."

I sat down and said you don't have to Dayton.

He said, "No, I want to tell you about who I used to be."

I nodded and he said,

"I used to be the bad boy type. I used to drink and smoke and was even having s*x with girls in my pack. I ended up being fooled into thinking I was mated to the crazy chick who tried to hurt my sister. Daphanie. After I found out how she truly was, I started to change my behavior. I had help from my big brother figure and now Alpha Wyatt. Aspen and Hardin Helped as well but Wyatt has been on me making sure I stay on the right path. He even helped me set up our date because I was nervous and didn't know what I was doing. Just like you, I have never dated anyone and this is new to me as well. I really like you Wisteria and I want to get to know you for you and I don't want to get to know you just for s*x. When I first laid eyes on you, I was drawn to you and I don't know exactly why. I did have a dream the night I saw you at the wedding, it was about my wolf coming forward saying we were mates but I know we are both still underage and won't know until we gain our wolves. I just want to get to know you and not how good you could be in bed."

My heart started racing, my hands started shaking and I just felt weird. I stuttered while telling Dayton again that I was sorry for thinking he wanted to sleep with me. These thoughts kept popping up in my head as I was talking, of me leaning in and kissing him and I felt as if I was having an anxiety attack. Dayton asked if I was ok and I shook my head no. He asked what was wrong and I said I didn't know. I just felt hot and my breathing increased. He told me to try and slow breaths and asked if I had ever had an anxiety attack before. I shook my head and he told me Aspen used to have a lot when she was younger and told me to close my eyes and just breathe. He grabbed my hand and rubbed it and I closed my eyes. After a few minutes of breathing, I felt a little better. I told him thank you and he told me not to thank him for that. He would have done it even if we weren't out on a date. He asked what had me so worked up to cause me to have an attack and I lied and said didn't know. My mind was still a little fuzzy and without thinking I leaned in and kissed him. When I pulled back, he looked surprised and happy at the same time. He asked why I kissed him and I said I wanted to. He smiled and said,

" is that what caused the attack? Were you freaking out mentally about wanting to kiss me?"

I turned my head and said yes. He said,

"I promise just a kiss Wisteria. I won't push you into anything else."

I closed my eyes and his lips connected with mine. My body got hot and I felt my cheeks get warm. Dayton took his time pulling back from my lips and when he did, I opened my eyes and found him smiling at me. He said,

"Thank you for allowing me to do something I've dreamt of doing."

I blushed and said thank you for not judging me for kissing you like that and thank you for helping me calm down. I told him I have enjoyed our date and wouldn't mind going out again if he wanted to and he quickly said yes. I giggled and he said,

"I guess you are ready to go home now aren't you?"

I shook my head and said not just yet. I leaned in close to his ear and whispered, I am ready for another kiss. That is if you want to kiss me? He smiled and leaned to kiss me. This kiss was longer and he started moving his mouth and I followed what he was doing. I could feel his tongue touching my lip and when I opened my mouth a little more he slid his tongue in. I followed what he was doing and hoped I was doing it right. After a few minutes he pulled away from me and his cheeks were red. He stood up and I asked if he was ok. He said he was but he needed a minute to himself to take care of an issue he was having. I was confused but didn't want to ask. He walked behind a tree and a few minutes later I heard a noise. I yelled out asking if he was ok and he said he was fine now. I figured maybe he just had to pee really bad but when he walked back I could kind of see something I shouldn't have. I could see an outline in his pants and I think I caused it. I blushed when I realized he saw me staring. He said,

"I am so sorry, Wisteria. I didn't mean for it to happen."

I said can you explain what happened exactly because I feel like that was my fault and I feel bad now. He said,

"Don't feel bad. It's not a bad thing. Just bad timing I guess you could say. What happened was when we were kissing I got excited."

I said well I mean I was excited too but I didn't have anything happen to me. He said,

"When a guy is excited or the correct way to say it is turned on, our member fills with blood and causes it to stand up. For a girl, you may feel a tingling or throbbing sensation down or even leak clear fluid from what I have heard."

I asked what he meant by clear fluid and he said,

"some refer to it as getting wet. Your girl part can leak a clear fluid called the transudate. It's like lubrication for your girl part."

I said oh. Well, that's enough of a lesson for now. He said,

"I'm sorry if that made you uncomfortable."

I said no it's ok. I just didn't understand it but thank you for explaining it to me. He asked if I was wanting to go home and I said no not yet. Can we sit for a few minutes and just enjoy the view? He said that sounded good and we both turned to face the city below us.