-Vivian-
I don't know what to think of first.
My heart feels broken.
Not only because of my father but also because of Riccardo, perhaps more about Riccardo than my father.
Does that make me a bad daughter?
A bad person?
I had been slowly saying goodbye to my father for years. I knew there would come a time when he wouldn't come home, or be too injured that I couldn't help him either.
I had hoped that he would be safe in prison. That's what he said. People tried to get to him, I had to go to Riccardo. Everything falls into place.
This is why I had to go to Riccardo, the same bad things my father got involved in.
The violence, the drugs, I've seen the weapons often enough.
Roberto's concerns about my age.
There are so many questions, so many emotions and I can't name the
