-Riccardo-
I thought it would not be that bad, but when I saw John Ward I knew for sure it will not be easy, not for Vivian and I hope that what she said in the car, she can continue to think about that.
Because now it will all begin.
They have seen me and Vivian, Jimmy knows she is with me now and the grin on the face of one of the guards did not say much good either.
And where I thank God every day for Vivian's goodness, today I curse him now.
Vivian has no idea what world her father is in, no idea what world I'm in, and she's in the middle of it.
She's too young, too sweet, and too naïve to understand and her world is going to fall over like a house of cards at any moment and I hope she's strong enough to get on top of that.
I can hold her, I can catch her, and I can hold h
