Chapter 33 - a bet that failed And I'm even yet to understand what it all is, that I can't help but lean into what Ryan suggested. Do I like her? Could I possibly like her? I could never have such deep feelings for a lady. Especially not someone like Olivia. She's not even my type? Doesn't like the crowd, cries easily, does stuff my previous girlfriends would never do. And even though she's so sincere and plain, I could never bring myself to accept her. So no, I couldn't possibly accept her. It's probably just guilt. Even though it's strange and even hard to accept, I'll rather go with guilt that accept the fact that I might like her or even be in love with her. She's just a bet that failed, nothing more and it is only human that I turned my conscience to guilt. Th