Chapter 32 -
Austine's POV
I have never felt this restless in my life.
I have never felt like I need to be washed clean by God himself for how huge my sin is.
I've never felt guilt, I could never bring myself to understand guilt with the other girls in the past, but Olivia.
Olivia just makes me feel it all.
All of their things I couldn't bring myself to recognise in the past.
Pain, empathy, guilt and is this really love?
Like tifanny said it was just meant to be a bet.
A bet with which at the end of it, I'd win, like I always did.
It wasn't supposed to mean anything else, yet here I am with my best buddy staring into space and lost in thoughts despite the large TV playing some movie I can't being myself to recognize.
"I have to being myself out of this. It feels so weir
