Chapter 34 -
"Thinking about what? Her? You've got to be kidding me bro, because there is no way I would spend the number of minutes I spent spacing out thinking about her. She isn't even my type, so why would I? And I do not love her, she's just too different and too different to fit into me so no way. I wasn't thinking about it for way too long." I say and raise my eyes to look into his and then realize what is up.
"I've said too much, haven't I?"
"Yes bro." He nods.
"I have not seen you lose your composure over something you can't even dare to admit in years." He says and I bring my hand to rub my face, because of how truthful he is.
Truth hurts, they say and this one does hurt.
A pain I don't even dare to feel.
Because I have never reacted or acted the way I react and act
