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Carter
The wind breezed our furs while we were running deeper and deeper into the forest with the woman of my dreams. I followed her enchanting white wolf just like I did many times in my dreams. Diesel was still acting like a lovesick puppy and neither Alexis or Cassia made us submit them even knowing that she was above all of us nothing has changed. I was afraid when we were younger and it turned out that she is the wolf of the myths and stories we told to each other with Seby being kids around the firework. All the stories turned out to be true and I couldn't be happier. Alexis was simply perfect, my partner, my other half, simply made for me. This is exactly why I knew that she needed this run so much right now. Alexis tried to hide her worries about Asher from me, just to keep herself calm. We stopped at a glade and I linked her letting our wolves to have some time to cuddle and rest.
- Fairy, I know you are worried sick about Asher. - I jumped right in the middle of the conversation because whenever I tried throughout these last years she somehow always slipped out of my fingers. Now there was nowhere to run. Her voice shook a little but she steadied before she said.
- You are seeing ghosts Carter. I'm fine. - she lied and Diesel didn't like that. He pinned Cassia under him and she purred delight making both of us horny. I shook my head and tried to focus on the topic before I get lost in those silver eyes.
- I know you are not. What is the matter Fairy? - I asked and she licked the top of my nose sending a wave of desire over my body. Diesel nuzzled his head to Cassia's but he was as anxious as I, to know what disturbed our mate. Finally her defenses were down. She looked me in the eyes and we both shifted back into our human forms, me still being on top of her.
- A male Real Alpha never survived. They all became insane and killed everyone they cared about when they got power, starting with their mates. Carter, Asher can't control his wolf. I think we should pass the title of Alpha on Rory when we decide to retire. - I felt hit in the chest. I knew how much time and effort Asher invested in his trainings and his wolf was strong but I had the same idea hiding in the corner of my mind. After what happened today at training. Asher sadly can't be counted so much that we entrust him with the leadership of our Pack. I hugged Alexis close to me trying to avoid the undeniable pleasure her closeness caused and inhaled her scent. Still reminded me of flowers on a spring day, when the sun is warm enough but it is not burning yet. Since our kids were born her scent got stronger and our bond became almost painfully strong. She was my everything, with just a glance, with a single touch she could make everything better. I wanted to comfort her, calm her. I leaned closer to give a peck on top of her nose but she kissed me with hunger. I groaned with desire and invaded her mouth to discover every inch of it. Kissing her felt like finally arrive to an oasis after weeks being in the desert without water. Alexis pulled me closer and our naked bodies pressed together sending another wave of desire. She was even more unbelievable then when we first met. I caressed her skin and looked into her eyes, there were desire but still sadness and worry. I caressed her face and placed a tiny kiss on her cheek. I stood up pulling her into my arms and holding her tight like she was falling into pieces if I wouldn't. The wind started to blow but since we are werewolves it didn't matter to our human forms either. I forced her to look me into the eyes.
- Fairy, Asher is different. He wasn't choose by the Real Alpha Spirit. He was born with and Alpha spirit. I'm worried as well but I trust our son. I know I was rough with him tonight but just because their birthday is close and if we want them a real life they have to make their debut. Everybody thinks they are dead. - Alexis sighed and kept looking into my eyes.
- They are our babies Carter. They will always be. I won't let anyone to touch my babies. - I kissed her forehead and smiled.
- I know momma bear. But they are almost adults. We can be in their shadows just to make sure to help them get up if they fall, but we can't keep holding their hands. They need to fall, crash and burn to form into the leaders our Pack deserves. They are great kids, strong and intelligent, we did a good job. Now they have to show what they learnt. - Alexis chuckled but I felt her tears running down on my chest.
- What if I'm the one who is not ready to let them go? - she asked almost whispering. Alexis glanced at me again and her eyes looked like large silver lakes which were overflooding.
- You still have me. Or, Am I not enough anymore? - I said teasingly. She smiled and a large tear escaped from her eye. I wiped it off with my thumb and it rested on her bottom lip.
- You are my everything. - she said and tip toed to give me another of those thirst curing kisses.
- But now my past is defining my way to treat our children. I feel like these eighteen years passed away in a second and all the time we spent with them is just feels not enough. - she said and I could relate with this feeling. After the way we both grew up we tried to give our kids all the attention and right love we missed.
- Eighteen years Fairy. - I said with amazement and looked at her better again. There were a few lighter parts in her brown and reddish hair. A few wrinkles from smiling appeared around her eyes and in the corner of her mouth. Her skin was still soft and perfect but her freckles were now more visible. She grew up in front of my eyes and I didn't stop in these last years to appreciate all those tiny changes our life together drew on her face. Alexis frowned and asked after a few minutes.
- Why are you staring at me like this was the first time we met? - she asked and I laughed.
- Honestly my Fairy? Because we were so occupied with our kids and duties that I haven't stopped in these last eighteen years to look at you better. In my eyes we haven't changed but now, I noticed many little details which have escaped my attention so far.
- Are you saying I got old? - she asked and I laughed again.
- No. We just grew into one. Your hair is lighter, mine is now a bit darker instead of getting grey it gets brown. Our happy times left their marks on both of our faces. now when I look into your eyes, I don't see the boy anymore who wanted to show the world what he is capable of. Today when I look you into the eyes I see the man I wanted to become, and who i wouldn't be able to be without you.- Alexis caressed my face and embraced my neck with her arms.
- You now what I see when I look into your eyes? - she asked with a low voice which caressed my soul.
- What do you see my love? - I asked and let her gaze deepen into mine.
- I see someone I never dreamed of to be. I see a strong and brave woman, a mother, a lover, a wife a Luna. I wanted this kind of love in all my life but neve dreamed of having it. By your side my deepest desires became my life and I just simply adore every second since Diesel first broke into my veterinarian office and I knocked you out. - I laughed at her and at the memory she just brought up.
- It wasn't an easy journey. - I added and our laughter died as we remembered of every obstacle we had since that day. Alexis snuggled closer and said.
- But each and every step worthen it. - I rested my head on top of hers and we both let out a deep, calm sigh. This was the kind of sigh you know that you will always remember of it. When all your pain and happiness, all your exhaustion and restlessness it thickens in a tiny breath that belies the silence around us and reveals how much this eighteen years means.
- Carter? - she said and I hummed waiting for her to continue.
- Do you remember of our wedding? - Alexis asked and I smiled again.
- How could I forget the day when you became Dr. Alexis Hunter-Hill? - I asked and she smirked.
- It feels like yesterday. Asher in his tiny suit and Rory in her flowery dress practicing every day how to throw the flower petals while Asher just watched cartoons. - I chuckled at the memory.
- Do you remember how angry Rory was with him because he wasn't practicing as well?
- Yes. The was the first time she raised her voice. - Alexis said giggling.
- Asher Hill how dare you just lay there?! - I imitated our daughter and our laughter filled the air.
- It was the best day of my life. - Alexis said and I kissed her again.
- It is definitely on the top ten best days of my life list. - I added and she lifted her pretty eyebrows in the air.
- Which is the best one? - she asked curiously and I pulled her closer to me letting her know that she was still as sexy as eighteen years ago. Alexis bit her bottom lip in desire but kept waiting for my answer.
- Our life haven't ended yet, I still didn't choose the top favorite one. - she grabbed my tool playing with it and rubbed to her wet paradise.
- Maybe this can be that one. - she said sliding me into her and I let out a husky groan when her wetness covered my pulsing member. I grabbed her firm butt and lifted her to my waist. Alexis gasped one while I trusted into her even deeper. I pinned her with her back to a nearby tree and kept trusting into her. I kissed her mark and bit her lips building up her desire. Quickly Alexis let out a loud moan full of pleasure as I managed to drive her to the edge. But this wasn't enough. I continued this time slower and more teasingly until her eyes begged me for more.
- It is not enough to ask with your eyes darling. I want to hear it. - I whispered into her ear and bit on it sending another wave of pleasure trough her body. She shivered and screamed with lust.
- Please Carter make me yours. - that was all I needed to hear. I quickened my movements until the last leaf was trembling on the large tree we were against it. Alexis moaned and I felt her walls tightening on me.
- I love you so much. - she moaned and she came again with such an intensity that is made ma came as well. I felt how I kept pulsing inside of her and how her wetness rolled down on me. I pulled my Fairy's head to me and kissed her again with desire. Being a werewolf have its perks because I felt how I became hard as a rock again. After our kiss she looked into my eyes again and bit her lips.
- I love you Alexis. - I said while we started our round two but now laid on the ground which was full of fallen leaves.