Quinn
I waited for another hour in the ER. I was contemplating on whether I would look for Margaux and my son or if I should just go home.
I don’t want to go home without anything. I don’t want to go home without talking to my son. I want to hold him. Even at least for a bit. Margaux would not allow me for sure but is it that bad to dream that I would get to hold him anytime soon?
In the end, I went home dejected. I wasn’t able to meet my son.
I have a lot of things going on inside of my head. What would I have done if I had known this sooner? Would I let Margaux take him? Would I take him to my custody instead? But taking him would make me the bad person.
Seeing how he grew up well, I’m guessing Margaux didn’t lack in the parenting department. But he grew up without a dad, wasn’t he
