Soccer Camp

Adjustments

When I heard a knock on my door, I opened it quickly and pulled Matt inside before bolting it again.

"Whoa," Matt laughed as he stumbled into the room. "What's gotten into you?"

"I did something bad." I frowned as I sat on my bed.

"What's wrong Bambi?" Matt moved my hair from my face and looked at me worryingly.

"I invited Jesse over here tonight after I kissed him in front of his dad." I admitted as I played with my dress, embarrassment rising through my body. Completely throwing me off, Matt began to laugh uncontrollable, pulling me into a hug.

"You are a very fast learner, Bambi. Though inviting him to your room might get a little heated - you might even have s*x tonight" he teased.

My head shot up to his face, panic spreading throughout me. s*x? With me? Why on God's green earth would he want that?

"Breathe Bambi, I'm kidding" he smiled as he shook my body "Well sorta. I wasn't expecting things to escalate so quickly, but we have to use what we've been provided with. We have to break up." He finalized

"What, why?" I pouted as my heart accelerated. I knew we weren't truly together but the thought of separating from him made my heart twist in painful ways. I honestly wouldn't mind if we got married, he gave me a friendship that could possibly last a lifetime.

"We can't have him come here thinking you're some cheap fish that sleeps around. You have to remain monogamous because if something happens here tonight and he believes you are still with me, you're innocent status drops drastically. It would also make you seem unfaithful in relationships and untrustworthy." He lectured

I sat there staring and nodding my head obediently like always. My nerves were through the roof and I was struggling to breath.

"You're going to tell him you broke you with me because you want to be with him, do you understand?" Matt asked slowly. He saw the look on my face as I hyperventilated. What have I gotten myself into? I won't open the door for him; I'll pretend I fell asleep.

Matt rose from the bed and walked over to my chest of drawers. He pulled out a pink camisole and pyjama shorts.

"I can't do this." I whispered in panic. The thought of being alone with Jesse in my room was unnerving and was starting to rip me open.

"It'll be fine. Once he's in here, you won't even remember your nerves. You only seem to be nervous when you're away from him. Honestly, who would have thought you would be as bold as to invite him back here." Matt muttered as he viewed his choices. "Now, what underwear do you have on?"

"What?" I asked in shock, forgetting my anxiety attack.

Matt sat back on the bed and lift up my dress before I could react. When he saw the red lace panty which he had purchased a few weeks ago, he held my breast over my dress.

"Matt" I breathed.

"Stop being shy, Amber. He'll be doing more than this in a few minutes, just relax and enjoy it." He pulled down my dress as he looked at my white bra. "They don't match."

He stood up and walked back over to the dresser and rummaged through my underwear draw until he found the matching bra. "Change into these" he instructed as he threw the shirt, shorts, and bra at me.

I swallowed hard as I walked over to the corner of my room, turning my back to him. Getting dress or undressing with him in the room was increasingly less uncomfortable after the eighth time.

"That's better" Matt smiled as I turned to face him, now fully clothed. "You look sexy Bambi, especially when you can see the red lace through the thin fabric of the camisole" he admired more for his handy-work for picking out the outfit rather than how it looked on me "Come, let me fix your hair while you oil your skin. You have to look moist."

I shuddered at his words; not understanding what could possibly be going through his head. I sat on the bed after grabbing the lotion and began to lotion my exposed skin. "Also get your cleavage and your ass."

"If I'm not mistaken, I think you're enjoying this more than I am" I mumbled as I followed his instructions.

"You'd be right" he chuckled as he pulled my hair out of its bun. He combed through it and French braided it to one side. He wasted no time to move on to my makeup.

"Won't he think I'm retarded if I wear makeup to bed?" I protested.

"I'll make it look natural." He promised as he continued without stopping.

After a long and thorough run down of do's and don'ts, I felt relieved when I heard a knock on my door; my anxiety gone.

"Oh, Dina" I remembered my roommate. She wasn't back yet.

"No, she's with her friends tonight. There is a small get together going on near the lake for the councillors and supervisors."

"What if he doesn't come because of that?" I began to panic again. Another knock came from the door and I remembered he was probably here already, causing me to sigh in relief. I stood and fidgeted with my shorts nervously.

"Ready?" Matt asked as he held the door knob and I nodded. He opened the door to Jesse who stood outside.

"I'm sorry, Matt" I mumbled.

"Its fine, Amber. I will always care about you, even though you've stopped caring about me." Matt grumbled as he edged passed Jesse.

"It's not like that" I muttered, remembering my lines.

"Am I interrupting something?" Jesse asked reluctantly. I shook my head and held his hand, pulling him into the room and closing the door.

Seeing him inside my cabin made my heart melt; we were alone... completely alone.

"We broke up" I mumbled, snapping out of my gaze as I remembered what to say. Jesse face flashed with a range of emotions; shock, realization, joy, and then concern.

"Are you alright?" He asked soothingly as he held my hand and pulled me close. He eyes scanned my body for the first time since he entered into the room, causing my anxiety to return. "I don't think it's fair."

"What?" I whispered, something deep in my stomach twisting.

"It's not fair for you to look like this while breaking it off with someone." He mumbled quietly. The light in the room was off but the moon light from the window shun through. Matt thought it was better like this; but all it made me want to do was squirm under his gaze.

The heat rose through my body as I looked away from his penetrating eyes. "This is how I normally look" I lied as I remembered what Matt instructed me to say. His eyes scanned my body one more time before his eyes returned to mine; they were filled with lust. I swallowed nervously as I rested my head against his chest.

"Are you alright?" he repeated as he rubbed my back.

"I wasn't happy" I lied again. Damn, I was a complete liar today, huh? I was more than happy being Matt's fake girl friend; it was the best nonexistent relationship I've ever been in.

"Oh?" Jesse raised my face to look at him then, his eyes completely curious. His thumb rubbed my lower lip sensually as his other hand held my waist securely.

"I have stronger feelings for you" Okay, this was true. Finally, truth. I exhaled softly as he pressed his supple lips to mine gently, his hands lifting me into his arms. I wrapped my legs around him as he held me up by my ass, kneading it roughly.

I moaned into his mouth, his sweet tongue caressing mine. I bit and pulled his bottom lip playfully earning a groan deep in his throat. He kissed down my cheek... my jaw line... my neck... and then the exposed flesh of my breasts. I gasped in surprise as a tingling sensation ran through my body, my panties feeling a bit damped. He deposited me on the bed, hovering over me, supporting his weight carefully.

"You're so beautiful" He whispered as he stared into my eyes.

"You're only being nice" I said truthfully as I tried to make up for the compulsive lying earlier. Matt would not approve.

"I mean it" he kissed me slowly as I felt his weight a little more, something hard pressing between my legs. When he pulled away, his breathing was rough and his eyes wild "I can't help myself when I'm around you." He muttered weakly.

"Neither can I" I agreed as I pressed my lips to his, pulling away almost immediately. My heart was beating uncontrollably as I wiggled my body against his involuntarily, frustrated.

"Yeah?" he whispered softly in a teasing, sexy tone.

"Mhhm" I moaned, returning back his gesture. His eyes darkened as I continued to rub my body against his, my n*****s hardening.

His head fell to my neck, placing small kisses with his lips and occasionally his tongue "f**k, you're so sexy"

It was hard to hear him over my uncontrollable moaning, my breath uneven. I ran my fingers through his soft curls, gripping it gently. He nipped at my neck in retaliation causing something inside me to build. I didn't know what was happening to me but my body began to squirm against his. His strong hands gripped my waist, steadying me.

"You just came out of a relationship, I don't want to push anything on you" He sighed, his breathing staggered.

"You're not pushing anything on me, baby. Te quiero, estoy interesado en ti" I said awkwardly and clearly as I could.

"I want you, too" He smiled as he kissed me tenderly, moving my hair from my face. "We will take this slow, I promise."

"You're much gentler than I would have guessed." It was like I swallowed Matt's confidence suddenly, but being alone with him made me feel like I could say anything.

He smiled down at me as he rolled off, popping up on one elbow. I remained on my back, our eyes still glued together. We were unbelievable close on this small bed... and I liked it.

"Did you think I would have you naked by now?" he smirked.

"Actually, yes" I giggled shyly at how the word 'naked' slid off his tongue.

"My mom taught me to respect women and my dad taught me how to treat them right." He admitted as he drew circles over my clothes, on one of my breast. The feeling was faint and teasing, creating something more intense than if he had it in his palm. I closed my leg, seeking friction. I turned to muffle my moans against his chest, but it became too unbearable "Besides, playing around can be just as fun as the real thing. I like to watch your eyes fill with need." He whispered sexily.

"I wouldn't know" I admitted through clenched teeth and he switched to my other breast. His finger stopped its torment, and he stared down at me.

"You and Matt never...?" He asked quietly. I shook my head as my face flushed and I held my head down in shame. He kissed my cheek and then my lips as he rubbed my leg soothingly. I pushed my body into his hands eagerly.

"I will take care of you, te prometo" I promise.

I moaned as I squeezed my hand between my legs, my mind going crazy. I didn't know what he said, and I didn't care. He lit my body on fire and it was blazing hotter by the minute; it needed to be put out. But he just watched me wiggle uncomfortably beside him, his eyes travelling to my arm squished between my legs desperately and my body arched off the bed slightly.

"You naughty girl" he whispered as I continued to fight for release, my body responding to his words intensely. I closed my eyes as the sensation grew. I can't take this any longer.

"Jesse... please...?" I moaned sweetly as I continued to squirm.

"You're very seductive" he grumbled, but he didn't flinch. Obviously not enough.

"Novio" Sweetheart. I begged.

He groaned as he licked his bottom lips, closing his eyes, his breath uneven. "If I begin to touch you, baby, I won't be able to stop." He warned.

I removed my hands from between my legs and tried to calm myself, taking his threat seriously.

"Besides," he whispered into my hair as he pulled me close "I would like to play with you first."

I began to hyperventilate, my efforts to calm myself fading. "You're not playing fair" I moaned.

He smirked down at me on the bed. "My father would like to meet you." He sprung suddenly.

I stopped breathing all together, my s****l frustration vanishing, and my anxiety returning.