I blocked his number. I knew it was a stupid idea because he will eventually find out that it was me, but for now, all I wanted is to save the littlest of my capability to endure the pain everytime I see him. God knows how much I want to give in and reveal myself, but there’s something that’s holding me back. The fact that he fell in love with my very own cousin is something that I can’t fathom.
Hindi pa rin ako makapaniwala. It makes me feel that what he had for me wasn’t that pure for his heart not to recognize me. Kahit pa nawalan siya ng alaala. At some point, umasa akong makikilala ako ng puso niya, pero hindi.
I wonder if he ever read any of my messages almost three years ago. Noong hindi niya ako sinipot pa lang sa lunch date sana kasama ang pamilya niya ay marami akong pinadalan
