confused heart

chapter two

At the mall.....

BORING!!!!!

(shouting on her mind, over and over)

then suddenly her phone rings

Hmmmmnn....no number?who might it be?

I won't answer you!coz I don't know you!she reasoned to her mind.(but the phone keep on ringing)

Alas!curiosity got into her. Then she finally answered the call.

Hello?who's this?

Issa........(A voice that seems so familiar yet her mind can't remember a damn thing or a face that it belongs to?crap!why can't i remember?it's like im old or have memory issues at all,right?that voice is familiar.but as of the moment,my brain is not helping me on remembering.oh well.just forget it issa)then she continued her window shopping.

"Oh!i almost forgot...i need to buy some groceries and stuff(talking to myself is an habit im doing regularly with the elusion for company)

On her way down the elevator,her fone kept on ringing and same unknown number with that familiar voice of a guy is flashing on the screen.

Answering the call she practically yells on who ever is on the other line.

"Hey smart ass!better talk and i mean really talk coz your driving me nuts with suspense effect of yours.and mind you,i hate suspense.it's creepy and not healthy to my heart.so speak up,you babboon!(damn this man who ever he is for ruining my special day)

"Issa............"(that's the last straw of it.im really pissed right now)

"For the last time im warning you.better talk or im turning my fone off"(why on earth am i explaining my self on a stranger?this is becoming crazier and crazier every single minute that passes)

"Hmmnnn.....please dont!"

"You cant imagined all the things that i have done just to be able to get your precious number.

"Oh....."(that hit her like a bomb exploded from inside her heart.it made her knees go weak and she had to find something to sit on coz she might fall flat to the ground.luckily theres a nearby bench)

Oh...crap! I don't want to go back to that oh so familiar feelings again.theres no way im going back to that black hole i'ved stucked myself for almost 6 years now.

Not now......well, not ever!

"You can do this issa"she assured herself"Your not the same naive girl as before.your 21 now.older and wiser"

Seriously?!this cant be happening to me?not on my birthday!good lord.....

"Lance?!as in the late Lawrence Santillan?your alive again"she said mockingly.

Yeah!the one and only.ignoring her sarcasm

"How are you?"

"Well, im obviously fine.thank you for asking."the nerve of this guy.after what he did to me on that night?

"Are you mad at me baby?"(i can sense the pain in his voice...but why?his really confusing me???)

"Stop calling me baby coz for one im not your girl and second im not a child anymore." stupid moron

"But I love to call you my baby.and i refused to obey your command baby"

"Whatever!so what's up?(i have to congratulate myself for finishing that sentence perfectly.welldone Issa!)

"Any big news you want to share with me baby?"

Duh!What's with that sarcastic tone his using to me?so now his angry with me? pleeeeeeassssseee!!!!!spare me your drama coz your way too confusing.im the one who should get angry to you!not the other way around?!(I did not say that out loud.Instead, I answered it mentally)

"Baby, please answer me?!"

"Ok. To start with. Im still the same.same old me i guess.about anything else?well, I know nothing of big news i can tell you except that todays my birthday.happy!!!" stupid jerk

"Oh s**t I forgot?!Happy birthday baby!anything you want me to give you?

"Nothing. But thank you for that.anthing else you want to ask me,specifically?" I had to ask coz i felt that theres something more he wanted to know.

"How's Micheal?!"

"I dont know where he is right now?haven't heard a thing or two about him since he left.Im totally clueless!why youd asked anyway?"

"wait a sec?Michael left you?I thought you two are getting married?"

"Me and Michael...getting married?where did you get that idea?"(oh this is so nice!Im mrs micheal andrews???)

"From someone I know."

"Care to tell me who that might be?because as i remember right now, my surname is still del valle."(this is freaking insane!who would spread such gossip about me?Im just a nobody.plain and simple "Isabella del valle")

"Oh lets just forget all about this ok?!And to end this conversation, i will insert a new one." he sounds happy with that?!his really very complicated????

"Fine. If you dont want to tell me,then i guess its dead end.right?So i just pretend i didn't hear it. And so..."

"I'm going back home baby"

"And why do you have to tell me that?i dont see our connection?as ive told you.I-AM-NOT-YOUR-GIRLFRIEND!"(did he really thought that i'll go ecstatic with his news?like a love struck teenager?well,that was before?its was a long long long time ago.and obviously, i was too young then.not to mention too naive as well.

"why do i have this feeling that your mad at me?and if you are?why baby?"

I wanted to yell at him.to the top of my lungs.coz his pissing me off right now!so i count From 1 sheep to 10 sheep to calm myself.it really works alot, you know.smiling to myself at that thought.

"Why on earth am i be mad at you?Is there a reason for me to do so?"then i smiled sweetly as if he could see me.

"I really dont know baby.it's just that you sounded like a jealous girlfriend."what the hell???did he just laugh so hard on the other line?what is wrong with this guy?Is he delusional or plain psycho?

"I really dont see whats so funny about what you have just said?And for the nth time i told you.I.AM.NOT.YOUR.GIRLFRIEND"asshole.....

I still hear him laughing so hard in the other line...and his still laughing while saying "Baby your really so cute when your mad at me!Really cute,you know.specially with those denial issues of yours."

"ha-ha-ha.....so funny!

"Anyway,I have to go.see you when i get there.till then baby" and with that the line went dead.

"Thank you baby for this awesome birthday!"I talk to myself sarcastically.And yes, I better be get going so I could still finish what ive plan for.