confused heart

Same boring day......the thought that runs thru issa's mind repeatedly. Waking up early,cooking breakfast for mom and I, then wash the dishes,wash the clothes,take a bath,brush my teeth,put clothes on and lastly going to my room to read a novel.... Oh for the life of me!I really need big change in my life?????What could it be?a granted wish to a genie in a bottle or from a fairy-God-mother?for that she smiled to her self.... Then,she continued to read.... Issa is a typical 21 yr old girl.5'2 in height,fair complexion,tsinita and a body of a baby :-) She lives with her very sick mother.the only relative she has.her father died when she was still in her mother's womb. She works at a private school in town,as a guidance counselor. Today, though she considers it same old boring day?still this ones quite special.for it's her birthday.and that's why she asked for a day off. What should I do today?oh,dear lord? "issa" called her mother. Yes mom!I'm coming..... "hey,do you wanna go out?dine out or just go to the malls?" thanks.but no thanks!I'd rather stay at home. I'm not in the mood to go out. "ok. Just let me know if you changed your mind" "Thanks mom"then she goes back to her room again. But as she was about to lay back on her bed, she changes her mind instantly then quickly as a rabbit,she jumps out of her bed. Changed her clothes.then go downstairs.straight to her mothers bedroom. "mom, well...I changed my mind.can I go to the malls alone?to have some ME-TIME?" her mother smiled at her and says "ofcourse you can sweety,enjoy your day" Thanks mom!