Christina's Poems

Heartbreak Turn Around

You know that I like you

You are all that I want

You're sweet and kind

And not a dump.

I think you like me too

But I'm not quite sure

You know I'm still here waiting

But you still keep me on hold.

Tell me what you want

Do you like me or not?

I feel so much

I feel so hot.

I don't want to play games

I want a commitment.

So tell me what you want.

Tell me what you need.

(Chorus)

There's gonna be a heartbreak turn around

It's going to fall back on him

He should not have let me go.

He's gonna find out how I've been

I don't need him anymore

He'll surely find out soon

I have found someone better

Now he can go to the moon.

Deep! Deep! the feelings flow

Like blood from my broken heart

I didn't want to leave you

But we were falling apart.

You knew I had fallen for you

Now my heart is weeping loud.

With you gone, I don't know what to do

I feel like a lost cloud.

These tears are flowing down my face

Like the rain during a storm.

I just want to crawl away

And hide like an underground worm.

(Chorus)

You are back and ready to score

But now I have moved on

You write me letters and send me flowers

You call me at all the different hours.

You must not understand what "NO" means

It's what I've told you many times.

You just keep coming back to haunt me

Making me listen to you whine

(Chorus)

I'm sick of all this bullshit

I want you out of my life

I don't need your lies anymore

I'm about to be somebody's wife.

Just turn around and go away

It won't hurt me a bit

If you don't I will get mad

And cause you lots of shit

Let's leave it at that and just be friends

You know that's all I want

Go and find somebody new

So I can have some peace.

(Chorus)

This is not just a poem, but a song that I wrote after that unexpected visit from my ex.  I wasn't about to be anybody's wife at that time, and he wasn't calling me at all hours or sending me flowers, it just went well with the song.  It was my way of expressing the anger and hurt I felt at that time, but I'm glad things worked out the way they did.  Otherwise I wouldn't have found the love and bliss that I have with my husband.