Christina's Poems

I'm Gone

I've known so many guys

Who turned out to be real losers.

I went ahead and let myself fall

Until I got hurt by you.

I must decide how I want to live

If I want it to be with you or not.

But the only thing I can think of

Is all the hurt inside.

You know you're wrong for doing this

I just want to get you back.

My broken heart is weeping loud

All because you hurt me so bad.

I'll never let myself fall again

For I've come to learn your ways.

I've grown to be a mature woman

I've learned to control my emotions.

You said I'd never find anyone better

But I know I can do this.

My foolishness has run dry

I pray you will leave me alone.

I'm leaving now, I won't be back

I'm going to find me somebody new.

I can't take this, I've had enough

I'm sick of always feeling blue.

You said you loved me all the time

Even when we fought.

But I didn't know if you meant it

Or what you really thought.

I cared for you with all my heart

But now I only want us to be apart.

Please, if you will just go away

And don't ever come back.

This is another poem I wrote during those dark times in high school.  I wrote this one after that surprise visit from the ex.  I'm so glad I don't have to feel that way anymore.  :)