1 and a half months later...
Autumn
It's been 49 days, and 9 hours since it happened... I stood in the bathroom, looking at myself in the mirror. My skin was pale. Paler than usual, even for winter. My face still a little sunk in. I had lost weight. At least 15 pounds since I came home from the hospital. That my sister brought me home, and put me to bed. The kids seemed nervous around me. But they never said anything to me. Melissa had been by my side a lot since that day.
A lot of people around me, just watched me. Seemingly going about their business, but it was obvious everyone was worried. I hated it. I didn't want anyone fussing over me. I didn't deserve it. To be honest, I didn't feel like I deserved a single kind word, from anyone. But they still kept tryi
