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"Magandang araw mga kahugot! This Is DJ Xue signing in.... At ang hugot of the day ko ngayon ay ito....
'Ingatan mo hangga’t nandiyan pa.
Ingatan mo hangga’t alam mong mahal mo pa.
Ingatan mo hangga’t may panahon ka pa.
Ingatan mo hangga’t kayang kaya mo pa.
Ingatan mo hangga’t mahal ka pa niya.
Kasi pag hindi mo iningatan yan, baka mawala pa, baka mapunta pa sa iba.
Pag hindi mo iningatan yan, baka magsawa at layuan ka, ikaw lang din ang kawawa, ikaw lang din sa huli ang luluha.
So, mga kahugot, as I promise yesterday that I'll share my senior high school memories, Ito na po yun babasahin ko na po sa inyo kasi nakasulat po ito saking diary ...,
'Hello Memories
Hello. Are you still there? I just wanna tell you how I miss you. Do you remember, when we first met in senior high school. you loved her so much. And I loved him so much. But then she hurted you, and he hurted me. We are both hurted, but we didn't show it.
The next grade. We were in the same class. We started to getting close. I know your house. You know my house. I start to annoy you. In english class, even in biology class. We always in the same team, same group, same task, same condition. Do our homework together. Greeting me in the middle of the night, and asking how I do my mathematic homework, that actually I know you can do it yourself. I know your dream. You know my dream. And we have one same dream. To study abroad, in germany. We always in the same activity, same extacurricular. Red cross, scout, rohis. We didn't plan it before. Just an accident I think. A beautiful accident.
I'm still remember, when I rudely wanna play voleyball in rain, and you afraid of me. Taking my ball and prohibit me to play.
I'm still remember, when you out of class in free time. Went to meet me in front of class, laughing together, sharing story each other. Then you ask me to go to the library together. But I decline.
I'm still remember, when you touched my shoulder, and I shocked that it was you that touched me. And you just asking some unimportant thing.
I'm still remember, when you try to talk with me in front of class, before japanese class time, and look like you wanna talk with me a bit longer.
I'm still remember, when we ate meatball together, just you and me. Waiting our ojol pick us up.
I'm still remember, when we do our teamwork task, in my house, to take a scene. You have to wear a mask, but you didn't know how to use it. So I help you to put my mask on your neck. And it was very close.
I'm still remember, when we rode tandom bicycle in taman mini. And go home together by car.
I'm still remember, when in our graduation. You choose to sit beside me. And ask me to sit beside you. The ball room were darker, and you started to tell your story about reaching your dream.
And then we reach our dream separately. You still in Jakarta, and I went to Solo. I'm with my medicinal class, and you're with your engineering class. So far that we never meet again until holiday comes.
I'm still wait for you. But I don't know if you wait me too. I don't know whether you keeping your heart for me or no. I don't know whom you love right now and before. I dont know if I was wrong to wait for you, wait for your love to me. I don't know if your whole behaviour were mean for me or no. and I'm afraid I just wrong to think all of it, to think that you love me..
I know you there. Always there when there is me. But I don't know whom you love.
I just hurted when a few month ago, you act like you love another girl, in front of me. The girl that hurted you before. My heart was broken. And I decide to show you that I never want you, never love you, and never want us to be together.
Then, those memory disappear gradually as I try to forget you.
But now they come. Remembering me all of our sweet memory. Are you remembering them too..?"
Napabuntong hininga si Xue matapos basahin ang kanyang Diary. Napaisip tuloy sya kung saan na bang lupalop ng mundo ang Aeris Blyze na yun. Nakakamiss din ang taong yun ....
"There you go mga kahugot ang Sweet Memory ng senior high ko! Nakakamiss maging teenager noh! Kasi yan ang parte ng buhay natin na pinaka masaya, walang pinoproblema, malaya kang gawin ang mga gusto mo, walang pressure at kagaya ko, siguro yung iba sa inyo naranasan ding magka crush, ma in love, o mabigo... "
Sa pagbabalik tanaw nya sa nakaraan hindi na namalayan ni Xue ang oras, kung dipa sumenyas si Zeke sa kanya dipa nya malalaman na tapos ng duty nya.
"Mga kahugot bago po ako magpaalam sa inyo , nais ko po sanang manawagan na kung sino man po ang nakakita o nakakuha ng celpon ko, kulay rainbow po yung casing at may pangalan po sa likod na "Reyna Xue Hugotera". personalized po ang casing nun kaya nag iisa lang yun sa mundo, paki contact lang po ang 143 heart radio.. Maraming salamat po!... at ang hugot kong iiwan sa inyo ay......
'Kahit napakahalaga pa ng isang tao sa buhay mo at kahit napaka espesyal niya pa sa puso mo Darating pala yung araw na magmimistula na lang siyang ordinaryong tao para sayo....
Happy weekend mga kahugot.. Dj Xue signing off."
Malapad ang ngiting pinatay na ni Aires ang sterio ng kotse nya bago lumabas at lumipat sa big bike nito para tunguhin ang waiting shed na tinatambayan nya. Ngayong alam na nyang hindi pa rin sya nakakalimutan ni Xue siguro panahon na rin para magpakita na sya sa dalaga....
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