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'On those mistakes that you made, she doesn’t blame you. She knows the every angle, your point and what made you think to do that thing. In your every actions, she is there just in case you need help. She doesn’t care if it will hurt her but rather she knows what will be the result of your actions and what kind of experience you are going to get from these things. In every words you emit from your mouth, she just understands it even though it is considered ruthless, she just forgive you. Even if you just keep on blabbering all day, she will just ogle at you and smile at you. Even if you have bad traits, she will still accept you. If you cry, she will just hug you to let you know that you are not alone. If you are sad, she will do anything to make you happy. If you are angry, she will say sorry and cuddle you. If you are on your bad days, he will be there for you all day. All what you do, she will do anything just to make you happy. Being valued is what you really see on her every actions and she's motive is that, “That is you, this is me. No matter who you are, I will still accept you.” That is what you really want to hear, don’t you?'
Nagtatalo ang isip at puso ni Prince habang nakatingin sa picture frame ni Mia na nakasabit sa loob ng kwarto nya. Gustong gusto na nyang sirain ang pangako nila noon ni Mia sa isa't isa na "Bawal umibig sa isa't isa" pero nagdadalawang isip naman sya. Inabot nyang picture frame sa dingding saka binuksan ang likod nun at kinuha ang picture. Bumalik sya sa kama at patihayang humiga dun. Tiningnan nyang likod ng picture kung saan may isinulat si Mia na pinagtawanan pa nya noon, pero ngayon kinagigiliwan na nyang basahin ng paulit ulit.
'I’m not perfect
I’m never going to be perfect. I am never going to be as beautiful as a supermodel. I am never going to be as thin as a straw. I am never going to be as funny as a comedian, or as smart as Einstein. But I will love you more then anyone ever could. My love for you will be more perfect then anything you could imagine. My hearts love will be more beautiful then the most beautiful supermodel. My love for you makes me feel thinner then air. The thought of you ever loving me, seems like the biggest joke to everyone everywhere. My love for you makes me constantly keep thinking. Makes me smarter with the ways I try to hide my love for you. But you will never find anyone who could ever love you as much as I do. This isn’t a temporary crush, this is a hopeless love and fantasy of mine. Waking up everyday with a smile on my face just knowing there is a slight chance you love me back. Going to bed every night thinking about what it’s like to be yours. To be loved by you would be a dream come true. There’s only one thing keeping us apart. I am a dreamer a believer constantly falling and hurting myself. Whereas you are a doer and a crowd pleaser. Always knowing what to say and keeping your head above water. But you could never love me because I choose to express myself differently. I have scars all along my arms and legs. I’ve got burns all along my shoulder blades. My rib cage is slowly becoming more and more visible. But yet you still smile at me in the hallway, on the street. You still talk to me. The day you found out that I hurt myself I said “I’m not perfect and I’m sorry.” You turned to me and lifted your sleeve. You said the words I will never forget “I guess that makes two of us then."
❤❤Mia Kehmer
Binaliktad ulit ni Prince ang picture ni Mia. 'Napakaganda mo talaga bestfriend.' Pinasadahan ng daliri nya ang mapungay nitong mga mata, matangos na ilong, makinis na pisngi at nakakaakit nitong labi.
'Maniwala ka man o hindi, pinigilan ko. Pinigilan ko yung sarili ko na mahalin ka, gustuhin ka at pangarapin ka hindi lang para sa akin kundi para na rin sayo. Kasi alam ko, sa huli masasaktan lang natin ang isa’t isa, masasaktan lang tayo. Kaya hangga’t maaari idenistansya ko ang sarili ko sayo. Pero isang araw, gumising na lang ako na may nararamdan ng kakaiba. Para bang ako'y nakulong sa mga kamay mo, at sa pag-ibig na nararamdaman ko. Gustuhin ko mang lumayo sayo, dinadala pa rin ako ng puso ko sa direksyon mo. Nagising ako, sa katotohanan na hindi ko pala kayang lumayo sayo. Hindi ko pala kayang mawala ka sa piling ko. Hindi ko pala kayang suwayin ang sinisigaw ng puso ko - ikaw. Ikaw yung gusto ko.'
Inilapat nya sa kanyang dibdib ang hawak na larawan ni Mia, dun sa bandang puso nya, bakasakaling marinig nito ang binubulong ng kanyang puso..
'Bestfriend, Ikaw yung gusto kong makasama. Ikaw yung araw-araw na gusto kong makita. Ikaw ang tanging nagpapasaya sakin at ayokong mawala ka. Kaya kahit mahirap gawin pipilitin kong rendahan itong aking damdamin, para hindi ko masira ang pangako natin sa isa't isa. Ok na saking mag bestfriend tayo basta't wag ka lang mawawala sa buhay ko... Mia Kehmer!
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