The Crush That Haunts Her

Horrible situation

Everyone is asking where it is Drake?.

Everyone is wondering why it is taking so long, and then we hear sirens and ambulances; then I see his woman trying to call his phone but no answer. She is worried and crying. I do feel sorry for her. I go over towards where she is at. "Ferra, it's going to be ok. He is here," I told her.

"Are you sure Raven he will be here" and she started to cry on my shoulder, and then she is like, "I love him so much, and I am so sorry how I treated you in school; I would see how he would look at you even though you would be in your own little world, but you would read under the tree outside? You would put a blanket down and lay on your stomach and read your book, but you had no idea how many boys loved that view, trust me. you had admired, but they never showed they would secretly look at you, but us girls knew though."

"I was jealous of you, and you always had his attention," she says.

"what do you mean his attention, Ferra? He was mean to me and hurt me."

"I know, but let me finish. It didn't matter what you did or where you were; he would find you and give you a hard time so he can have your attention. Don't you get it he was in love with you?" 

"Stop, Ferra. This is not nice to put me through this, ok. I do not want to bring up bad memories, ok."

"You Raven was always pretty, and us girls were just jealous, and I am telling you the truth about Drake. He loved you, and Seth was in love with you also, but he never made a move. and ask him why he never made a move, go on ask your boyfriend why he didn't make a move on you." She said.

"I want to make sure you're ok first, Ferra. I am, but what I did to you in school should never happen. I took Drake away from what he wanted the most, and that is you because I told him you never wanted him and called him a manwhore. I am so sorry, but I wanted him, and when I was in school, I already and I always get whatever I wanted." she said.

"But now?" I asked 

"I just want to fix that Horrible situation to make amends to you," she says and smiles.

I had to see first if she is ok, then I moved over towards Seth, such a lovely man; kind and caring always been great to me even in school; he never made fun of me. He always stayed in the back but never stopped it, but he always made them leave made something up they had to do or go somewhere; anyway, I would go and asked him what Ferra said to me. I wanted to know what they really talk about when I was not around them. 

"Seth, honey," I whispered in his ear; he turned around and kissed me on the cheek, and I wish I could just let him kiss me and give him all of me.

We went upstairs to my bedroom and sat on my bed.

"I want to ask you something about what I heard from your friend. Will you tell me, ok."

"OK, baby, what do you need to know," he says.

"Were you in love with me in school?" I asked him.

Seth looked shocked about what I asked him. " Who told you ?" Ferra did, honey."

"She also told me you're not the only one that was in love with me. She said Drake was also, is that true?"

He sighs then he looks me into my eyes.

"Yes, Ravey Bird, who do you think gave you that nickname? It wasn't meant for being mean; he saw you as his little bird.

I gasp.