The Crush That Haunts Her

Friday for the cookout

Raven P.O.V

It's going to be ok. As I was saying that to myself in the mirror, my new boyfriend  Seth was saying, "Baby, it is going to be ok. They changed, I promise you, and so did I." He says.

Everything is going wonderful, but I feel I need something different in my life. I like Seth, but my heart is thumping only for Drake. It is something about him that makes me so happy. I don't know why I wanted it to be him for the first time, and I love him so much even though he was an ass to me in school.

I am in the corner, and I look at Seth, I mouth "come here babe," I mouthed

 !Wow! Seth is handsome and smart, brilliant, and kind. He has a wonderful smile also, and I am so happy with him. It takes some of the tension away from my life, but when I hear Drake or see his picture, my breath pitches, and I am so sleepy.

I see more people at this cookout, and I am not responding and interacting with the guests.

I love the music and company. They look like they are having a wonderful time. I am also having a wonderful time, and they are very friendly.

I see my boyfriend Seth look at his cell, and I am like Drake texting him and saying that he is on his way.

 I am very nervous. I am fidgeting a lot, and then I hear my cell beep, and then I notice it's Drake; he is like when I get there, we need to talk."

I was like, what?

Then I text back and say, "Ok," then I swallow hard. I looked over at Seth, and he noticed me over there texting and with a smile on my face and big eyes when I got the text message.

I  look up, and I have a shocked look on my face when I see her. I am like, what, but where is Drake?