chapter 23 posted
Dustin pov
i did not want to go to this ball but my father is making me,
“Son, if you do not find your mate you will not be alpha, i will stay alpha until you do.”
“But dad,. i don't need a mate to be alpha, I am strong without one. i can rule this pack and make it even stronger,”
“And with a mate you can make it even stronger,” I sighed, knowing he was not going to let this go. so i decided to humor him,
“Fine, if i find her, i will bring her right home, then we will wait two days to have the luna ceremony, are you happy?”
:”Yes, but you will not reject her when you become alpha, you have to stay with her for two years to make sure that is what you want to do. if you reject her any sooner than that, then i will take your title away and become alpha once more, do i make myself clear?” dam it, he knew me all to well,
“Fine, fine dad. you win, i will wait two years, and then if i decide to reject her i will, and it would be my choice,” He nodded and then told me to make some phone calls for him, I still wonder why he wanted me to have a mate so badly, after mom died so long ago, he says mates slow us down, now he wants me to have a mate, this is just crazy, but fine, I have to do what he says, or i will never be able to become alpha, if she isn’t there, maybe i can talk some female to pretend to be my mate for two years, i'm sure whe she finds out she will be luna, she will agree to it right away, but that's only if my mate is not there, I will promise her the world. I will promise her money, jewelry, everything that she will ever want, as long as she stays with me for two years. My dad was about to leave, then turned around looking at me. He acted like he wanted to say more. and well he did. I didn’t like what he had to say.
“Son, If you do have a mate. Make sure she is strong, do not let her end up like your mother, she was weak, I should have rejected her when I found out she was my mate. but The mate bond was too strong. I had tried to protect her and have her trained to get strong, but she just didn’t want to. she believed that the alpha should take care of their luna, her mother had brain washed her into thinking that. I tried again and again to get her to train, she wouldn't even go horseback riding with me. one night during the cold war It was dark and stormy. i am not proud of what i had done the day before, i wanted her to think she needed to get stronger, I had been flirting with a female. she saw me with my arm around her. When I came home, she slapped me and told me i was good for nothing, we were arguing all night long.
“i remember that night, i didn't know what had happen but mom was cussing you out, calling you all kinds of names,”
“Correct, I didn’t know she had it in her, She knew everything about fighting, she knew how to hit, kick, even a roundhouse kick. I yelled at her asking why she didn't tell me this. She told me her mother told her alphas did not like a strong luna, i thought she was fu@cking out of her mind, We argued through the night until the next night, she was fed up with it, and ran out of the house, i ran after her but the time i caught up with her, rogue soldiers had her and tore her apart. she didn't even have a chance. In her mind i was coming to save her, but i was there too late to do that, So, if you find her, make sure at that moment, she is not brainwashed, make sure she is strong. and for crying out loud, don't let her lie to you about not knowing how to fight, now your mother loved us with all her heart, she protected you when you was just a baby, But its time to man up and find a mate.`` He didn't say anything else, He turned his back to me than walked away. I never knew this about my mother, Why would she hide about being strong, thats just crazy. Now i need to find a strong luna if she is going to last the two years with me, she's going to need a back bone,
Lake, Dustin's dad, pov
I knew i was full of shi+ what really killed his mother was being unfaithful, She had cheated on me several times, I will never tell Dustin about this, that night i was flirting with a woman, i kissed her and had my arm around her that's when his mother saw me. when i came home she slapped the shi+ out of me cussing me out calling me all kinds of names, it was her love that came one night looking for her, he wanted her as his mate, But he didn't know i was home, She ran out the door and i followed her, and so did he, He begged for her to come with him to reject me to be with him., she said she couldn't, i was her mate, she had a child with me, she wasn't going to abandon him for her lover, He took out a knife and stabbed her over sixty times, he ran off, when i caught up to him, i ripped his head right off his shoulders. That's what really happened, But i will never tell Dustin that she was the unfaithful one. i do not want him to think ill thoughts about her, she was a wonderful mother, and luna she just couldn't stay faithful that's all. I knew I gave him something to think about. something hard to think about, He really didn’t need to have a luna by his side. It's just that I wanted him to feel the love that I once shared with his mother. than maybe be will stay with her and have a heir, Maybe just maybe he will see what he really needs, who knows,