Choosing The Omega

A feeling of betrayal

SELENE’S POV

After I spoke to my father I had a new perspective on everything that was happening to me. It was clear that I was alone in all of this. Neither my father nor my mother was willing to stand by me and do what was right, I knew deep inside that Adonis was not my mate and that my mother had probably broken my mate bond with my original mate who was possibly Alexis. I was angry at both of them and although they kept saying I was to accept that this was the way things were supposed to be from now on I just couldn’t bear the thought of being stuck with Adonis and even having babies for him.

Speaking of babies…I had been feeling very sick lately and I was suspecting that I could be pregnant. If I was pregnant that would damage a lot of my parent's plans and it would mean that my plan would have worked way better than I expected it to. The only thing that I had wanted when I had s*x with Alexis was because I knew that knowing that someone else had me before he would completely drive Adonis crazy and I just wanted to irritate him and show my mother that they had no control over my life although they still had some control over it.

“Come on now it’s time for bed my darling” Adonis said after we had dinner as he stood up and held my hand and then lead me to what was supposed to be my room but I had lost ownership of it as soon as I was cursed with him by my mother. Fighting Adonis in front of my mother was hard because she seemed to be paying attention to everything that I did around her and I didn’t want to set her off. Pissing my mother off or making her feel like a loser was not a good idea especially since I had hopes that one day she would accept Alexis and give our relationship a chance.

“goodnight everyone,” I said hesitantly, I didn’t even want to imagine what Adonis was rushing off to do with me in the room.

After we were out of sight from the rest of the family Adonis let go of my hand as if I disgusted him and I only wished he knew that the feeling was mutual. He disgusted me as much as I disgusted him. We silently walked back into the room and he slammed the door shut and then locked it. He strolled towards me as he put his hands in his pockets and although I wasn't afraid of Adonis in the slightest way, I was afraid of all the authority that had been given to him by my mother. she had handed me over to him on a silver platter and I was afraid of all the things that he could do to me.

“Ok now take off your clothes” he commanded me

"Why would I do that?” I asked him

“Because I told you to,” he said, his voice cold as ice

“Well I don’t want to,” I said boldly, it wasn’t Adonis I was afraid of but my mother and he certainly wasn’t about to make me sweat for nothing because my mother wasn't here to reprimand me for disobeying him. He grabbed me roughly by my arm and I felt a little pain as he twisted my arm and started groping my breasts violently.

“It's time for you to know that all this belongs to me,” he said

I said nothing as he threw me on top of the bed and I felt a sharp shooting pain on my stomach, I couldn’t even move.

“Open those legs” he commanded and although I intended to fight him off me I couldn’t and that was because of my mother. I found myself slowly opening my legs as he unzipped his pants and roughly placed himself on top of me and right between my legs.

He licked his fingers while staring into my eyes in a way that I did not find seductive but rather gross and very disgusting. Having his hands on my skin was disgusting enough to make my skin crawl. He shoved his fingers into my dry slit and started thrusting in and out so hard I was sure that I started bleeding and that was confirmed as I started feeling some liquid going down my thighs.

But he soon removed his fingers from inside me and stared at me with eyes filled with disgust and pure hatred, I wished I could laugh at him at this moment but I was in too much pain to do so. Something was seriously wrong with me.

“You b***h… you slept with him!” he exclaimed as he got off me

“That’s right, I slept with him because I love him,” I said with a smile while I attempted to musk the excruciating pain that I was feeling and I didn’t want him to see that I was in pain.

“You will pay for that betrayal,” he said as he pointed his crooked finger at me and then stormed out of the room, I was certain that he was going to report me to my mother but I didn’t care. I had done what I wanted and I had gotten the reaction that I was after.

Adonis was a douche bag and I knew that he wasn’t angry because I had slept with Alexis and ‘betrayed him’ but he was rather angry at me because I had slept with Alexis before I slept with him. He felt entitled to my virginity just as he felt entitled to this entire kingdom. But the kingdom was not one of my concerns.

I knew what was going to happen next, my mother was probably going to summon me and then question me and Alexis over what we had done. But what was done was done and there was nothing anyone could do to give me my virginity back so they would have to accept the reality.