forbidden desires

chapter 23

Ashley.

I'd spent time with Ellie we went shopping one day and she stayed the night as we had a girls night and just stayed up talking up early morning, I don't know what it'd be like to have a sister but I believe it'd be like my relationship with her is. the next day we invited Ann along, we got our nails done and hair and shopped. we gossiped about things and had lunch just enjoying ourselves. I'd seen a beautiful night gown, it was lacy and red. it was basically see through but when I saw it I knew I wanted it. I waited till they were shopping some where else and went back to get it. it's short and lacy with a thong and everything I need to surprise chase with. Ellie and Ann both stayed that night as we stayed up late watching movies and eating popcorn. I really enjoyed my girl time. I had been talking to chase through text because I was busy with the girls but I didn't feel like he was upset with me. he knew I was just having some me time and for that I was so thankful and happy. it'd been so long since I'd just enjoyed myself. now tonight we did our hair and makeup. I went s little darker with mine, even though I was wearing sweats and tee. I was dropping Ellie off at home then I was going to surprise chase. I was nervous but excited when I knocked on his door. but the look on his face told me he was surprised.

" hey".

I breathed out when he was standing there and smiling at me

" hey doll what are you out and about doing?"

I shrugged

" just dropped Ellie off and figured I'd see if I could crash tonight "

he moved to the side letting me in

" you can always stay here you know that."

I smiled taking him in, he was only in his sweats but God he smelled so good.

" you want me to throw your bag upstairs?".

I shook my head

" do you mind if I clean up some it's been a long day "

he smiled at me kissing my cheek

" make yourself at home doll."

I nodded blushing as I started my way up his stairs. I knew he'd make sure I was sure about this but I was. I got myself changed and made sure my make up and hair were both still okay before I made my way back down. I found him on the. couch watching TV. I watched him for a moment and I didn't have any doubt about this. I knew I wanted to have s*x with him I wasn't nervous like with Jake I knew I was doing the right thing. I had butterflies yes but that was because I was in something some what sexy and this would be our first time. he hasn't touched me in so long being the friend I need. but now I need him in other ways. I need him to be my boyfriend. my man. my lover. I didn't have any doubts in my mind about that. I'd done my win thing for days now and he didn't complain. I'd lived and been so busy we only talked over the phone and all he'd say is how much he missed me. he would go out of his way to see me. and he always made sure my needs were taken care of. I knew he was right for me. now I just needed to show him how much I appreciate the small things he'd done for me. he'd helped me find myself again without being so pushy about his own needs.

I finally moved from my spot coming into view and his mouth fell open. exactly the reaction I was hoping for.

" damn ash that is definitely something to show off".

I blushed at his comment going to staddle him as his hand fell to my waist

" someone is feeling naughty".

I giggled nodding my head biting my lip

" you have no idea"

I breathed and I watched his eyes roam over my basically exposed body.

he held my hips tightly

" baby girl I need you to explain to me what is going on before lose my mind because I am a man and I can only handle so much"

I kissed his neck as he rolled his head

" I want you chase all of you. but I want to play first"

I rolled my hips into him as he groaned

I bit his collar bone

" I haven't gotten to play in so long"

he groaned grabbing my face with both hands kissing me roughly and I moaned into it.

I needed this so bad. I needed him.

" I need you to understand something"

he put his head against mine breathing hard

and I nodded letting him know I was listening

" if I f**k you tonight you are mine. not going back no being friends you are mine only mine".

I rolled my hips into him smirking

" I was hoping you'd say that".

he kissed down my neck leaving marks I knew I'd never be able to cover in the morning but I didn't care.

" does this mean your ready? ready for us? ready to be with me?".

I moaned out as his tongue left a trail down my neck. I suck to my knees pulling at his waist band

" chase I've never been more sure of something in my life."

he moaned out lifting his hips as I pulled his pants down. his hard member coming out.

I licked my lips looking at it. I had missed this. missed the excitement it offered as I went down on him

" you don't have to doll"

I kissed it licking it

" oh God but I need to"

he moaned grabbing my head and pushing me down.

moaning as I took him in my throat. I knew I was going to enjoy this. I wanted to be naughty and i wanted to feel sexy and in the moment I felt like I was on top of the world.

I took him over and over in my throat as my eye watered. his had. pushing me down to take it I moaned around him as he cursed. I looked up at him and he was watching me with wide eyes.

chase.

I wasn't expecting her to come by. I honestly figure Ellie would stay another night. but when she showed up at my door. make up all down up but in sweats I knew they'd had a good time.

but then she came back down agreeing that this was it in some lacy see through outfit I almost busted right then and there. I think she was horny and didn't actually understand what she was agreeing to but I was going to give my girl what she needed. as she took me in her mouth over and over. I knew a part of me just knew my girl was back, the crazy girl who took what she wanted and left me speechless was back. she moaned around me as I shoved my had ddick down her throat. looking at me with watery eyes.

I let her head for knowing she hadn't swallowed since me since we'd last done this

" ash baby girl I'm gonna nut"

groaned out throwing my head back. she sunk herself further down taking all of me as I came hard. I hadn't c*m in so long I felt like I was the one seeing stars.

she sucked me a little longer before sitting back on her knees looking up at me

" I swallowed daddy"

my head jerked forward looking at her with her tongue out and I pulled her to me straddling me as I explored her mouth

" f**k baby girl you really want to be naughty"

she ground her hips into mine

" I need it daddy. I need to finally be myself"

I moaned out as she did. lifting her so I could sink between her legs sitting on the floor I ripped the panties from her body smacking her ass

making her gasp

" you gonna give it all to me doll."

I said before diving into her wet core.

" yes"

she moaned out as I ate her. slipping a finger in her leg over my shoulder holding her firm ass as I pleased her.

" oh daddy"

I smacked her ass making her jerk. I sucked her clit in nibbling lightly as I pounded my fingers into her wet pussy

" that's it babygirl squirt all over me".

a was being rough eating her hard and her hips jerking as she moaned rocking her hips. when I knew she was close I hooked my fingers and rubbed her clit fast making her legs shake the way I wanted as she rocked her body, calling my name.

she had squirted all over my face and chest. she came down she fell back on to my lap both of us now on the floor.

she finally caught her breath leaning up blushing

" I'm so sorry".

she breathed out.

I pulled her top down exposing her t**s and hard n*****s taking my hand and rubbing it along my chest then rubbing it on hers twisting her nipples

" never apologize to me again"

she gasped as I twisted hard. her hips rocking again and I smirked at her

" I won't".

she called out.

I smirked

" what do you want Ashley?"

she moaned " you d**k"

I rubbed more of her c*m along her chest as she watches biting her lip

" you look so f*****g sexy right now"

I twisted her n****e the other hand dipping to her core feeling her p***y quivering with need.

" if I give you this d**k your mine Ashley. no going back"

she looked me in the eyes

" I hoped you'd say that"

that was all it took I laid her beautiful body in front of my fire place. between her legs letting my hand spread her beautiful pussy

" f**k baby girl you are a sight."

she moaned throwing her head back

" only thing is. I don't have a condom"

she looked at me grabbing me stroking me slowly

" he wore one. I don't care if you do I'm on birth control"

I nodded throwing my head back as her hand worked me

" I'm clean do you trust me"

" oh f**k yes chase more than you know"

she was Moaning softly as I spread her lips with my fingers.

I started to sink myself in but she was so tight I was scared of hurting her of busting a nut to fast.

she raised her hips taking me all the way in crying out my name. I kissed the tears that came to her face but I didn't move. I didn't want to hurt her not matter how good I felt.

. Ashley.

God he was so big it hurt so bad but I didn't care I wanted him. I wanted to be f****d like I knew he could.

" daddy".

I called out as he kissed my face. he slowly began to move. but I needed more.

" please daddy faster"

he looked me in my eyes and I nodded that was all he need and he began to thrust hard and fast one hand on my thigh as the other squeezed my breasts. I called out over and over until my core felt like it would explode. he pulled out slapping my clit then moving roughly as I squirted again all over his carpet.

he means down licking up my juices as I came down. my legs shaking as he held them open. him moaning around me.

he looked up when I was catching my breath and smirked

" oh I'm not done with you"

he flipped me over thrusting back inside me roughly

" daddy".

I screamed as he pounded into me over and over. his hand moving to my throat and holding not to hard but damn just enough make me want to explode again

" one more time for me doll"

grunted out as he thrust hard and fast. I couldn't stop it even if I wanted to I came hard. and he slowed down and I felt him filling me up for the first time.

" oh God chase please"

I called out not knowing what I was begging for. he continued to thrust until we were both breathing hard and we both fell to the floor he gathered me in his arms kissing my lips then my best before falling back

" Ashley"

he whispered out of breath

" daddy"

I said back and be squeezed my hip

holding me close.

" that's was f*****g amazing"

I giggled

" oh you have no idea. I didn't know it could be like that".

he held me to his chest and I breathed him in

" will it always been like that?"

I asked and he kissed my head

" if I can help it yes".

I sighed out happy in his arms.

he went to move but I pouted

" don't worry love just cleaning us up"

I nodded eyes closed.

he lifted my body up and I looked down seeing a small spot of blood and on his light carpet and got embarrassed. I didn't think that would happen since I'd already lost my virginity.

he held me kissing my head

" don't even worry with it. I'll clean it up"

" I'm sorry"

I whispered into his chest he chuckled

" no I am I didn't realize you'd feel so good I may have been a little rough seeing as well you know"

I knew he didn't want to say it but I knew what he was thinking.

he set me on his bathroom counter as I watched his naked body move around the bathroom and he started a bath. then he came back to me kissing my collar bone lightly. I sighed out enjoying his warm body.

when the tub had enough water he picked me up and set me in but surprised me as he came in behind me. he pulled me back to rest on his chest as the hot water covered our bodies.

he kissed my shoulders and my neck

" I am so sorry I should've been more gentle but this should help"

I grabbed his hand holding it

" it was everything I wanted. don't be sorry. I'm just happy to be here with you happy to know that s*x can be well that"

he chuckled behind me

" I always knew we'd be amazing together"

he placed a small kiss behind my ear.

after he washed my body and dried us both he pulled one of his shirts over my head as he pulled his boxers on. we crawled into his large bed and he held me in his arms me head on his chest.

would it always be like this? would i always feel so loved after?

" I meant it ash. your mine now. I don't want to just be your friend I want more with you"

chase.

I had no idea she'd still be so tight but once I was in there it was like I had no control anymore. I felt like I'd been selfish after I saw the small blood stain. ass hat hadn't even been working with anything to be proud of if I made her bleed.

but she told me she was happy and okay.

as I was holding her I felt like everything has come together. but I needed her to know how serious I was she looked up at me smiling

" I want more with you also"

I held her tighter

" will you be my girlfriend?"

she giggled playing with my chest hair and kissing my chest

" absolutely"

I let out a sigh. I wouldn't mess this up again I was finally going to just let myself be happy with her. and if it's anything like it has been I know I will be happy. she's so fun and full of life. she's down to do just about anything even if I'm exhausted and just want to stay home and watch a movie I know I can always ask her to join with out her being bored.

I looked down at the woman in my arms and I couldn't help it I needed her again.

I rolled her to her back as her leg wrapped around mine. I placed small kisses along her chest breathing her in

" if you are to sore I understand"

I whispered against her lips

" I want you again daddy"

I groaned kissing her hard.

this time I took my time with her beautiful body letting my hands and lips touch every inch of her trying to imprint it in my mind in case I woke up in the morning and this was all a dream.

we both found our highs again calling each other's names.

as I cleaned her up she had a small smile on her lips and her eyes were closed. she looked happy care free.

getting into bed and pulling her body back into mine I held her. kissing her lips. I never wanted this to end. I'd hold on to her as long as I could.