The Fate of Love( BOOK 1)

Chapter 46

Lance Gabriel Martinez Povs

Akala ko katapusan ko na ...when I saw David pointing the gun in my head....and I did understand..why he did that...

I was making love with her wife right in front of him...

At kung sa akin man nangyari yun..baka kanina pa ako nakapatay..

Galit na galit ang mukha ni David na nakatitig sa akin,habang nakatutok pa din sa akin ang baril nahawak niya...he really wants to kill me...but his dad keep asking him to stop...

What's with him?? anak niya si David dapat hayaan niya na akong mabaril nang anak niya! masama akong tao!! I deserve those sh*ts!! Even dad already told me about them,It still didn't sink into my head!

But..I guess iba talaga ang buhay na kinalakihan ko..kung si Dad pa iyon...he never asked me to drop the gun.. instead ako pang tutukan niya nang baril,para lang ituloy ko ang pagbaril sa taong may atraso sa akin ..

Kung alam niya lang kung gaanu din kasakit kung ganu din kahirap sa akin ang gawin iyon kay Bella....f*CK!! alam kong maling mali ang ginawa kong iyon,lalo na nasa ispirito Siya nang sexpill ..

But again I didn't have any choice,Wla na akong nagawa kundi ang sundin ang kademonyohan nang hayop na yun!I can't even believe why I was raised by someone like him! His a perfect definition of evil!

Agad kong namang naalala si mom...pero ganun nalang ang gulat ko , nang nakita kong wla na ito sa monitor..nakain na ka siya nang buwaya?Did that evil drag her down?agad akong nabahala at gustong gusto kunang puntahan si mommy ...pero Wala akong magawa nakatutok parin ang baril ni David sa ulo ko..

"Papatayin kitang hayop ka!!Walang puwang ang katulad mo sa mundong ito!!" He yelled..

Sobrang,gulo na nang sitwasyon..

Wala na akong pakialam kung mapatay ako ni David ngayon..Patapon na ang buhay ko...Anu pabang panghihinayangan ko...

Bigla naman akong napatingin sa gawi ni Bella ngayon,na wala pa ding malay...at hubod hubad pa din ito...Hindi ko na natakpan ang katawan niya, After we did...because David came over at Galit na Galit ito..

Nakatutok pa din ang baril nito sa akin..Pero isinawalang bahala ko iyon..agad kong nilapitan ang hubad na katawan ni Bella at binalot ko iyon nang kumot..na mas lalong nagpaigting nang galit ni David.

" DONT F*CKING!! TOUCH HER!!" he said full of anger..and the next thing I know...duguan na ang balikat ko....

" What the...he just shoot me..." Ang tanging nasabi ko sa sarili ko..

" David stop!!! " Ang pigil ng daddy Niya ..

" no dad..stay out of this.. because kahit anung sasabihin mo, I will f*cking kill that evil man!". Ang matigas na wika ni David....

I saw the fire on his eyes..na kahit ama niya hindi niya na kayang sundin...and that's because of what I've done... Kasalanan ko...

Muli niya na sana akong barilin ,but ganun nalang ang gulat ko ,when someone step in front of me ..it was Mr Alonzo..

I'm ready to die any moment.. because I deserve to..wla na ding halaga ang buhay ko..mom is gone...kaya para san pang mabuhay ako?

" Dad! Anu ba!! umalis ka Jan please" pakiusap ni David sa ama..

" No David...kinakain kana nang Galit mo!! Pero kung hindi ka talaga makikinig sa akin,then be it! shoot me first!" Ang sagot Ng ama niya sa kanya..

" what is he thinking?? I can't believe this man..he is willing to die just to save an evil like me??" Ang bulong ko sa sarili ko

Nakikita ko ang bakas na pagtataka sa mukha ni David.. even me..I don't really understand,why he acted like this..

" Dad !what the hell is happening to you?? didn't you know that man, trying to kill us? ang nagpapahirap sa akin? sa Amin ha? And he f*cking rape of my wife,for god sake!!!now please dad..please back off" David yelled ..

" please anak..huminahon ka,pag uusapan natin to...not like this .. Please.." muling pakiusap ng ama niya sa kanya..

I tried so hard.. not to say any words.. because I know I was the one to blame this sh*ts..kung bakit umabot sa ganito ang lahat..I started this bullsh*ts!!

But I never planned this kind of cruelness,Hindi ko din ginustong magkakaganito ngayon..

I saw how David wants to take a revenge on me..and I'm ready for it....haharapin ko Siya..

" DAD.. please.. umalis ka jan..." he yelled again..

Napuno na ako sa pagtatalo nang mag ama,I don't f*cking care anymore!! mom is gone ..and people like me?? has no space for this world...

Agad kong tinulak ang ama ni David .at hinarap ko Siya...agad kung hinablot Ang kamay niya na may hawak na baril,at itinapat iyon sa sintido ko..

" You want to kill me right?? now f*cking shoot me!!! " I said to him.. without even blinking my eyes...this is what I deserve.

Nakita ko kung paanu nangigilid ang mga luha ni David at Ang galit nito sa mga mata niya while staring at me.. nangangatog ang mga kamay nito,habang nakatutok pa din ang baril sa akin..

" Anu na David?? go on!! f*cking kill me now!!" I yelled..

" Tumigil na kayo!!! tigilan niyo na yan!!! David drop that gun!! you can't kill him anak! his...-his your brother...mag- magkapatid kayo!!" ang nakakabingeng wika ni Mr Alonzo... Halos pakiramdam ko tumigil ang buong mundo ko,when I heard him saying..

magkapatid kayo!

I just stared at David's eyes.. Nagkatinginan kami at sabay kaming napatingin sa kanyang ama..

I saw how David being shocked for what he heard...at Kagaya ko,parehas kaming nagulat,at nagtataka..

David:"The hell you talking dad??"

Lance:"What are you f*cking said??"

Sabay kaming nagtanong ni David at nagkatinginan pa kami..

" You heard it right . mga anak....you two are siblings.....Anak ko si Lance ,"ang malungkot niyang tugon.

Bagay na agad nagpapanginig nang kalamnan ko! agad kong kinuha ang baril na hawak ni David at pinagpuputok ko iyon kung san san...

" Arrghhh!!! F*cking I hate this life!!!! ARRRGHHH!!!" Ang matinding pagsisigaw ko! habang inuubos ang bala nang baril kung hawak...

Hindi ko mapigilan ang galit na naramdaman ko ngayon... All these years..may ama pala ako?! but then pinili kong maging demonyo! para matanggap lang nang inaakala kong ama!!

Nakita ko ang paghagulhol ni Mr Alonzo,habang nagdalawang isip kung paanu ako pigilan...

David,leave me with his dad..and he chose to take Bella away from this place and taking her to the hospital...

" L- lance...A-anak...i-im sorry....I didn't know.." Ang humahagulhul na wika ni Mr Alonzo sa akin..

" You didn't know?? you f*cking didn't know about my mother?!! huh?? so you want me to say thank you, because you gave me the miserable life that I've never wanted to huh?? you want me to say thank you..for letting my mom,suffered, because you are f*cking Asshole,huh??? you f*cked her!! but you was just leave her..just like that??? you dont know what we've been through!!! dahil sa ginawa mong Yun!!! Tapos ngayon magpakita ka,and telling me,that I'm your son!! isn't it too late huh??? what a F*CK!! I don't even need you!!" Ang nanginginig kung wika sa kanya,dahil hindi ko mapigilan Ang sobrang sakit..sama nang loob na naramdaman ko,dahil sa ngawa niya sa mommy ko..

" I know..I know son..I was a jerk..." he said

" F*cking!! stop calling me son!!hindi kita ama!! Wla kang kwentang tao!! alam mo ba kung anung naging Buhay ko,when Dad knew about me?? na hindi niya ako anak,huh?? From that f*cking day onwards..up to this damn moment!! pilit ko pa ding pinagbabayaran ang pagiging anak ko ni mom sa ibang lalake!!! I was raised by him full of anger!! full of sorrow..and he even used me to killed people!! Naging patapon Ang Buhay ko!! dahil sa kapabayaan mo!!! " hindi kuna napigilan ang mga luhang nagpapatakan sa pisnge ko..

" I'm so sorry...Hindi ko alam...I never knew her at the very first place.. she'd came there in my place,at hindi ko siya kilala..she was too drunk that time..and i was drunk then...I didn't cared to know her.. because I'm married...what happened..was not intentional Lance..parehas kaming may Mali! And I'm sorry to say this...that your mom came in my place..I'm not even forcing her...nagising nalang ako,wala na siya sa unit ko...and why should I find her,kung Siya Naman tong dumating nang biglaan at umalis din nang biglaan?

And the worst thing..I didn't know,I got her pregnant" Mr Alonzo explained...at base sa mga kwento Niya..katugmang katugma ito sa mga kwento ni mommy sa akin noon..

Mas lalo lang akong nagagalit sa sarili ko,dahil unti unti nang maliwanag sa akin lahat! at masakit na masakit man aminin...it's all her fault..it was damn her fault!!! but I can't hate her..I can't hate my mom!!

" Then ..how did you know about me either??panu mo nasasabing anak mo ako..kung gayong hindi mo naman pala Kilala ang mommy ko,and you didn't f*cking care about her!!" I'd ask him..

" When,my wife told me about the situation of David here...Agad akong nagpaimbestiga....about your father,..sayo .and..and your mom...Looking her in the picture, pakiramdam ko..I really knew her...kaya pinaimbestigah ko ulit ang mom mo..and I found out..she was that girl I slept with...And nalaman kong may anak pala ito,at nacurious ako ..I just knew the truth a while ago Lance,bago ako nagtuloy dito" he explained....

"i don't have f*cking time for this bullsh*ts..I have to look for my mom" I said to myself

" Mom...I have to save my mom!!" I said..but he just hold my hand...

" She's fine lance..I already save her...I'm sorry son...that was the least I can do,to save you both from this hell..." he said

" where is she?? where did you take her? " I asked him..

Pinadala ni Mr Alonzo Ang mommy ko sa hospital..at inamin niya ding pinatay niya na ang demonyo kung stepfather...

Galit na galit ito,nang nalaman niyang ginawa nito sa Amin Ng mommy ko..even for David..

And I can't blame him... kulang pa nga yun ihh..dapat pinagdudusahan niya ang mga kahayupang nagawa niya..

Aminin ko...minahal ko naman talaga ang knikilala kong ama..but what he did? lalo na kanina ,binababoy niya kami ni Bella... Napakahayop niya! that made me realized ,Hindi niya deserve na mahalin..and he really deserve to die...

Hindi ko alam kong paanu ko matatanggap ang mga pagbabgo sa buhay ko ngayon...lalo na sa tunay kong ama...Kay David at Kay Bella..Hindi ko alam panu ko paba itama ang buhay ko...panu paba ako magbago?..sa kabila nang lahat na ngawa ko...Do I deserve to have a second chance?