DESTINIED TO BE THEIRS

Embarrassing moments!

"Do that again.” He asked me, and I was baffled to see it. I did not understand what he meant. I stared at him with a puzzled gaze.

“huh… What?” I asked, He pointed at my face.

“that laugh. Do that again.” He said, “I have never seen you laughing and it’s beautiful.” He said. my heart throbbed as his glare became intense on me. Even though he asked me just to laugh I could feel the change in my body. No one asked me to laugh till now, I don't even know when I laughed hard last time.

“Are you laughing or not?” Before I could respond to him, he said, almost in a dominating voice. I gulped my saliva and started smiling. But the laugh didn't come out as Rowen intentionally watched my face and mouth. And my eyes couldn't meet him.

His hands slowly began moving closer to me, his fingers began brushing over my ass that was resting on the horse. His fingers gently stroked it, and I felt it. I felt so embarrassed. I wanted to bury myself somewhere.

"Why is your face getting red? Did something happen?" He asked me, perhaps that touch around my ass was unintentional but that already turned on all my senses. My heart throbbed and blood rushed through my veins, I could not even look into his face and my eyes were still on the ground.

"Mama..." Gideon began crying and our heads turned to him. Rowen immediately went and picked him up.

"Shall we have that one?" Rowen pointed at the giant swing. I nodded,

We spent the next hours on the rides. I felt like I was the happiest girl on the earth. We had a few more until we got tired and rested on the bench. Gideon was as usual playing on Rowen's lap.

The sun started waning and the temper turned colder. I took out warm clothes and wore Gideon. As I just finished wearing his socks, suddenly he started crying.

"Gideon.. What happened to Gideon?" Rowen was scared to see him crying. Perhaps he had never seen a baby crying before or he loved Gideon too much.

"Why is he crying? Does he need anything?" Rowen turned towards me and asked. I nodded my head.

"What?"

"He is hungry," I told him. He just had a little bit of pancake in the morning, and that too because he loved something that had honey in it. So he must be hungry by now.

"He can have it." Rowen grabbed a few pieces of watermelon and started feeding him. But Gideon refused it, not ready to have it. It made Rowen even more panicked.

"It's his breastfeeding hour," I told him, staring at my watch. Gideon needs two times to breastfeed, afternoon and night. He already missed his afternoon one as he was enjoying the ride but now he is missing it. Rowen's eyes tapered.

"So what are you waiting for? Take him and give him breastfed. No one is here. The staff will only come to us when I ask them. " He said and I went dumbfounded.

Gideon stared at me with the hope that I would breastfeed him so I took him from Rowen's lap, and made him sit on my lap. I thought Rowan would turn or leave from there. But he was glued to his place and his eyes tuck on Gideon and me. I took a glance at his face and his brows furrowed.

"Why are you not leaving?" I asked him.

"I wanna see it. You said, Gideon would have your milk. Let me see him." He said, without moving his eyes from us. My cheeks flushed at his words.

"You must be crazy. Are you sure you are not bipolar?" I asked, still not taking my eyes off him. He looked serious.

"I am sure."

"How would you watch it then? I can't feed when you're watching." I resisted him but Rowen was stubborn. He did not move an inch from there. Gideon was not in a mood to wait for me to feed him. He was crying hard, Rowen stared at me.

"Do not make him wait. Just do it." Rowan said, and his tone was so commanding. I was hesitating.

"Why are you acting like I haven't seen it? "Why are you acting like I haven't seen your boobs? I mean they were small two years back, Now they grew up good." He stared at my chest and said. It was too open conversation with him,

"What do you mean by Small?" I got irritated, I never cared about my boob size until he said it.

"They have doubled in size now. Perhaps they would be full of milk." He said and suddenly his expression changed. He licked his lips.

"What are you thinking now?" I asked him with a pale face, but then Gideon started crying loudly.

I had no option, I pulled my bouse up and then moved one cup of my bra up. Rowen's eyes widened as soon as I pulled the cup up. My breast was exposed, I turned and put Gideon near my breast. My hands were shivering. Gideon was so exhausted that he was not ready to have it. He continued crying and took the n*****s out of his mouth again.

"Give him to me. I will take care of him." He said and took Gideon from my lap and placed him on his lap again, facing me. He moved Gideon near my n****e and Gideon started drinking milk from my breast. I was embarrassed as Rowen's hands were touching mine while Gideon was drinking my milk. Rowen stared at him like he had never seen a baby drinking milk from his breast.

"You must be seeing this for the first time," I said to him, Now I got a little comfortable with him, even though his eyes were on my breast.

"Yeah. I am just waiting for the time when I will have it." He said and the hair on my body all strands straight.

“What? Are you serious?” I asked him if he was kidding. He was the first person to see me like this and now he wants to have it. “That’s a poor joke,” I said and suddenly something happened that left me even more embarrassed.

"Ahhh... ouch.." I screamed when Gideon bit my n*****s, he got better teeth and he often started biting my n*****s while latching. I unknowingly held Rowen's elbow and screamed again. "Ahhh., Gideon. don't do that to mama."

"What happened? "Is this hurting you?" Rowen asked, staring at my breasts. He appeared worrisome, I shook my head.

"No... It feels good. He just teething my n*****s. " I whispered and he smiled at me.

"Oh. He is naughty?" He laughed, this was the first time I noticed his vampire teeth at the corner of his mouth. Quite similar to the one Gideon had.

“He is.” I nodded.

“More than me?” He asked again, I couldn't help, but nod my head, looking away from him. I saw Rowen's face darken and his jaw tense.

“I can prove you wrong.” He stated and moved closer to me. His face was a few inches away from me and his lips were close to mine.

After a few seconds, I felt Gideon stopped. He was full. I closed my eyes and moved the straps back. I hooked my bra again and placed Gideon on my chest. He was sleeping now. I fixed my dress and looked at Rowen, he was staring at my chest, where Gideon's face was buried.

"Looked like he slept," Rowen told me, I stared at Gideon's face and nodded. Rowen took out his phone and called a guy named Zen. He was there whenever Rowen needed anything.

As soon as Zen came there, Rowen immediately came in front of me as if he was trying to hide me.

"give me the keys and leave," Rowen instructed him coldly. I didn't understand what happened but Rowen's behaviour changed with Zen this time. We both began walking to the room, Rowen came closer to me and leaned over me.

"You didn't pull your bra cups down.“ He said and I turned my head towards it and noticed it. My jaws dropped.

"Oh shit." I wrapped my hands around realising my white chiffon blouse successfully showing the shadow of my n*****s from it. Rowen smirked and we went inside. I ran to the washroom and fixed my bra.

It was a room in the amusement park, in case changing clothes after having a water ride. We both went into it, I placed Gideon in the middle of the bed. It was unexpected that we both ended up here. He sat in one corner while holding Gideon’s hand.

Now there was a pin-drop silence between us, I tried to look around the interior of the room. It was more like I was trying to act less embarrassed after what happened in the corridor.