Chapter 3
1015 Words
I took two weeks off and cleaned my house and decorated. I was making my little house a home finally. Justin messaged me every day, sometimes over fifty times in one day. He was very demanding. I don't want to answer him back and I know soon he will find me.
"Come home, we need to talk",he messaged. I sighed what f*****g home he ruined my home and my dreams. I lost our pup because of him. I wanted to die that day and I wished I would of bled to death.
"I told you and your w***e we had nothing to talk about. I'm not coming home to enjoy your w***e. After all you rejected me for her",I messaged, getting annoyed.
"It's not what you think, Aurora, just come talk to me baby" he begged.
"I can't Justin, just please let me go. I can't do this",I was gonna be crying again tonight. I swear I cry almost every night because, even though he cheated, I still love him.
He messaged again and I couldn't look at it. Tears fell as I sat clutching a pillow to my chest. I don't want to go through the heartache again. He really destroyed me. He more then destroyed me than he obligated me and my whole world.
Justin pov
Fuck, it's been a horrible year. I screwed up and because of that I was suffering. I rejected my mate, f****d that lying b***h and lost my pack's faith in me. I ordered Aurora to stay but my gut told me she would flee as soon as she got the chance. I took Lisa home only to have my pack turn their backs on me over it. I booted her but finding my mate was hard. She left and turned off her phone and left everything I ever gifted her behind. I was mad at everything and everyone over my stupid mistake. Aurora was the perfect mate and my ego and d**k made me lose her. She looked stunning that night as I sat across from her at the restaurant. I held in a growl of lust watching her before ruining our lives. I ruined everything, but I swear it was like I was under some type of mind control that night, almost every night. Lisa took my mate away because she wanted the Luna position.
"I f**k her daily",replayed over and over as I watched the light die in her eyes. She cried in front of everyone as I bashed her and rejected her. She accepted my rejection and rejected me back. I left and stood in the shadows as she ran out crying. It physically hurt, but I wanted something more than she could offer. Lisa was sexy and a good f**k but I dumped her the next day after finding out Aurora left. I've been on a downhill slide ever since. I was as mean as hell to everyone. Then I decided to get my mate back and by any means necessary.
I was on the phone when my beta walked in and took a seat.
"find her location and get back to me",I stated before hanging up. I would not stop. I needed my mate and I would grovel at her feet if I had to.
"Yes, Cole, what is it?"I mumbled, annoyed. I was always annoyed.
"Aurora hasn't talked to her adoptive parents the whole time she's been gone",he said, watching me. He begged me not to reject her, but my stupid self didn't listen. Now he follows me even though I knew he hated it, but we've been friends since birth.
" f**k, I thought she would at least reach out to them",I said, running my hands through my hair. I was gonna rip it all out if I kept running my hands through it so rough.
"Nope, both are torn apart by losing her. I also found out other news",he said, looking worried.
"What is it?",I demanded.
"When the luna...I mean Aurora left, she didn't leave alone",he uttered. He looked nervous and scared as he looked at me. I was pissed as he got nervous.
"What?",I growled. I was about to rage as my wolf hissed. I was a f*****g i***t.
" Dude, she was pregnant but miscarried two months after leaving here. I guess the rejection and stress did it. My friend who is a doctor took care of her that time",he offered. I ruined my mate over cheap ass and she lost our pup alone and scared no wonder she refused me. She must hate the idea of me and I can't say I blame her. I systematically killed our pup and probably killed her because I only thought with my d**k.
My eyes widen as I feel my heart literally crack. I killed my pup and destroyed my mate. No wonder she despises me and doesn't want to come home. I just want her here and I want the chance to prove I am not a piece of s**t. I need to make her see I am a good man and mate. I need to find her and bring her home.
I got to get her back. I think as I get up to pace I royally f****d up. I mind link my trackers and having them start looking, and I ordered the slut to come to my office. I'm gonna banish her to the northern pack cause I don't want a reminder of my f**k up. If she doesn't leave, then I will kill her if I need to. I know she f****d with my mind. I was good till I met her nasty ass. Yes, I like rough s*x but I loved any s*x with Aurora.
"Baby please,I mind the link, please come home",I begged sadly. I receive nothing like usual, but I'm not stopping. I would mind link daily if I had to. All day if it comes to that, I need her to talk to me or yell at me.
Sitting back down, I can't help but think I'm nothing but a murderer.
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