Leave Me Alone Alpha

Chapter 2

I started over but my heart felt extremely heavy. I lost my mate, my life , my world to a w***e. He said he loved me, but a part of me missed all the signs of his infidelity. Justin was very handsome and most of the wolves were drawn to him. Being alpha, he was strict, but to cheat goes against how our pack functioned.

"I'm so stupid, of course he cheated. I was never good enough",I cried into pillows after work every night, it seems. I can feel Justin trying to penetrate my blocked mind link, but I'm not letting anyone from the pack in. He broke me and I know I won't trust another man as quickly as I did my mate.

One year later

I got stronger but my heart still aches for him. Last I heard he turned ruthless and hateful to almost everyone. I didn't try to hide, I just settled in neutral territory to have freedom. I have a nursing job and I do mixed martial arts three times a week. I got stronger and more outgoing than I used to be. I won't date, I just can't bring myself to make that leap. I was shopping one day when I ran into his w***e. Shock at her appearance left me speechless. Usually she was so put together but she looked terrible. A gaunt appearance and nothing but skin and bones. This is why he rejected us for this nasty ass b***h. She was awful looking and way too thin.

"I know you",she hissed. I ignored her or tried to. She tried to follow me and I was about to snap at her. Because of them, I lost more than my mate. I lost my pup and I did it all alone. At least the doctor was awesome and knew I was a werewolf.

"Oh",was all I uttered. I needed to get out of here.

"Your alpha Justin's mate". I use to be but he didn't want me, so I left.

"Not anymore he chose someone else",I mumbled, playing dumb.

"He refused to sleep with anyone else",she stated rudely. I am so sure he gave up nasty p***y and she was extremely nasty.

"Not what he said when he rejected me for you. Now, if you will excuse me, I have s**t to do",I said harshly, moving away from this thing. She followed, asking question after question, but I ignored her. Going down an aisle, I stumbled back at seeing my adoptive parents. They were too busy to see me, so I hurried away. I cut ties with the entire pack after his rejection. I went to the beauty department, forgetting the w***e so I could grab my stuff and leave. I kept a watchful eye out for my adoptive parents but what shell shocked me was my mate showing up looking around frantically.

I ducked into the bathroom to collect my thoughts, hoping all of them would leave soon. They could have shopped at our hometown stores, but not here I was hiding in the bathroom like a criminal. I need to run before they all see me.

Tears filled my eyes as I kept hearing him say he f****d her daily and didn't want me anymore. Some slipped and I sniffled sadly. I had good days but also sad, terrifying days where it physically hurt to be here. I waited longer before venturing out to finish shopping to leave. I got home and made myself food before flopping down to binge watch Netflix. I was on Korean dramas and I must say I was hooked.

I had a good night but I knew it wouldn't last. I picked up my cell and gasped. I had a message from Justin. How did he find me? I got rid of my old cell. f**k, would I have to run from this town I settled here because I did not have to join a pack. I didn't want another Alpha telling me what to do.

"I know you saw me today, we need to talk". I ignored him. It is getting harder to do now. He can be very stubborn about getting what he wants. Justin would not leave me alone and I knew he keep trying to get to me and I would sob every night now.

One message had me gasping and tears falling as his rejection replayed in my mind over and over. I ran from him to be independent and to move on. I don't need this s**t now. Its been a f*****g year and he is just now reaching out. Yanking my phone back up, I messaged back angrily and slapped my phone on the couch beside me.

"We have nothing to say to each other. You didn't want me to move on. Leave me alone Justin, we have nothing to talk about". I need him to stop and leave me alone. I can't take it. I feel like s**t I have since I ran and I cut all contact with everyone. I was lonely and scared but I got through it alone.

So now he wants to talk. Funny he didn't want to talk when rejecting me. No, he rubbed in my face his daily f***s with the w***e. I lost our pup due to him and his bullshit. My life imploded because Justin couldn't keep his c**k in his pants. I've been alone and sad for a f*****g year now. I hate feeling anything because my mind always goes to all I lost and how heart wrenching it was. I quickly type him back and I sincerely hope he listens but this is Justin and he does what he wants.

"Leave me alone, Alpha. Just leave me alone you, done enough, please just leave me the f**k alone Alpha",I text, not caring if he gets pissed. f**k his cheating ass, making me feel ugly and disgusting about myself all for twig b***h. He can have his b***h and I can have my pillow that I sob in everynight.