I couldn't remember the drive back to Long Island, I couldn't remember driving into the property or parking the car. My mind was a jumbled mess of regrets.
I pushed the front door opened and walked in, shutting the door behind me, leaning against it. I slid down, sitting on the marbled floor staring into nothingness.
I had destroyed her, I had single handedly destroyed the only girl I ever loved for what?!! For a f.ucking Government Agency's needs. No this was not on the Agency, this was fully on me. I tugged harshly on the roots of my hair, hitting my head on the door before letting out a shaky breath.
I didn't even know when exactly I had fallen in love with her, or maybe subconsciously I did but kept playing it off as being undercover. Whatever it was, I had lost her.
"Damien... is
