Richard's POV
I woke up earlier than the usual. I got ready and waited for Jennifer in the living room, she is taking her time so I just had some cereals for breakfast.
"Morning." She said coming out of her room and heading straight to the door, I followed without making any conversation.
And that's how the whole day went. During lunch, she stayed with her friends while I stayed with mine, it was getting awkward and I am not even near her! The lunch time ended with a ring of bell. while I was walking with Jess towards our next class , Jennifer appeared next to us.
"What do you have next?" She asked while walking next to me.
"History." I answered while facing her. "What about you?" I smiled like an i***t as we spoke after a day.
"Commerce." She sighed as she walked to her locker, how did she even get off my way? I was with Jessica but Jessica is nowhere to be seen.
She opened her locker and placed her things neatly . It is well organised unlike mine.
"Wanna go home and have fun?" She winked at me with a sly smirk on her lips as she came closer. I could feel my body getting excited at the prospect of it. I don't know what it is.I do not like this me! She's making me needy person.
"I'm not having s*x with you, Jennifer." I stressed the words to make her understand. But I also want her to kiss me . I could smell her perfume which I begin to like . I pulled her closer and leaned in to kiss her. What started as a simple kiss soon became a makeout session. She started to place sloppy kisses down my jaw line, my throat, my neck, even my earlobe. Oh f**k. She's a pro. It's getting out of hand.
"I have to study for an exam." That's the excuse I came up with. Lame, I know.
"I'll help you, I'm a good teacher." She smiled against my skin and I rolled my eyes, of course she's a good teacher, is there anything she isn't good at!?
"Come on, I promise you will enjoy it, you'll have fun from your usual boring routine." She said biting on my earlobe, right now I wouldn't mind it as her lips are torturing me, her hands are dangerously close to my private part. I thought keeping Jennifer away from my pants is going to be easy, now I am the one who can't be away from her pants. To think that I'm ready to go to a toilet and have s*x . So, like the horny teenager , I give in.
"Okay." I whisper, I couldn't even get my voice right. What are you doing to me!Jen? As soon as I said okay she jumped and smiled at me,
"Great, let's go." She said with a huge smile, she has the beautiful smile! Her eyes are so bright, so big, so full of joy. I am looking at her in awe because this is Jennifer we're talking about, and she's right in front of me, jumping like a child, smiling like I just gave her the best present ever and very, very enthusiastic. Wow. I'm starting to think she has an obsession with s*x. She made me desperate enough to skip class.
I follow her to her mercedes car making me wonder if the whole parking lot back at her apparent are all hers, like I said I'm not close to Jennifer, I don't talk to her at all, I never drove with her to school until now, I'm still surprised at the number of cars she has.
I try to push my nervousness away, it's not every day I skip class to go have s*x. Jennifer seems very calm though. She just doesn't care who sees her and just walks to her car and once we're in her car, she looks at me taking a blindfold from her bag, why does she have a blindfold in her bag? She looks at me with a evil smirk and I swear I fear for my life, what did I got myself into? What if she is one of those kinky people who like it rough? What if she's the female Christian Grey!? I can't deal with that? I've had s*x many times with Hannah but never ever tried something other than the normal love making.
"Calm down, Ric, just turn around and I'll blindfold your eyes. It'll be fine, I promise." She said calmly. I don't want to trust her but my heart just softens. With a sigh, I nod and she blindfolded my eyes.
I don't know what she's planning to do. We're supposed to go home and have fun. To be honest, I'm kind of embarrassed right now because of previous actions, what happens when we get home? do we start to make out? I've never done this . Besides, I'm not horny anymore, the ride is agonizingly getting long, I am actually getting sleepy. I wanted to sleep but she had her music blast on and it was not helping at all.
"Alright, we're here," She said to which I frowned. It's very loud and noisy . Surely it isn't home. where are we now?
"Wait there."
" I'm not gonna go run around like this, I can't see a thing, Jennifer." I replied while rolling my eyes though she can't see it.
where could I go. That's when I feel her hand on my shoulder making me shiver, stupid me. She helps me out of the car and then proceeds to take the blindfold off my eyes. First thing I see are her big green eyes, they aren't green green, is more like a hazel, green and brown? She's beautiful, whatever I have ever said before today about her appearance is total wrong, Jennifer Giamatti is beautiful.
I still don't like her though.
Behind her, there's a bunch of people, screaming, laughing and having fumm, and there's... RIDES! We're in a carnival! My eyes widen and I hear her laugh!
I love carnivals since I was a kid. My parents didn't like the rides here so I came only once. I even asked Hannah to bring me once but she refused it saying it's boring. I even asked Ben to come with me but he always said next Saturday and next Saturday never came.
"I remember you said you like this place very much and has been here only once. you're always whining about it , I wanted to accompany you sooner but if I asked, then you might have said no."
She is right, I would have said no if she asked me to come with her, I even remember she once said in front of me and Ben that she was going here and asked if we wanted to go but I had to bite my tongue . I really didn't want to be around Jennifer back then. Right now I'm just confused. Don't get me wrong, I like that she brought me here, I like that she actually listens to what I say and that she remembers all this things... But... I thought we were going home?
"I thought we... Erm, I thought we were going, you know, home?" I whispered in a mild tone. I'm not disappointed . Ok, maybe a little . I really did thought we were going home. "You said have 'fun' and all that stuff... I assumed--"
"Hmm, you p*****t, and then you say I'm the one who thinks about s*x all day long." She laughed while shaking her head. ," Here I thought you will like it here more than being at home" she said lightening up the atmosphere.
"Yesss!" I jumped like a kid while she laughed. I wanted to have s*x with her but coming here? Much better! I've been without s*x for three years, I can wait a little bit longer until Hannah comes out and we'll be together again, I can enjoy a day out with Jennifer because it's not betraying Hannah, this is me having fun. Besides, Hannah said we were on a break, she said I was free and that when she comes back, we'll figure it out. So, technically I'm not doing anything wrong.
Jennifer and I bought tickets and made our way inside the carnival, it's simply beautiful! I am going to have a ride on everything! I dragged Jennifer with me, first we went on the normal ones, she seemed nervous but I couldn't pay attention to her, I am having so much fun! I got tired of the little attractions when I dragged her to the biggest ride, you know that ride that goes up and up and up and then it drops you and then it goes back up and up and then it drops you again! I loved it! She seemed nervous but I was too excited! We didn't have to wait in line because Olivia had 'connections' and money, we've been sitting at the front of rides, not doing lines and it was just the best day of my life! . Suddenly,Jennifer grabbed my arm with so much aggression that I thought she was mad at me for something.
Kevin.
We saw Kevin coming towards us. Jennifer's eyes are fixed upon the watch on his hand. As soon as he's near she let go of my hand and hugged him.
Kevin and Jennifer are talking for more than 10 minutes. Jennifer keeps wiping tears of his face while she's about to cry too. She just looks up the sky and blinks a couple of times. She looks nervous and uncomfortable. She keeps telling him something like "I'm trying, Kevin"
I just watched them. Once they're done , they walk back to the car, she's holding his hand and then she kisses him, he tries to push her away with a smile but she just keeps pushing herself to him. He's 15 years old, I guess he doesn't like to be smashed by his big sister in public. .
At the moment, I am trying so hard to get her to sing but she wouldn't! Then we finally reached their house, well, let me just call it a mansion because that's what it is, a freaking mansion!
"Dad's coming tonight, are you sure you want to be here alone?" Jennifer asked him unsure.
"Jude is here, she'll help me out with homework " He said nonchalantly. Both me and Jennifer rolled our eyes at the same time.
She is still looking at her old house, she surely must miss it. It's already 7pm, I know we had to go home but. I don't want to.
"Shall we go to cinema?" I asked and she nodded with a smile. "What do you want to watch?"
We made our way to the cinema and we ended up watching not one movie but three. We kept going back in, buying more tickets and more food, when I tell you she eats a lot, I mean it. We watch a romance, comedy and the last one horror that I picked. She was scared during the last movie, it was late as well . She didn't like horror movies. I said it was payback for picking on me all these years. But I can say that this time, she was the one holding my forearm, hiding behind me and screaming a lot.
She even got mad at me because I went to the restroom
when I returned, I hide behind her seat and began to whisper things . It was fun atleast for me. I grabbed her ankle making her jump and scream like an i***t. She didn't leave my hand till the movie ended.
I am having the best night so far, I don't remember when was the last time I had so much fun. We are walking back to the car which is parked a few blocks away because there was no parking space. She's looking at the sideways while we walked. I want to ask her about Kayden, I really did but I just didn't know how to bring it.
"You want to ask about him don't you?" She asked me, looking down at her shoes.
"No. I-I- I do." Might as well just be honest, if she is going to be. This is a two way thing, right?
"Its okay, I told you I will answer your questions honestly but as you know I've never opened up to anyone about him, it will take me a while to tell you things and I-I don't know. Will you be patient enough?" She asked me with not much confidence. She looks very shy and out of place unlike usual Jennifer, the one brimming with confidence. She looked nervous and I wanted to take a picture of her face, she's blushing!!!!! I so want to hug her for how cute she is.
"I'll be patient and wait until you can open up." I assured her and took her hand in mine. we are in a relationship . Aren't we? But then again. This is supposed to be one month relationship. Shouldn't I be saying that I'll wait and be patient till this 'relationship' end?!
I'd be lying if I said that it didn't hurt me that as I hold her hand, she immediately jerked it off. She had just rejected me and it didn't feel good, it really... Hurt? I didn't expect it to hurt me, but it did. She quickly tried to hold my hand again but I didn't let her. She smiled to herself as I fumed . I rolled my eyes.
"I'll tell you when you can ask whatever you want to know about him." She said calmly.
"I've never done anything like this before, I've never talked to a guy like I did , I've never had slow kisses, I've never held hands, I've never walked in the middle of the night. The fact that I've never done any of this ,makes me behave like it., I usually do stuffs like this when I want to get laid. Since that's not the reason I'm doing this things with you, I don't know how to react. So ,if you could please get over my mistake and hold my hand again, I would really appreciate it." She explained her action.
She held her hand out to me. Her hand is bit shaky that I almost laugh out . Does this really make her nervous? I didn't take her hand as I was lost in my thoughts . She sighed and reached out for my hand. Her hand was freezing cold.
"Oh s**t!" I said letting go of her hand as she looks at me confused... "I had completely forgotten I have an exam tomorrow!"
"Don't worry, I'll help you study , I haven't done my work either. So, it's ok." She laughs . I look at her annoyed, it is not at all okay. Its far from okay, I don't want to fail.
Jennifer takes me home and we stay up for hours. Jennifer is actually good at this, she helped me study and explained everything which I don't understand calmly, she makes it all look so easy. We finished around 2 in the morning .when I was heading to my room, she took my hand and dragged me to hers. I'm not complaining, I'm too tired to do it anyway and I find it kind of cute, I like the way she ruffles my hair. I don't know when or how but I fall asleep with her ruffling my hair.
I still don't like her.