Make me fall in love

His hands are roaming all over my body and then he started to suck my n*****s while entering me . I was so close . " Gary" I moaned lowly and slowly looked at the guy. By the look of his face, I knew I f****d up big time. " Who the hell is Gary?" Dimitri asked angrily while putting his clothes back on. I sighed and stood up. I would have run after him but I am still a little drunk. " Are you doing with the other guys,?" He asked me . I grabbed a towel and wrapped it around me. The last thing is remember is Gary, I met him at the bar , Gary kissed me . I stayed silent. " Don't answer that. I get it. " he said as I massaged my temples while  standing in between the door and him. I knew we  are not in a relationship but still you know I am not messing with the other girls and I was hoping you were too ." He said disappointed. " I am sorry Dimi, it was a mistake . I was drunk." Saying this I gave him " i am sorry  made a f*****g mistake, please forgive me " look. Everyone believe that look of mine. I think I am good at pretending. He looks at me keenly , probably contemplating whether to believe me or not. Ever since we were kids, he likes me a little more . He always comes after me no matter what. So, it's easy to convince him. "  I know you're not keen on relationship . But I am here for you .I am waiting for you to realise that you're mine and I am yours." He said with utmost honesty as if he meant it. He confessed to me several times and so I know how to react to it . I stayed silent. He knew I am not going to react . So, he pushed me at the wall and kissed me. I got carried away and we moved to the couch. As he was nibbling and sucking on my neck, someone cleared their throats causing us to break up. Dimitri walked away while I st on the couch looking at the intruders. My roommates. My cousin Benjamin and the most hideous guy ,his friend Richard stood near the couch. " God! Jenny . You are far worse than the boys in our university." My cousin Benjamin said while shaking his head . Benjamin has brown color hair and green  eyes . Of all our family, he is the good looking and old fashioned guy. He has been in only realtionship all these years to Maria. She's the sweet girl . I met her several times. Like every couples they do have their issues and fights. But they sort it among themselves or get together soon after breaking up. Maria is away now for a while to be with her grandmother in Italy as she is not well. Without Maria, Ben has become annoyed and started irritating us. Actually Richard is not the hideous guy . He's actually good looking ,6 ft black hair and light brown eyes. My cousin Ben and him are middle school friends . One day , while me and Ben are living together in this apartment, Ben came with puffy and teary eyed Richard . He said Richard will be staying with us in a room that is vacant and will give a fair amount as rent. Though I said no money was needed whenever he offers me the money stating the room was vacant and of no use to me , Richard is adamant in paying for the rent. He gets tensed whenever I refuse him money.He too is studying in the same uni as us. I knew him earning money is difficult though his parents own a chain of supermarkets. He doesn't talk with them . Me and him got along well until one day I brought a guy home. He give that guy the most disgusting look ever the next day when he left. He's such a old fashioned man. it's whether he is gay or he is not into relationship. I mean who would not have a girlfriend at this time in college. He started to give hateful glances at me from then on . " I thought you guys are not coming back until Monday that's tomorrow. Why did you turn up on Sunday?" I asked Ben as I remember they both went to some party of their friend in their beach house. " Richard had some college work to do. I am  not in a kinda of party mood as Maria is away." Ben sighed . " Is there anyone you didn't sleep with" he asked while picking his bag which he might have dropped seeing me and Dimitri. " Seriously, how many STDs someone can possibly have before dying? I mean you must have something . You literally f***s anything with legs like a dog . " He added while my cousin Ben rolled his eyes and sighed. " Ha ha. Your a***e are getting really hurtful and also it looks like a concern for me. But don't worry. I am not going to come anywhere near your intimate parts." I said while rolling my eyes. " You got no abs nor the hot body with average face. I bet your length is also small ." I added . " I can't stand you!" He walked to his room. " Then why are you even staying in my place? " I asked him raising my voice and he slammed the door that means I won this time. Whoever walks out first lose the argument. " You know you should consider doing a relationship. Dimitri is a good guy . He is like your kind and he knows you."  Ben started giving his expert advice. " The guys she has night are usually w****s . I mean where do you even pick them up? Oh wait! They might be standing at the street ends . Do they offer you discount as you might have been a regular for them." Richard appeared and taunted me. I hate him and he hate me. " Not again. You guys fight like kids and stop bickering . my head is spinning. Just drop it. " Ben said dramatically throwing his hands up. Then he turned towards Richard and asked " when is your girlfriend coming to stay with you ? " Did I hear it right? " You have a girlfriend. As in Romeo Juliet . Girlfriend?" I asked him still  shocked at the relevation. I thought he was gay! " Yes. Does it not occur to your mind even once that I had a girlfriend waiting for me ?" He replied sarcastically. " it's not my fault to know about your life. by the way, i thought you are gay'" I said to which he frowned and Ben hits at the back of my head.. " She's coming next month. " He replied to Ben with a genuine smile. He really loves that girl. Stay? " What do you mean staying here? Am I still the owner of this apartment? " I asked them both. " Once she comes ,she will move in with Richard until she finds a job for her and a place to live. I can't wait for the day when you moves out with your girlfriend so that I won't hear you two fight all the time." Ben said firmly and left leaving me with no further arguments. Richard does have a girlfriend . So, he is not a old fashioned or gay. That leaves me with one thought in my mind. Everyone likes me here in college and in our circle . Then Why doesn't he like me?