Fated To Love You

Finding my own way.

(Anna)

When I made the decision to leave my home, I had this vision of a carefree, liberating experience awaiting me. I imagined myself embarking on a new adventure, free from the burdens and responsibilities that had weighed me down. However, as I took those first steps into the unknown, I quickly realized that this journey would be far from easy.

Leaving behind the familiar comfort of home meant leaving behind the support system and familiarity that I had grown accustomed to. I found myself facing challenges, both big and small, that forced me to confront my own limitations and test my resilience. Loneliness crept in, as I realized that being free also meant being alone.

The absence of routine and structure made me question my own sense of purpose and direction. Yet, amidst the difficulties, I discovered something truly transformative. I realized that this journey was not just about external freedom, but about finding inner strength and self-discovery. It pushed me to confront my fears, embrace change, and grow in ways I never thought possible. So, while it may have been harder than I initially anticipated, I wouldn't trade this journey for anything, as it has taught me invaluable lessons and allowed me to truly find myself.

As I sat at the tiny table in a cozy coffee shop, with the comforting aroma of freshly brewed coffee wafting through the air, I took a sip of my steaming cup of joe.As the warm liquid touched my lips, a flood of memories came rushing back. Suddenly, Stella's voice echoed in my mind, like a melody from the past.

Stella had a captivating voice, velvety smooth with a touch of huskiness that added a layer of intrigue to her every word. She was filled with emotions and depth, and always had a way of captivating my soul. It was like a gentle whisper, yet it carried a profound weight that could shake me to my core. It was the kind of voice that could make you feel like you were wrapped in a warm blanket on a chilly winter's night.

With every sip of my coffee, I could hear her whispering secrets, sharing dreams, and offering words of encouragement. At that moment, sitting at that tiny table, I couldn't help but smile. I found myself lost in the beauty of her voice, reliving the moments we shared.

What are you smiling for? Stella asked.

“I was just thinking about the day you came into my life, Stella.”

That was a good day. You were so frightened that you thought you were going crazy. She chuckled.

I was scared, and I did think I was going crazy. It's not every day that a young pup gets their wolf at the tender age of ten. That’s how it was for me and Alec. We had just finished opening our gifts when I heard this voice in my head. At first, I brushed it off as a friend trying to get my attention, but then when I got up to use the bathroom, I heard the voice again, and I was completely alone.

I ended up running out of the bathroom, calling out to my mother. It took me a while before I could get used to Stella and hearing her voice when no one else could. I finished my cup of coffee and left the shop, there was so much that I want to do.

Stepping out onto the bustling city streets, I am greeted by a symphony of sounds and sights—the honking of cars, the hum of conversation, and the vibrant blend of colors that adorn the shop-lined streets. The caffeine coursing through my veins invigorates me, propelling me forward as I continue my journey through the day.

I catch sight of several shops that I intend to visit, but my phone's vibration diverts my attention. As I glanced at the screen, my eyes widened at the sight of my brother's incoming call. Aw, crap! Without hesitation, I tapped the answer button and placed the phone against my ear.

"Hello?" I greeted, holding my breath.

"Anna, Anna, where the hell are you? Mom is going crazy!" Alec snaps.

Instantly, I realize I was in a hard situation. Now that my brother holds the position of alpha in our pack, he can command me to return, and I would have no choice but to comply. Or he could be a sweet brother and let me go... I hope.

"Alec, just this once, could you listen to me as my brother and not as my alpha?" I implored, tears welling in my eyes.

"Tell me, Anna, I'll lend an ear this time and listen to you," Alec encouraged.

Taking a deep breath, I proceed to divulge everything to my brother. "Alec, ever since you assumed the role of Alpha, I have been forced to walk in your shadow. I am expected to learn how to become a Luna for some match that I do not want. I long for what you and Macy have and Mom with Dad. I yearn for the chance to venture out and find my own mate, to become my own person. I want to forge my own path and feel proud. I do not want to be a mere she-wolf whom others can manipulate and exploit whenever they see fit."

There is silence at the other end of the line for a moment, and I pray to the moon goddess that Alec remains calm and composed.

"Anna, I will not compel you to return if you do not wish to. In fact, I want to witness you becoming your own person. You already have the attitude and mouth to match your personality.," Alec replies, chuckling.

"You don't understand, I can't come back... wait, did you say you're not going to force me to return?" I inquire, stunned.

Alec chuckles at the other side of the conversation. "Anna, you are my sister, and I love you. For now, I am not your alpha; I am simply your slightly older brother. I want you to be happy, so go out there and find your own happiness."

“Alec, thank you.” Tears swelled in my eyes, as I tried to blink them away. A smile crept up on my lips. I was happy to know my brother was on my side for once.