The Twin Alphas' Man-Made Luna

Chapter 4 - Now You Are Mine

I jumped up and rushed to my bathroom, wanting to wash it off. I wanted to wash off every memory of what just happened with Alex. I scrubbed and I scrubbed till my skin felt raw, then I finally slid down the wall until I sat on the floor of the shower letting the water run down on me not caring that my hair was all over my face. This was why I was created. Alex was right, my entire design was for him. I was there to pleasure him; I did what was expected of me. Before the mating or after the mating, it does not matter. The Constance’s were not going to change anything because we slept together, it changes nothing. I started pulling myself together. This is my purpose, I am here to mate with Alex, I am here to be the Luna of the Osmium Pack. What happened tonight, was just the start of what was to come, hopefully with time he would come to pleasure me as well. I stood to my feet after reminding myself of who I am, and why I was here in the first place. Although I spent what felt like hours in that shower washing Alex off, I restarted my entire shower routine, like I just got in. Like nothing happened before, like it was all alright.

Drying off I spent extra time on my hair, not wanting to have it dripping all over me when another knock came from my room. Did Alex come back? My hopes immediately rose. I wrapped my robe around me again rushing to my door this time just swinging it open. Roman… He stood there staring at my wet body in a short robe just long enough to cover my but. He jumped at me claiming my lips instantly. Without hesitation I immediately granted him access letting him devour me. I was still so worked up from earlier that it took nothing to have me dripping for more. Earlier… s**t… s**t… s**t…

“Stop, stop, stop” I quickly said walking away from Roman. He stood there out of breath, his eyes flashing from blue to gold, just like Alex did earlier. His gaze followed me as I moved away, his jaw was pushed forward and it looked like he was struggling to control himself.

“We… We… We can’t do this. I… I mean I can’t do this.” I tried to explain tripping over my own words.

“You have not denied me all night. Don’t start now!” He loudly ordered. I rushed to close my door shocked he would so loudly declare something like that. I turned around Roman’s face only inches away from mine, making me push my back into the door, wishing it could swallow me in right now.

“Kinsley, tonight, at the table…” he paused like he needed to gather the strength so have this conversation.

“Your arousal…” he looked in pain and my heart was hurting for him.

“Tell me, it was for me…. Tell me, it was me arousing you, not… not him” he begged as his arms caged me in and he rested his forehead on mine.

“Please” he whispered. I swallowed hard. My stomach was in a knot, he was hurting with the idea of Alex turning me on, and I hated the idea of me hurting him.

“It was you” the words slipped out of my lips before I could stop myself. It was so soft I was not sure if I actually spoke the words or if I only answered him in my head. His lips landed on mine, claiming every corner of my mouth, his hand grabbed onto the back of my head pulling me even closer like this was not enough. His hips slammed against mine and when I felt his hard manhood, guild immediately flooded me again. I placed both my hands on his chest trying him to stop. My halfhearted attempts were unnoticed so I turned my face away baring my neck at him. He gave one long lick from the base of my neck, up reaching the back of my ear, making me gasp from the sensation.

“Roman…” I whispered and he finally gave me some space but kept me caged in between his hands. This was going to be hard. Convincing him to stop, convincing him this was wrong and that I was meant for Alex, was going to be hard because he knew this already. We both did, and we both chose to ignore it. The only way I could stop this was by hurting him. My heart pulled in to a spasm by the mere thought, but I had no other choice.

“I was just with Alex” I finally blurt out. The pain in his eyes were hard to see. He was angry, and he had every right to be. I felt guilty, I felt guilty for being with Alex and then allowing this with Roman but more so I felt guilty for denying Roman. I felt guilty for letting Alex kiss me when I wanted to kiss Roman. I felt guilty for giving myself to Alex when I desired Roman. What was wrong with me? I chest felt hollow looking at Romans pain making keep my eyes glued to the ground.

“I don’t care” those words filled an extend silence. A silence I was not willing to break, to scared that the slightest movement would make Roman storm away. I kept my eyes on the floor convinced those words were in my head only, words I wished Roman would say, but knew there was no way he would ever say that. Werewolves are very possessive creatures. No male would be ok sharing a she wolf.

“I don’t care” he repeated a bit louder making my eyes jump from the floor locking on Romans eyes. I questioned what I heard again. His eyes were softer now, no anger. I searched his eyes in silence, not believing my ears. This should not matter Kinsley. My mind tried to deter my hopeful heart. I can not be with Roman. My mind tried again.

“Your duty might be Alex, but you chose me” he elaborated not taking his eyes of mine. He was right, some how my heart did choose Roman, but that did not change anything, it could not change anything.

“Alex” was all I was able to get out. It was not even a whisper, like the word was stuck in my throat and it took everything in me to get it out. He let out a long sigh and dropped his head finally breaking eye contact.

“Roman…” I wanted to apologize; I wanted him to feel better. I was torn between what my heart wanted and what I was taught to do, be and love.

“I did not choose this, but…”

“Exactly” he interrupted me. His lips landed on mine again and my body reacted before my mind could intervene again. My arms wrapped around his head deepening our kiss. He grabbed hold of both my legs and lifted me to meet his hips and I automatically wrapped my legs around him. I could feel his manhood pushing against my core. I wanted him, goddess how I wanted him.

“Let me love you” he begged as he gently laid me down on the bed. He stood between my legs towering over me. His hand ran down my color bone between my breast and stopped at the belt in my middle keeping my robe together.

“Let me pleasure, you” he waited, holding my belt, waiting for my permission, and I granted it. He slowly undid my robe exposing myself to him. His hand ran over my body taking in the feeling of my skin as his eyes took in the sight. He slowly removed his shirt; I bit the bottom of my lip at the sight infront of me. I have never seen him shirtless. I knew he was muscular but not ripped like this. He started undoing his pants and my stomach started tying in knots in anticipation of what was to come. Once his pants were on the floor, he lifted my ankle giving it a light kiss. I could not help the smile plastered on my face. I wanted him, I did. He trailed kissed down my leg until he reached my knee then hooked my ankle over his shoulder moved himself over me keeping my leg pressed against his chest. He lined up his c**k to my entrance then paused before pushing inside me making me moan out in pleasure. He slowly pulled out and swiftly pushed back into me again, making another moan escape me. His eyes were locked on mine the entire time and with every moan my head shot back to only look back at a very pleased Roman. He had an enormous smile on his face like he was proud of what he could make me feel and he made me feeeel. He started picking up the pace and let my foot slide down his shoulder, he was making me reach my c****x hitting the right spot over and over again.

“Roman” I moaned his name in pleasure making his grin widen.

“Come for me Kens” he whispered in my ear and licked my neck. He was licking the spot my mate would mark me and it was intensifying everything. A moan burst from me as I climaxed. Roman bit down, sinking his canines into my neck turning my moan into a scream. A scream of pleasure. Roman reached his o****m right after me riding it out as he licked my mark. The feeling of euphoria one experiences during mating passed and I laid there in disbelief of what just happened.

“What did you do” I asked defeated.

“Now you are mine” he whispered as he linked my mark again. I kept staring at the wall, not moving. Alpha Constance would not take this likely, and there is nothing I could do about it. Everything I have ever worked for, my entire reason of existing was just lost. Lost with one bite, meaningless, over.

“Now not Alex, my father or my mother can do anything about it. You are now bonded to me.” He turned my chin to look at him and planted a soft kiss to my lips, this time I did not kiss him back. I felt the desire to, I felt the pull towards him, but I fought it. Anger flooded in at his words.

“This is what it is all about?” I shouted pushing him off me.

“To finally claim me before Alex can’t, so you have something he can’t have?” I burst out in anger, hitting him where I knew it would hurt.

“You should be happy about this! Now you are free, free of Alex, free of the pressure from my parents, they can’t force you anymore” he jumped to defend himself.

“Your father will kill me!” I shouted wanting to make it clear to him. He stood there shaking his head in disagreement.

“My family loves you” he said softly. I grabbed my hear, trying to stop myself from screaming at how naive he was being.

“Your family loves what I bring to the table! I strengthen the bloodline, and I strengthen the pack. I serve them and their needs and nothing more.” I turn to shout at him more, and the smile on his face had me dumbfounded. Did he not grasp the seriousness.

“Ow my goddess, ow my goddess, ow my goddess” I mumbled as I paced around the room not knowing what I was going to do or what they would do when they found out.

“Kens…” he tried to grasp my shoulders but I spun around shaking him off pushing my index finger at his face.

“Do not kens me! Not now!” I shouted making him laugh again.

“I am their son as well; you will still strengthen all of that” he chuckled at me like I was the one not seeing the bigger picture.

“You are not next in line for Alpha!” I shouted at him wanting to make him understand making him see what problem he created but instead his face turned angry.

“That’s what this is about?” he tilted his head backing up from me.

“What?” I questioned confused at his remarking stilling me as I was overtaken by confusion.

“The problem is not my family, not being promised to Alex. The problem is that you will not be Luna anymore.” He explained almost to himself as he staired at me in disbelief still backing up to the door.

“No! Roman that’s not what I was saying” I somehow started being the one defending myself instead of attacking Roman. He was the one in the wrong here not me. He shook his head with a look of disgusts on his face before he turned and stormed out the door. I stood there alone. I was hurt, for hurting him, but I was also concerned of the consequences of what would come from his actions, what my future would hold now being mated to someone else, and if this meant death for me.