Bad News and Outbursts
787 Words
I know I'm not built for it this world. I've never had anything of my own, I have always work hard to get what I wanted and sometimes I thought it would mean that the world would reward me for it but instead all I have is a lot of baggage and pain.
I don't understand why Noah hates me so much. My mind wandered back to yesterday how he looked at me, how his body felt... No he was my boss I shouldn't be thinking about him like that. He was also obnoxious and rude if only I could give him a piece of my mind but Eleanor had binded me with that damn contract.
"Why are you looking out of the window like that?" I heard a voice call out from behind and I couldn't help but roll my eyes, Noah had finally come into the library, he had sent Agatha to wake me up at 4 a.m. in the morning only to wait for him here. It was 10 a.m. the man was trying to torture me, he wouldn't succeed.
"Just waiting for you but what can I do for you today?"
"I like a massage." I thought he'd say something crazy like helping him take a shower again, but then again deep down I wouldn't complain about seeing him again like that... No, I shook my head violently I shouldn't think of him like that he was a job he was my ticket to a better life I want to ruin this no matter how bad I want to.
"I'm your nurse and not a masseuse,"
" No you are not a masseuse but I do need a massage from my nurse because it's part of my recovery now for me and wash your hands,"
And there it was, Noah's attitude that just made me want to kill him, the man had a power over me not because of the contract but just because of the way he was. I followed behind the wheel chair and did as I was told, I washed my hands he undressed and I began working on his finely carved back. His skin felt amazing in between my hands.
I thought something vibrate in my pocket and so I stopped. Noah didn't make an attempt to object I took out my phone. My heart stopped at what I just saw in front of me, there were two messages each one as deadly as the other. A picture from Havier of my childhood home and a message just waiting mine now.
There was also one message from the hospital, my mother had been buried in an unmarked grave because I wasn't there to take her body. I think they did it because of the hospital bills, I shouldn't run away... We were never close my mother and I but she didn't deserve to be buried like that.
I could feel the tears threatened to fall down my face.
"Did I say you can take a break? Honestly so many lazy people who can't do anything right, with all the money I will family has my grandmother couldn't find somebody at least useful."
"JUST SHUT UP!" I scream not caring what he may think about me, this was all to much. AI wanted drop bury my mother and sister with dignity like she asked but I couldn't even have that. I couldn't do it. I needed to make everything right but I couldn't even do that.
"If you don't like what I'm doing then you can f**k off! You've been nothing but a piece of s**t since I arrived and did it ever occur to you that maybe I never really wanted this job! Maybe I choose this job because I needed it.
I get your rich and powerful but that's no excuse to treat me like this! "
"How dare you talk to me like this!" He growled and it made me angrier.
"How dare you treat me like this! What? You think I'll just lie down and take it,"
"Might I remimd you that I'm your Boss and you can't -"
"Your not my boss your grandmother is and you can't fire me even if you want to, I answer only to her now leave me the hell alone! Your massage your majesty is done."
I was crying now and I didn't want him to see me like this so I ran away, sobbing back into my little corner room in the stables.
I'd have to apologize to him sooner or later but right now I needed to be alone. I'd held back the emotions to long and they're bursting out of me. I can't hold back anymore.
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