Kung Maibabalik Ko Lang ⚜Princesses Series2 ⚜

If Someone Loves You

There will be times, when you will be scared for doing something but still you give a fair try to it only because someone is standing there in your near vicinity.

A person who never pulls you back from doing something but always holds your back from facing the wall.

A person who at times avoids talking to you only because he knows it will bring nothing but pain and regret and you also know why the talk is on a halt.

A person who always encourages you, never humiliates you in front of everyone, never raises his voice to get something into your head instead choses a calm way to talk into it.

A person who believes in having an eye contact and he talks to you in a manner; like always in motion slow and achingly moving, like nod of the head, a small shrug in shoulders every now and then and a notable never leaving smile on that face when you're standing in front of them. Note these things.

A person who has the courage to let you go, but is also a keeper of you when it comes to bravely holding on to you, regardless what time has done to the situation.

A person who shies in taking anything from you, but never gets emptied of giving you.

A person who never asks but always gives.

A person with whom you feel free to share, share your mistakes and your wrong doings.

A person whose absence makes you uncomfortable and presence gives you a dilemma.

A person who doubts you, only to keep the doubts out of the life you have with them.

And a person who will say he loves you always comes up with the ways that make you feel- yes, you are being loved.

A person who can hear you- who can listen to you, to what you have to say.

Napabuga na lang ng hangin si Maxim, dahil sa realisasyong ngayon nya lang napagtanto. 'Nicholas... san kana ba ngayon...bakit moko iniwan ng wala man lang paalam..?' Nasapo nyang sumasakit na ulo.

"Maxim, you okay?" Isang tapik sa balikat ang nagpabalik kay Maxim sa kasalukuyan. Abala na naman kasi ang isip nya kay Nicholas.

"Don't worry, I'm okay. " labis labis ang pagaalala at pangamba nya dahil hindi nya mahanap hanap si Nicholas..

"Huhulaan ko kung anong meaning nyang , 'Don't worry, I'm okay' mo." Nakapamewang at pumitik pitik pa sa hangin na sabi ni Lovely.

"Sige nga Lovely.. anuba yun? Excited nako marinig." si Meran na hinila pa si Kimy palapit sa tabi nya saka humilig sa balikat nito.

"So, ganito kasi yun... 'Don't worry, I'm okay. means.. My heart was broken by the person I love the most. I was cheated by the person who told me that he would never ever hurt me. My heart is breaking so slow that I can feel the pain so much, almost unbearable. I'm such a failure. Whatever I do, even how much I tried, I always ended up heartbroken. Such a dumbass. People judge me in a way that I always look like the smallest thing on earth. They judge my face, my size, my abilities. They hate me so much that they don't even want to be friends with me. I'm all alone. I'm such a freak. I don't want this life anymore. I'm tired. I'm not okay." may kasamang acting pang ginagawa si Lovely.

"Ang galing naman... Kapag nahirapan pala ako sa paghahanap ng kasagutan sa mga meaning meaning na yan, can I call you fren?" Halata ang paghanga sa mga mata ni Kimy habang nakatingin kay Lovely.

"Sure... Anytime, basta ikaw." Malapad naman ang pagkakangiting sagot ni Lovely.

"Naku! Kimy, magpapabayad na yan, sure ako."

"Hahaha... Tama ka naman dyan my fren, Meran." Sabay kindat pa ni Lovely sa mga kaibigan.

"Change topic muna tayo.. Psst....Maxim, hindi ko na yata nakikita si boyfie Nicholas mo?"

"Nga naman.. What happened fren?"

"Break na ba kayo?"

Isa isang tiningnan ni Maxim ang mga kaibigan.. "Yun ngang hindi ko alam.. Kasi, mahigit tatlong buwan na syang walang paramdam sakin."

"Hala!" Napatutop ng kanyang bibig si Meran.

"Ano?" Nanlalaki ang mga mata ni Kimy.

"Bakit?" Nasapo naman bigla ni Lovely ang kanyang dibdib.

"Reaction nyo ha, exaggerated masyado." Hindi malaman ni Maxim kung matatawa ba sya o ano dahil sa hitsura ng mga kaibigan.

"Eh kasi, shocking din yung revelation mo fren." Natatawang sabi ni Kimy.

"Kelan bang huling pagkikita nyo ni Nicholas at saan?" Seryosong tanong ni Meran kay Maxim.

"Nung nag Australia tayo." Honest na sagot ni Maxim.

"Yung nahuli kayong dumating ni Lovely?" Si Kimy na kahit abala sa pagce cellphone nakakarelate pa rin sa kanilang usapan.

"Anong ganap ba nun? share mo kaya samin para naman maliwanagan kami't matulungan ka namin." Ani Meran na umupo sa tabi ni Maxim saka hinawakan ang kamay nito.

Nagkatinginan bigla sila Lovely at Maxim.

"Wag mong sabihin na gaya ni Meran tinakasan mo rin si Nicholas ha, Maxim?" Nagdududang sabi ni Kimy.

Napayuko na lang si Maxim at hindi na nagsalita pa. Iiling iling naman ang mga kaibigan nyang lumapit sa kanya saka sya niyakap ng mga ito.

"I'm sure, kung nasaan man si Nicholas ngayon, miss kana rin nun, saka babalik at babalik din yun sa piling mo." Pang aalo ni Lovely.

"3 months! babalik pa? I doubt it." Nakataas ang kilay na sabi ni Kimy habang nagce cellphone pa rin.

"Tara, mag bar tayo." Aniyang tumayo na saka dinampot ang bag. Kelangan nyang maglibang para di na sya mag isip ng kung anu ano pa tungkol kay Nicholas.

"Ay! Gusto ko yan.. Lets go na dalii..." Nauna ng naglakad si Kimy palabas ng bahay nila Maxim.

Nagkatinginan na lang silang tatlo at sabay pang nagtawanan habang sinusundan si Kimy na pasakay ng kotse nito.

'Ngiti lang Maxim, para kunwari dika nasasaktan..' Kasi, kapag iniwanan ka at nasaktan ka. Madalas gusto mo ipakita sa tao na malakas ka, na hindi ka apektado, na kaya mo ang lahat. Pero habang tumatagal, madalas kang lamunin nang katahimikan at kalungkutan. Alam mo kasi sa sarili mong mahina ka pa rin at nalulungkot ka kasi hindi mo maloko ang sarili mo. Madalas mong solohin ang problema dahil alam mong wala namang ibang tutulong kundi ang sarili mo.

'Kung maibabalik ko lang ang lahat Nicholas.. Pupunan at itatama kong mga pagkukulang at pagkakamaling nagawa ko sayo.'

?MahikaNiAyana