Dear Journal,
Sorry, I know it’s been a long time. So much has happened in the last 4 years, where do I start?
I got a lead on where to find out more about my Lycan from a scroll at the big library and followed it to Italy after I got my pilot’s license at 17. I had to take two “Royal” guards with me on my private plane, who were also pilots since Grandpa insisted I have backup both in the air and one the ground. They are part of his Elite forces trained by himself and Mom, so they are good. I told them we would have a sparring season since I wanted to see if they had more training then I do. I had to fly into another Lycan territory and you guess it – Blood Red Moon pack. I masked all of our Lycan scents before we departed the plane since the Alpha had sent Giovanni to “welcome” us. Only our wolf scents were present, but it was enough for him to declare me his Mate, as soon as he got close enough. Yes, he is the Alpha’s only son and I will say that he is way beyond any level of spoiled that Sammie or I got when we were little. Though I do think that our new sister, Christine, who Mom had about a month ago is closing in on Giovanni’s level of rotten. Chrissy is taking full advantage of the fact she doesn’t have to share attention with a twin brother or sister but is getting it all for herself, like the little Diva she is. And since she is sooo cute, it is definitely working for her. Getting back to loser boy, before we departed Night Howlers I told my guards not to reveal my identity to anyone we meet in Europe. So, Giovanni thought he needed to scent me to “mature” my Lycan for the mating and marking process. I do have to say he was so blatant about cheating on me that I was truly appalled. I mean, literally within 2 hours of “declaring” me his mate he drags me to a party and starts having several she-wolf w***e “service” him right in front of me. If I hadn’t almost completely severed the mating bond beforehand, I would be in serious pain from what he was doing and he didn’t care. He said he was doing it to show me what he likes done for him so I will know how to “please” him once he marks me. He tried to put his scent on me and I blew it off easily as soon as I was far enough away from him. I had to use my feminine guile to get him to agree to let me go digging in the ancient site. I can’t wait to see if I can find anything because once I do I can reject his lame, loser, and cheating butt and go home.
So it took about 3 weeks of digging, but I finally found the artifacts I was looking for and now I have the answers I have needed. Proudly, I released my full scent so that I could go deal with my “mate” and his father. I have to say my guards were so happy that I restored the smell of their Lycans as well, I think they were missing it. Without asking for an appointment, I strolled into the Alpha’s office, where loser boy mate was sitting with his Daddy. Since I was no longer hiding any of our scents their heads popped up in fear as my guards and I came in. Alpha Gilbert knew the smell of the Night Howlers Elite forces in a way he never wanted to revisit but now has too. He looks at me realizing they were only present to protect me, the future Alpha Queen of all Lycan. I formally introduced myself to him and then turned and rejected Giovanni as my mate. I had to use my mental abilities to make him comply and accept my rejection and have him reject me as well. I have to tell you, Alpha Gilbert was livid that I would dare to deny his precious son his “rightful” place as Alpha King at my side and he demanded that I take back my rejection. I told him in no uncertain terms that weren’t happening since his son never wanted a mate and was incapable of being faithful to anyone. Seriously, Gilbert tried to use his pathetic voice to command me to obey him and I had to set him straight right off. I informed him that it was beyond insolent for him a mere Alpha to try to demand or command me, the future Queen of all Lycans. I said that if he likes having control of his pack, he needs to learn his place. To say I was furious was an understatement and since I had my link open to Grandpa, Dad and Mom from the minute I stepped into Gilbert’s office they saw it all happening in real-time. Dad was ready to hop in his plane and fly to where I was just to kick some butt. Fortunately, I was able to calm them all down by making Gilbert stand down. Yes, I had to use my Alpha voice which showed him that he was powerless against me. If need be my guards and I could take out his entire warrior fleet without any reinforcements and Night Howlers could officially take control of his pack sending him to be punished for insubordination. I provided him with two options: 1 – live with the knowledge of what happened and deal with the fact that his son is so screwed up because of him; 2 – I could clear the memories of everyone who knew that myself and my guards had come to Blood Red Moon pack and make it like it never happened. Of course, the coward chose option 2. So, I wiped all of their minds clean and implanted false memories adding a few that would make Giovanni less of a scumbag, cheater and Gilbert would wake up not being as violent and cruel as he was before. I also added something that would make him not spoil Giovanni anymore and get serious about training him to be a good and proper Alpha when the time came. In other words, I gave them both a healthy dose of how to be compassionate and restored their moral compasses to factory specks. Mom was so proud of what we accomplished in their hearts and minds that day since she and Grandpa were still linked with me and helped fix them. While they all slept, my guards and I grabbed all our stuff and flew back home.