I was packing that night and I was done talking to Uncle about leaving too. I made sure to bring everything that I would need as I go and live with my new pack.
I was feeling mixed emotions for it. There were a lot of what ifs in my mind and I didn’t know if I would find positive answers about it.
I didn’t have the chance to talk to my Aunt and my two cousins. I went straight to my room after I talk to Uncle Meson. I haven’t seen them either so that’s why we didn’t have the chance to talk. I didn’t even know if they wanted to talk to me or not just before I leave.
When I was done, I set aside my things and lie on my bed. I was staring at the ceiling thinking about how this small space has been my refuge for the past years of my life. I have cried, laugh and has been happy here all throughout my stay. Things haven’t been really nice all the time but this room has made me feel safe. Every time I feel like giving up, I always come here and gather myself together so I can continue living my life no matter how tough times get.